I don't even know if my title makes sense... I'm just so ing pissed off...

I haven't been updating and 'cause life is so annoying right now... I'm sorry, guys, I really need to apologize >.<

Well, I've been working nonstop and with school added to the mix, I have like NO ING TIME TO DO ANYTHING. I'm so sad, 'cause I love writing for you guys and I haven't been able to do that for a while T.T

Anyway, well I started dating like... THIS ING MORNING. And guess what... I HAVE A RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM ALREADY. Like what the ...

Like there's this guy and there's this friend and apparently they had a thing going on before?? But the friend has a boyfriend (someone completely different from her church) now and that guy likes me now and maybe I'm a rebound? But that's not really my problem. I don't even like the guy yet, he asked me out and I just want to give him a chance.

Well, that was retarded on my part... BECAUSE THAT GIRL THAT I CALLED MY FRIEND IS A TOTAL . She crushed his heart by going out with someone else after flirting nonstop with him... and now that we're together, she's like I'm uncomfortable and . Worse off, we're all co-workers so I still have to see her face...

I tried to make things right. I texted her and everything, like hey, it's okay if we go out right? 'Cause I care about you as my friend and I do want to know if you're comfortable... And she's like well, I don't think I can see your faces anymore. I'm all like DA FUQQQQQQ

I don't get it. What did we do wrong? My bf is like... why does she get to be happy with her decision and relationship and we can't? He's pissed off, too... And I'm just like... fml why did I get myself into this ...

Gahhhhhh... Sorry about the rant guys... This is why I liked staying single... I must've forgotten why... Thank you "friend" for reminding me again T__T

Anywayyy... Good news, I'm almost done with some chaps, I was actually gonna update like 2 of my fics tonight as a surprise present for you guys and I'm just not in the mood... And I don't want to feed you guys after all this waiting :( I shall be back with updates soon! I promise! So please stay with me, I need you guys >.<

I love you... Please forgive all my cursing, I am so stressed right now... At least you guys love me... right?? Haha... ha... T________T