Fake Shippers
So... I'm back? Well if anyone here remember my existence...
But yeah, I have some problem with my friends or more on virtual friends whom I thought ship EunHae the way I do. They do say they ship EunHae but if some girl will pop out of the picture, they'll ship it with one of them. I mean, how could you ship two ships? I just really feel bad... betrayed I guess and I don't know if I would want to talk to them.
I shared my thoughts with them about EunHae, everything about them, but there I found out that they don't really believe they're real. That they see EunHae as a show-off coulpe, that everything is just fan service.
I don't even know why they feel that girlxboy couple are more real than boyxboy. I mean what makes them more real then EunHae? Is it because they're capable of bearing a child? Is it because one must dominant and submissive? Is it because a girl and a boy can't be just friends and EunHae can't be more than that?
I don't hate them, but I hate trusting them. I hate it when they think of EunHae like that. That they only support them, called themselves as shipper because Donghae being with Hyukjae won't make them jealous because they're girls, and they're more than Hyukjae... because Donghae don't love Hyukjae because he can't be gay, he can't be, and for that Donghae like girls which they're... what a complete nonsense.
In reality they only ship EunHae with themselves, and they only ship DaraHae, YoonHae, HaeSica to show that they're not hurt, that they support those girls when actually they're cursing at her back... why can't they be just real and say they're hurt? Why do you have to use someone to cover your tears? Selfish.
Maybe it's only happening to me... maybe I'm just over reacting... but I don't want to trust them anymore. How could I anyway? When they can't even be true to themselves.
I don't even know what I am writing anymore, but all I am wishing is to find someone who ship EunHae the way I do <3
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