For the last time, let me hold you with my reverrent hands

I can't hold on any longer for we live in different worlds

Let the world go shake and the land be cursed by earthquake

So you can seek your own freedom in another kingdom

Today you said to me that you have a crush

Without you knowing that those confession made me crushed

For so long you could just hide me behind the bush

You would only make me blushed and in a split second left me in rush

Running to your lover that has been waiting around the corner, bringing a bucket of flower

What can I do about it when I’m no one but your secret lover?

It will only make me sadder to think that I practically am your mere laxative to simplify your bladder

And knowing that I can never be more than I am now for you, either now or forever~

Well practically this is my first blog and I'm so sorry for trashing your space >.<

I wrote this when I was broken heart last time and I know it isn't good at all~ But I just feel the need to write it before I choose to let it go. Hehehe~

I feel sorry for myself whenever I recall those painful memories. Love well at least at the moment for me. It hurts more and the pain is quadrupled when I know there's really nothing I can do about it. Sigh~

Sorry if I'm blabbering my thoughts out too much T.T