♠ eleusis's fierce beauty || park hye rin
▬▬▬ 我是夜空里最亮的(星星) .
eleusis's fierce beauty
✦my name is ┊ Park, Hye Rin
✦know to the world as ┊ Rin
✦but you can call me ┊ Rin, Riri (sounds like Lily)
✦born on the date ┊ July-03-1992 (21)
✦i was born here ┊ Seoul, South Korea
✦here i grew up┊ Seoul, South Korea
✦the blood running through my veins ┊ Korean
✦the tongues i speak┊ Korean (native), English (fluent), Japanese (conversational)
✦what i do ┊ visual | lead vocalist (back-up) | main vocalist (2nd back-up)
✦standing tall at ┊ 170 in cm
✦weighing in at ┊ 59 in kg
✦fanclub ┊Tiger Lillies #ff0066
✦my username ┊ kmusiclover, 9-10, jane
▬▬▬ 让我为你唱一首 (歌) .
let me sing you a song .
✦let me introduce myself ┊ Rin used to be very naive, she would trust anyone and believe in what they said without much doubt. She was very oblivious to the fact that others would judge her based on her weight instead of her talent. She was also quite submissive toward others, wanting to please them. However, she's always been very determined and hard-working, wanting to realize her dream of becoming an idol. She can sometimes get quite competitive, especially with those who annoy her. She's very sincere and caring, towards her loved ones. She's quite dense in the romantic area, since she's never really fallen in love before. And is sensitive to that since her first crush made fun of her along with others. She's reserved about her stuff but always lends an ear towards others. She's affectionate with her older brother, cousin and friends. She's also protective towards them always making sure that they're allright and that no one bullies with them. She has a bit of an impulsive side to her there, because whenever she sees something unjust or unfair, like bullying for example, she has no hesitation of charging in and cofronting the bullies, something that she wouldn't do before. After being betrayed by her best friend Rin's attitude towards others changed. She doesn't trust others easily and is very reserved with her stuff. She became more determined, however, to get to the top. She didn't want to be the push-over that she was anymore. She started speaking her mind more, she's blunt and honest. She's very stubborn and strong-willed, whatever she sets her mind up to do she does. She doesn't like making mistakes, and is quite the perfectionist. If Superman's weakness is kryptonite, then Rin's is food. Even if she's upset or angry with you, buy her a meal and she'll glare at you while eating but soon after she finishes her meal her anger disappears. They often compare her to a kid, but she denies it while sticking her toungue at them (quite the convinsing argument). She does skinship naturally with those she's close with, however if she's developed feelings for someone she'll become shy and not do skinship with that person as she does with others. She's not one to let her emotions show, especially if she's sad or upset. She tends to try and hide that fact when she's in front of people. However, when she's angry she can't really control the glare she gives off.
✦likes ┊
Food (kimbap, kinchi fried rice, bulgogi, tteokbokki, seasoned fried chicken, bibimbap, pizza, ice cream, chocolate, fruits, and practically anything that's food)
Music (she loves indie, hip hop and really enjoys movie scores)
Books (she doesn't really mind the genre, if it's good and catches her attention she'll read it)
Tiger Lillies (fans and the actual flowers)
Composing music in the studio
Christmas (it's her favorite season, she loves the feeling of it)
Nell and Epik High (she's a huge fan of both)
Piano (she expresses a lot of her emotions in her playing)
Theme Parks (she loves the fast rides and gets excited like a little kid)
Movies/Tv-shows (she loves ever genre/favorite tv-show right now is running man, the walking dead, the game of thrones and anything with lee min ho or joo won.)
Fan Meetings (she loves to give back to fans and thank them for their support)
Concerts (she gets really pumped up and excited when giving or attending concerts)
Video Games (she enjoys playing video games when their on break)
✦dislikes ┊
Coffee (she never liked the taste of coffee and doesn't particulary enjoy the smell either)
Lemonade (it tastes too bitter for her, not that she doesn't like bitter tasting candy just not lemon)
Hot/humid weather (she hates humid weather especially, she gets cranky and irritated easily)
Bullies (she HATES bullies to no degree. people who make fun, discriminate or hurt others simply to amuse themselves or because of their own insecurities are the worst and she won't forgive them)
Insects (especially spiders and cockroaches)
Thunder (she's a bit scared of thunder storms and doens't like to be alone when they happen)
Crying in front of others (she gets embarrased and doesn't like to show any type of vulnerability)
Gossip (it's so annoying when people start gossiping about others when they don't even know them. those people are ignorant and don't know how others get hurt because of their gossip)
Cheaters (she doesn't like people who cheat, if you win you win fair and square)
Players (she hates people who play around or cheat on others and betray their trust)
✦hobbies ┊
Singing
Eating
Sleeping
Dancing
Playing the piano
Reading
Playing video games on her PS3
Watching movies and tv-shows
✦specialty ┊ Rin has a very soft emotion filled voice that caries itself towards peoples hearts. She's very captivating when performing and has not only a powerful stage prescence. She can also play the piano, she can read music and can also perform by ear.
✦trivia ┊
She prefers eating than cooking, but she does know how to cook and will help out in the kitchen.
She doesn't like cleaning but likes her room clean and neat so she has no choice but to clean. But that day nobody bothers her because she gets irritated.
She plays the piano since she was 7 years old.
Does a lot of hand gestures when talking.
Mumbles to herself and glares at others when angry.
She never sleeps without hugging her huge hello kitty pillow. If she's sleeping with one of the members she tends to hug them and wrap her arm and leg unconsciouly on them.
Ruffles people's hair when she thinks their cute.
Tends to get really cranky when hungry or sleepy.
She loves eating. She's one of those people who you could bribe with food. She doesn't gain much weight because she keeps her exercising routine which consists of morning or evening jogs and dancing. She only doesn't eat when she's depressed or upset.
She has a cousin in NT2U.
She considers sleeping and eating of vital importance.
She tends to twirl her hair and yawn a lot when bored.
She bites her lower lip when nervous or deep in thought.
She rolls her eyes when annoyed or frustrated.
When she's tired she tends to go to the nearest person she knows and slumps next to them while laying her head on their shoulder or back.
Never leaves anywhere without her ipod.
Sings in the shower.
Her fan service usually consists of winks, throwing of hearts, aegyo and/or y dancing.
She's not really a morning person, even when she wakes up she's half-asleep so its best not to bug her, just wait until she washes her face and eats breakfast and then she'll be right as rain.
She wishes to be in a lot of variety shows, since she loves them and is suprisingly good at them.
She's known to be a heavy sleeper. If she's sleepy, doesn't matter where she is be it the practice room, recording studio, the movies, karaoke or wherever, she will fall asleep and it will be difficult to wake her up afterwards.
Blinks a lot when embarrased or caught off guard.
She wishes to do a duet with Nell and Tablo in the future.
✦my song ┊ Roar - Katy Perry
▬▬▬ 我们都怕 (痛) .
we all fear pain.
✦the brightest stars in my sky ┊
Father | Park Tae Joon | 48 | They've never really had a close relationship since he was always very busy with work. But she always hoped that he would support her and she was always the one reaching out. However, after hearing what he said to her brother she has totally rebeled against him and now that he wants to talk, because he was worried after what happened to her in SM, she just ignores him. He didn't want her going to Tarot and suffer again, so he forbid it. This made them had a huge fight. Rin then went behind his back. They haven't talked in the 2 years since she's been on Tarot. | 5
Mother | Lee Hye Mi | 46 | As with her dad, Rin didn't have a close relationship with her mother either. She saw her mother more than her dad though. Her mom would always try to get home early so she could have dinner with them and tell them goodnight. But it was rare since she was pretty busy also. She didn't want her daughter to enter the business because she didn't want her to get hurt. So, she didn't disagree with her husband when they talked to Min Joon about it. This made her relationship with Rin sink even further down, Rin didn't talk to her. After SM, her mother got really worried and even stayed in the house for a few months until Rin was feeling better. Their relatioship was getting better until Rin decided to go into the industry again. This made her mother worry a lot, but seeing how Rin reacted towards her father, she decided to support Rin and their relationship has been getting better. | 8
Older Brother | Park Min Joon | 26 | He has been more than an older brother to her. He has been both of her parents. Since little he was the one to nagg her to clean her room, to make her two ponytails, to make her delicious kimbap, to take her to school, to sing her to sleep at night, he was the one who was always there for her, and has supported her through everything. They do argue sometimes but what siblings don't. He's the only person who can actually make her do something and who's advice she'll actually take and listen too. He's very protective of her but also wants her to fight for her dreams. | 10
✦who i was ┊ Rin was born in Seoul, South Korea. Ever since Rin can rememeber she has always wanted to be a singer. However, her parents were both lawyers and expected their children to go on the same path. Rin grew up beign cared for by her older brother. Her parents were almost never at home and were very busy. Rin was mostly spoiled and pampered by her brother so in her mind she never thought that being fat would be a problem. Her brother loved her and she had a very talented singing voice. She was too naive and thought that talent was all that matered in the music industry. Rin never liked excercising but she loved eating. It never really bothered her until she entered middle school and started getting bullied. Her so called friends made fun of her because she was over-weight. However, she didn't let it get her down, she still had her brother and her annoying but loving cousing who were always rooting for her. Still, it hurt. It was in her second year of middle school (13), that she participated in a singing competition and got first place. She was really happy and excited, however backstage a bunch of girls ganged up on her, pushed around and told her that a fattie like her shouldn't get cocky because even if she wins the stupid competition no company would take a pig like her. She didn't want to believe that. However, after she got home she heard her brother saying that he would agree to study law but only if they let Rin pursue her dream in music. They scoffed and said that even if she had a nice voice they wouldn't accept her because of her outer apperance. Now, hearing it from those bullies hurt but hearing it from her parents she couldn't describe how betrayed she felt. She wanted to prove them all wrong. So, at 13 she auditioned for both SM and JYP. She passed both auditions but decided to go with SM. As soon as she became a trainee her life started becoming more and more stressing. With school and practice of singing, dancing, rapping and acting from 3pm to 10pm or 11pm on weekdays and weekends were worst yet. Still everything was for her dream so she tried very hard. She learned more about singing and even started losing some weight while dancing. She even met her best friend, Eunjung who always cheered for her. She thought she didn't have to be the 40 to 43kg that the agencies usually wanted from the girls. However, it wasn't like that. She was in the company for 5 years already (she was 18 and was about to gratuate from Seoul's Performing Arts School) and she still had not debuted and the only reason was because she couldn't get to the 43kg. The best she could do was 47kg and that was because she wasn't eating. It didn't help that the other trainee's were mean to her and even the one she thought to be her best friend betrayed her, by making fun of her behind her back and making up gossip about her, which Rin found out. She was entering the cafeteria when she heard her Eunjung saying that Rin was so full of herself and she kept looking down and talking about everyone behind their backs. Eunjung saw that Rin was at the back hidding and listening but she didn't care she even took the hand of Rin's crush, at the time, and led him close to where Rin was hidding and confessed to him. Rin usually says things straight fowardly and confronts others but this time she couldn't say anything but simply ran to one of the empty practice rooms and cried. They started bullying her, pushing her, ignoring her, laughing when she passed by for no reason. Rin started becoming depressed and started becoming anorexic. However, her brother started noticing her rapid and unhealthy weight loss and confronted her about what she was goin through. She didn't want to talk at first but after a while she told him what was happening and he told her to quit. They argued about that because she really wanted to debut but he insisted and so she did. She was really mad at him blaming him for her not being able to debut. Still, after a while she understood and was thankful to her brother for getting her out of there. A year later (19), it was her last year in high school. She didn't want to give up on her dreams, so she talked to her cousin who was in Tarot Entertainment to see when were the next auditions. She went and thankfully passed. Now, it's been 2 years, she's met the most annoying, funny, determined, loving, caring and hard-working girls ready to give their best to achieve their goals. She's finally gonna fulfill her dream and show all of the people who didn't belive in her and thank the people who did by making it to the top.
✦thank you, all of you ┊
Best Friends | Eleusis | Once she entered Tarot Entertainment the atmosphere at the company alone was different. Everyone was friendlier and she knew that what they wanted was hard-working talented people. The girls traineed together and were all very tense and reserved with each other, however after being with them for 2 years they have become closer and open with each other. They argue and don't agree with each other sometimes but they always take care and have each others back. | 9
Cousin/Oppa/Best Friend | NT2U | They have been together since they were kids. She and her brother were almost always at their uncles since it was crowded, noisy but warm and caring. He never hesitates to buy her food, which she loves him more for. She always goes to him and just hangs out. He's always been very playful, funny and sometimes annoying towards her but he's really nice and caring. He just has his own way of worrying over her. | 9
Sunbae/Unnie/Close Friend | ECLiPSE - Sunni | She was always very nice and kind towards the trainees. Rin could see that. The first weeks Rin ate at the cafeteria on the far table on the corner alone. She didn't want to talk to anyone just yet, just her cousin whenever he wasn't busy. She wanted to observe how the others truly were. However, this particular unnie noticed that she would alway sit on the same table alone. So, one day in the cafeteria before Rin could order, she said hi and that a group was going out to eat outside and that she wanted Rin to come. Rin was hesitant but once the unnie said that she would buy her food, Rin hesitated for only a second and nodded. After that, Rin started to sit in the table with her and the others. She started talking more. They are quite close. | 8
✦please go away ┊
Ex-Best Friend/Rival/Enemies | Ham Eun Jung | 21 | She was what Rin thought was her best friend, she was very nice to Rin and was the first to approach her. They took singing lessons together along with the other trianees and Rin never thought that she would be jealous of her. However, after what Rin heard in the cafeteria, she couldn't leave without confronting Eunjung. So, she did and they had a big fight. After that they never spoke again. Rin heard that Eunjung was dropped from SM and ended up in another company. She already debuted. They haven't seen each other but if they did Rin would just ignore her and keep on walking while Eunjung would quietly fume because she hates being ignored. | 1
✦my greatest pain ┊ Her pains are her parents saying that she wouldn't be able to make it because of her weight, following the neglection of her company not letting her debut because she couldn't loose the weight, the bullying of her fellow trainees' and the betrayal of her ex-best friend. Which inevitably led to her becoming depressed and for a few months anorexic. All of that leading to her not debuting and her dreams being put on hold and trampled upon. Rin wants to show not only the people who didn't believe in her but also to herself that she can make her dreams come true. She will show all of them what she's capable of, and shine like the star she is.
✦in-training ┊ After a year of leaving SM Entertainment, Rin was devastated and didn't know what to do. She still wanted to be a singer but now she had to proceed with caution and awarness. It didn't occur to her that she could have auditioned at the same company her cousin was at, until he told her that they were having auditions. So, she went for the auditions and thankfully passed. The first few weeks as a trainee were hard, not because of the rigorous training but also because she missed her brother and didn't really talk to anyone, other than her cousin, for the first few weeks. However, as she started opening up to people there who were working hard just like her, she started to open up and have fun more than she thought she could . It was still a lot of hard work but it felt good once she knew she had true friends and people she could rely on. It fueled her motivation and passion for making it even more.
▬▬▬ 最漂亮的人的心是受到最多的 (伤) .
the most beautiful people's hearts have been hurt by the most wounds.
✦face claim ┊Soyu (Sistar)
✦backup face claim ┊ Eunji (A-Pink)
✦vocal twin ┊ Younha
✦dance twin ┊ Soyu (Sistar)
✦backup dance twin ┊ Luna (Fx)
✦rapping twin ┊ Suzy (Miss A)
✦backup rapping twin ┊ Sooyoung (SNSD)
✦tell me, tell me ┊ Rin has a very soft emotion filled voice that caries itself towards peoples hearts. She's very captivating when performing and has a powerful stage prescence. Rin can't really rap at all, she tries but for amusment. Usually, she just says a lot of "uh yeah yeah uh. allright. okay. yo, what up? peace!" pouts her lips, crosses her arms or waves them and bobs her head to the beat, and that's mostly it. She's a good dancer but not the best but she can move her hips and she can learn the dances quickly. She still has some getting used to dancing in heels though.
✦wow ┊ Rin has at the dorms or in day to day life tends to wear comfortable yet chic clothing. She usually wears tees/t-shirts with skinny jeans or shorts. She's almost always seen wearing her favorite pair of black sneakers. She ocassionally wears dresses, tends to avoid heels as much as possible but has to wear them when performing. Her everyday make-up is natural style, when she's not working she likes to wear as little make-up and go more for the natural look.
▬▬▬ 请你告诉我如果这样就是 (爱) .
please tell me if this is love.
✦my muse ┊ Kim Sunggyu
✦also known as ┊ Sunggyu
✦i love him ┊ Sunggyu is very hard-working when it comes to his job. People tend to say he's lazy but he's just tired, and even though he still keeps on doing his best. He's quite bold and confident, sometimes misleading as being cocky. He also has this sassy and bossy side which gets on Rin's and the s nerves but which everyone thinks is part of his charm, and in some way it is. Even though he tries to give off this cool and intimidating aura he's actually quite easy-going and playful. He's really passionate about music and can easily charm anyone with his singing. He's actually very attentive and caring but also strict and bossy not only towards s, but also towards his family and friends. He's also quite protective of his loved ones. He's very charming and funny so people tend to open up to him easily. Also, he's suprisingly thoughtful and he's very dependable, taking care of others instinctively. He can be very blunt, but he's sincere. He never does something he doesn't like. He's usually very mischevous and playful, he loves to tease. Now that he's "trained" the "kids" (s) on how to act on variety shows and speak, he just tends to lay back and relax. He's a closet romantic which none but s, who have spent years living together with him, know.
✦the moment i saw you ┊ Sunggyu and Rin had actually met before Rin's debut at a Nell concert. Rin was trying to push foward towards the stage, the crowd was intense, and she almost fell to the floor if it wasn't for a guy who grabbed her arm and pulled her up. She bowed thanking him, not realizing who he was, since he was wearing sunglasses and a cap, which did seem weird to her but she didn't think much about it. He nodded in return and smiled. Rin decided to stand there. After Eleusis' debut performance, they all had to greet their sunbaes and so when they greeted Infinite, Sunggyu saw Rin. He recognized her and went towards her and asked if she enjoyed Nell sunbaenim's concert. She looked at him strangely but once he smiled she recognized him immediatly.
✦we're close like that ┊ Sunggyu and Rin mostly get along. They have a lot of things in common and became friends rather quickly. They talked to each other often, and then got each others numbers. Sunggyu has joined the "Feed Rin" club and they go out to eat when they can, as friends. However, Sunggyu has his moments were he just gets on Rin's nerves. He loves teasing her and provoking her. They have arguments but they quickly make up. People look at them as the "pabo couple". He's just as stubborn as Rin so they tend to clash a bit, still they both have a soft spot for each other. They are not yet comfortable doing skinship with each other but they both sometimes resort to using aegyo with one another.
✦right now we're ┊ Before debut: strangers. After debut: acquaintances, slowly turning into friends.