traits » Straightforward | erted | Blunt | Oversensitive
personality »She's got a face of an innocent five year-old. But under that is all ertedness and cockiness. She's only cocky in front of strangers or people she doesn't like. She's extremely erted, no matter what. Whatever anyone says, she can turn and twist it into something dirty or gross. In front of adults, she can cover it with her smart attitude -which she once had- good grades, great attendance and plenty of awards. Why wouldn't the adults like her? Or give her some respect and give her some slack? Never failed once in her life, if she does, she cries on the inside and feel ashamed. 

If people annoy her, piss her off, or do anything to make her mad - she doesn't take bull from anyone so be ready for the rudest words from her. And she'll always tell the truth about that person. The mean truth. She was quite a flirt too, like her dad. She had perfect relationships. But they never worked out in the end. But that then started leading her to her disorder;

Because of the aftermath of those relationships, her life went downhill day by day. She felt as if she wasn't gonna be loved in the world sometimes. She would sit in her room and think so many questions, questioning her life and her maybe future. If she were to have one. There were so many thoughts like, 'what if I committed suicide? Wouldn't it be better for the world?' , 'If I'm gone, no one has to worry about me so often and get on with their lives.' She keeps her thoughts and anger or whatever, etc., inside her. When she does have a breakdown, - she has two sides to it - after it she'll just sit and laugh on her. Just laugh. The other,when she has a breakdown, she can scream and throw stuff everywhere.   She'll hallucinate sometimes saying she sees things or she sees very scary things that she'd fear like ghosts or demons. Another thing was even if she had this disorder, she also stayed the same with one of her personality; her rudeness. Older people she respects, adults, elders, yes she all respects. But if people like only two three or under seven years age apart from her, she wouldn't give a damn to respect. Because they would be all rude and cocky to her.

family background » Tae Hyuk's childhood was pretty innocent as any other child. Well not really - it was innocent and bubbly in public but not behind the closed doors of her house. Her parents were strict as hell and scary as hell. It was always a quiet home, she was overshadowed by her older brother. Her parents cared for him the a lot more than Tae Hyuk. But she just ignored and tried to smile as much as possible. Whenever she accidently did something wrong, she get spanked for it. As she grew up, she got into relationships to find real love. Not from what her family called, 'we yell because we care.' She didn't believe all that sappy business.

Her brother cared for her and felt bad that his one and only sister was getting blamed and yelling for nothing. because they were so scary and strict, the two dare not to do anything to blow their parents head off. (As said before,) she became depressed and silent a lot more, keeping her thoughts. She didn't really talk much as she used to in school. She stopped because of her relationships and family. Keeping her thoughts in like that, she felt like her being quiet will help her get over things. "Cry a river, build a bridge and get over it." said by an unknown person. That - she thought - would help her. she cried in her room and let things flow out. But it never helped until her brother noticed her first breakdown. She had become a person he didn't recognize at all. He tried getting her help after that.

trivia » 
- Left-handed

- Lactose Intolerate// she was always forced to drink milk, though she hated and is lactose intolerate. 

- Keeps quiet to herself a lot, doesn't talk to pepople about her problems// she hates bothering others with her problems

- Hallucinates frequently// scary movies & fears bottle up in her mind, making her see things at times. But is always positive that she's not hallucinating and its real.

- Talks to herself// she talks to herself to keep herself company and happy. For only she knows how to make herself happy in life

- Boxing// She used to box a lot, just to release her anger. He brother took her boxing whenever he had classes. It was the only way she could release her stress or anger.

❛ i shed tears at this painful reality 。