Welcome back to my hubby, Kim Heechul! I've been waiting for you since 2011 and now you're freaking back to destroy my life once again. I am really proud of you since you just completed you service and you even shave your precious hair--but you're still gorgeous anyway.

I may not be quite loyal to you since I've been admiring Donghae and Hyukjae recently but I swear no one has ever replace your spot in my heart. You might see those numerous ness of EunHae in my wall or I frequently ask for Kyuhyun to show his abs or I've been eying Sungmin's glorious or I keep on thinking Yesung is quite adorable and handsome but that's because they keep on pestering me and I know you want me to support you dongsaengs. But let's quit about me being a unloyal bish and I want to say how things go when you're gone.

Alongside with me fangirling over other members, there have been many problems that test me on being an ELF. Just last year, about Eunhyuk and IU scandal, many fans leave the fandom and even myself was deeply hurt by it. I know that Hyuk is a free person and I also know you also date several girls already but even though I want to just accept it, I can't help to be hurt. Then this scandal live for long and that girl had been mentioning it a few times already--I really want to kill her--but since you said we, ELF should act properly, I did my best not to bash her.

Then Leeteuk went to the military after you, it really hurts and it also bothers me since the two pillars of Super Junior is now gone but Leader-nim says that he trust the members and that Hyuk will manage to lead the group somehow. He gained some hate comments about 'making a fuss' when he enlist and then there had been a scandal about celebrity recruits but Leeteuk didn't really belong to those people who are accused but netizens can't help but to add him up, hating him for no reason. After him, Yesung joined the army too as a public servant just like you and he also gained rants about that. When he go to the army, he didn't show himself to us, instead he went there secretly but I know it's because he's quite a crybaby and our Jongwoon don't want to show his weak side. Netizens keep on hating on the three of you but of course, we're still here to defend you because we know, you didn't do anything wrong at all.

Also, since all of you are getting old, some of you already reached 30 and even though you're called Super Junior, we can't hide the fact that you guys are turning ahjussis already. Just by that, those so-called ELF are leaving the fandom and joined other with a younger group. They say you guys are too old to be idolize and they've been used to you but I beg to disagree. I've been your fan since 2009 and I'm younger than the most of the fandom but I don't get tired of loving you or even getting attracted to other groups or even thinking of leaving the fandom. The members had said their opinion about this and I can't help to be hurt. Please don't worry that ELF will leave you, those who go are just fans but ELF will nevel leave because we are everlasting and we're only exist for Super Junior.

Maybe when you go back and see us again, you may notice some are gone but please take in mind that there are some who still stays, waiting and loving you no matter what. After all of these problems, we have been waiting for you since we know you could defend the members since you're their hyung but don't forget that when you fight, we, ELF will push you up when you're winding down but if you can't really take it anymore, just ask us, and we'll fight for you.

But let's quit the drama and I'll welcome you again! Also, practice hard so I could meet you soon on SS5! KYAAAAAAAH I LOVE YOU OPPA!!!

OTL I didn't notice it's this long... but I'm just too HEEppy >O<

--heechan27