Sometimes I feel like I want to write a crack fic, but then I realise that I'm not funny enough.

But, whatever. My teachers and so many magazines taught me how to be depressing.

Honestly, I've always wanted to write an abuse story since I wrote stories on every other depressing topic for English class  sometimes I wonder what my English teacher thinks of me and my home life but I'm afraid of offending people, since it's never actually happened to me and there was an L fic that people got offended over, but that was very different.

See it was going to be an abuse story reversed, but it's quite a sensitive topic for some (well, in the life magazines I read that my mum buys). And then I don't know who to be mean to. I was thinking of Yongguk or Kris because they seem very withdrawn and untrusting and people would be very judgemental of them because they give off that tough manly vibe. Or Kai, too.

And because they can fit the stereotypes of those guys and they fit the guy I want to protray.

But, like I said, I don't want to offend people.

I've seen a lot (especially lately) of rants on abuse fanfics, so it makes me want to think twice.

It'll only be a oneshot or at the most a twoshot, but I want to try it. When I very briefly went through the abuse tag, unless it was a or yuri story, I didn't come across anything like my idea.

The problem is - I don't want to offend people.

Sorry, I'm rambling. Have some Chen to make up for it.

I'm going to ship this, I think. Kris always smiles around Chen, but always has this look that says, "Is this peasant seriousl? I don't know whether to laugh or give him a ‘are-you-for-real’ look."

Everyone always smiles around Chen. Come on, admit it, you smiled ^^