Last night, I did texted him to remind him about booking the class ( if you read my previous blog)and after about 3 hours then he replied. He said which class and that was it. No thanks. No anything. Just which class. This morning, when we walked on the same way, he stepped backward and use another way. I just acted dumb. However, we ended up using a same way. Suddenly he approached me. " Lily, did you told the lecturer which class we gonna use? " He said, walking b my side. I just nodded without looking at him. " Then, what did she say? " He asked, again. I turned to lOok at him. I realised that he talked to me without facing me too. He just look forward." Our lecturer said nothing. But she seem angry " that all I said. " Angry? At me? " He questioned. Still, he didn't look at me at all. I was the one who staring at his face. " I don't know. Because our lecture thought another boy booked the room.not you ". Then, he just left. No thanks. No anything, again. On chemistry class, my class were late. The lecturer got really angry. She yelled us and said class representative should do something. " Who is the class representative? " The lecturer asked. Oh my! I don't want the lecturer to put the blame on my crush. It turned out that I sat in front of my crush in that class. I heard him mumbled a sorry. Then, the lecturer just proceed the class without care who are the class representative anymore.on that class too, we had to explain about how a molecule formed in the front of the class. When my turn came, " carbon.. Err.. Valence " I stucked there then frozen for about 5 minutes. I was standing like a stupid pole in front of class, my crush. I heard my lecturer whispered " just try to say something ". I took the courage and said " when sp orbital overlapped with sp orbital it will form sigma bond ". " Time's up! ". That it. That the only sentence I said. I am very sure my marks were low. I embarassed my self in front of my crush. I am stupid. All I did then was took my sit and cried. On the way back to hostel, he walked in front of me, which look like I was tailing him around. I could tell that he kept looking back. But he looked for what? It is not like somebody was there except me.