I saw you from up close,

I saw you from a far.

No matter what I do,

No matter where you are,

The one thing that matters most,

Is that I couldn't make you see.

The one who cares about you,

Is mostly me.

I saw you from up close,

I saw you from a far.

You never seemed to notice,

That you left a deep and painful scar.

A scar that remains in my heart,

A scar that will always be.

The one you really care about,

Well, that isn't me.

I saw you from up close,

I saw you from a far.

Every night I miss you,

I look up to a star.

While I stare up at the sky,

I feel all dreamy,

But when I awake,

The one crying, well that is me.

I saw you from up close,

I saw you from a far.

Because of you, my heart is black,

As black as night, or as black as char.

I walk through darkness now,

Days and nights all feel stormy,

Tears that fall like rain,

The tears that came from me.

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