「 我 的 爱 , 내 사랑 」— yang yoojin ; i'myour#1fan
「 我 的 爱 , 내 사랑 」— yang yoojin ;
(chaotics) (lynn, please)
— about you
Full name: yang yoojin
Preferred name: yoojin or if (and only if) you are luhan, you are permitted to call her "yoonie"
Nicknames: iris -- all of her london friends; it's her english name. aiyun -- her parents call her this; it's her chinese name
Age: 21
Birthday: 5/31
Race: chinese
Languages: mandarin (fluent), english (fluent -- with an english accent), korean (basically fluent -- certain grammar ticks, vocabulary issues, shallow understanding of korean slang/idioms)
Do you have an allergies?: she is deathly allergic to any type of nuts
— you're beautiful from head to toe
Ulzzang + Gallery Link: lee dasom
Style: yoojin is a very "dark" girl. she hates bright colors, excessive patterns, and clunky jewelry. black, white, grey, brown, and navy blue covers most of her wardrobe and yoojin likes to keep her style as simple as possible. she loves leather and studs, has an addiction to sky high heels, and has a bit of a tomboy-slash-punk chic look.
dorm/home -- usually, she'll just steal one of luhan's t-shirts, pair it with some denim shorts, converse sneakers, and a baseball cap.
Other: she has a strange birthmark in the shape of a star on her right ankle. yoojin is a bit of a piercing/tattoo junkie -- she has seven ear piercings: regular lobe piercings, a conch and rook in her left ear, and an industrial and regular cartilage piercing in her right ear. yoojin also has four tattoos: black roses on her right side, "live" on her left wrist, the dark mark on her left forearm, and a fleur-de-lis in the middle of her shoulder blades.
— only you
Personality: in a nutshell, yoojin is introverted, emotionless, cold, quiet, and intimidating, but she's also loyal, determined, intelligent, and very artistic.
introverted -- yoojin likes to keep to herself and prefers to be alone most of the time (unless luhan is involved). she finds her happiness in solitude and enjoys the peace of loneliness.
emotionless -- yoojin does not like to express her emotions. she sees them as weak and unnecessary, so she bottles up most of her emotions inside. usually, she has a poker face on and her usual steady glare.
cold -- yoojin comes off as a very unapproachable person. she is not friendly in the least and is actually satisfied that most people like to avoid her. it is rumored that if you walk within five feet of her, you'll be able to feel the temperature drop a couple of degrees.
quiet -- yoojin will never talk unless she has to (or if luhan is involved). she doesn't like to talk too much and keeps herself closed off from society. yoojin is a private person who doesn't really trust easily. even around luhan, she only talks in short sentences. her voice is described to be very strong and firm, but with a mysterious and whispy tone.
intimidating -- yoojin has a personality and exterior appearance that makes her scary, in a sense. she dresses in a very tomboy-ish/punk manner and her cold, emotionless facial expression makes many people uncomfortable.
loyal -- yoojin doesn't have many friends besides luhan, but she is a very honest and faithful person. she will never turn her back on anyone who has put his/her faith in her and takes betrayal in a very hard way.
determined -- yoojin isn't the type of person to give up. if you give her any task, she'll fight tooth and nail to complete it in nothing short of perfection.
intelligent -- yoojin is quite the clever girl. she's not only street-smart, but she's also book smart (surprisingly) and ranks in the top 20 of her class. though she doesn't appear to be a girl who cares much about school, yoojin puts her education above everything else. she has a quick mind and a sharp tongue, both with are usually beneficial to her.
artistic -- yoojin is a very artsy-fartsy person, also surprisingly. she works wonder with a paintbrush, pencil, or camera. since she doesn't express her emotions through words, she puts what she feels in her art. through her paintings, drawings, and pictures, most people are able to immediately see the type of theme or emotion she is trying to portray.
Likes: anything related to the golden age of hollywood (especially audrey hepburn and marilyn monroe), horror movies, spicy food, lana del rey, solitude, alcohol, and cigarettes
Dislikes: super romantic stuff (nicholas sparks, k-dramas), sweet foods (especially soda), pink, aegyo, skinship, people, noise
Habits: cracking her knuckles, keeping a pencil behind her ear, propping her feet on tables even in public, wearing sunglasses indoors, blanking out randomly
Trivia:
- hobbies -- art/photography, composing music (she plays guitar and piano), crafting (how do you think she gets all those studded things?), skateboarding with luhan, playing soccer with luhan, hanging out with luhan, looking at luhan, loving luhan (okay, i'll stop), collecting antiques, and watching movies from the 1930s to the 1960s.
- she has lived in london, england for most of her life until her parents, feeling adventurous, moved to korea when yoojin was in eighth grade.
- her favorite musicians include the beatles, the rolling stones, led zeppelin, lana del rey, marina and the diamonds, and late night alumni.
- her favorite actors/actresses include audrey hepburn, marilyn monroe, judy garland, vivien leigh, elizabeth taylor, humphrey bogart, cary grant, charlie chaplin, and gene kelley.
- her favorite color is silver.
- she is 168cm tall and weighs around 50kg.
- her favorite sports are soccer and martial arts.
- she does yoga every morning for an hour before going to class.
- she is a baptized protestant.
- her favorite songs are eleanor rigby, yellow submarine, bohemian rhapsody, cola, born to die, primadonna, and teen idle. though she won't admit it, she actually likes big bang and certain indie k-pop artists.
- her favorite flowers are roses, cherry blossoms, and irises.
- she's not an alcoholic or a druggie, but she does appreciate a nice glass of wine and a cigarette. she's not a chain smoker but likes to smoke when she's looking for inspiration. also, she's not a party-girl, so the only times she drinks is when she is with luhan when they go out to dinner.
- she was named after her mother's favorite flower, the iris. her korean name was given to her by her first korean instructor, who felt that yoojin was a name that wasn't too feminine but also was unique.
— i love you and only you
Love interest: luhan, 21
What you call him by: luhan or hannie
How you met: on the first day of high school, yoojin sat alone underneath a hidden tree on a hill during lunch with her usual chicken-blt sandwich and sketchbook. her peace and quiet was disrupted by the frantic screams of fangirls who were chasing the school's kingka and ultimate pretty boy, luhan. he eventually found a place to hide, but he found more than just a safe haven. he found an annoyed-looking girl in black shorts, loose white tank-top, and black converse sneakers scowling up at him from "her" tree. though yoojin wanted nothing to do with the chick-magnet, luhan eventually convinced her to let him stay and got smacked in the arm when he attempted to steal a bit of yoojin's sandwich.
How you act around each other; luhan immediately liked yoojin because she was so different from the other girls. she was a tomboy, introverted, and was very thoughtful. he pursued her as a friend and though yoojin at first rejected his attempts, he eventually won her over with his genuine attention. the two are closer than two peas in a pod. yoojin lets herself go around luhan. she talks (not a lot), but actually tells him almost all of what she usually bottles in her heart. luhan, in return, listens patiently and fills in the comfortable silent gaps with his cheery chatter. eventually, yoojin found herself to be empty when luhan wasn't around and realized that she had fallen in love with him, the one thing she was scared of. nevertheless, yoojin decided to give her best to pursue luhan. she supported everything he did -- his soccer games, his dance practices, and even the girls that he liked. after yoojin confessed and was rejected, she did lapse into a period of despondency towards luhan, but eventually pulled herself out of her shell and returned to the puzzle-piece relationship she had with luhan.
Back-up love interest: kai, suho, and sehun.
— family time
Does her family want her to go to this college?
↷ her family is more than supportive of her. yoojin's parents are pretty easy-going, so they've always cared more for their daughter's happiness than anything else. they've always known that their aiyun isn't the same as other girls and was thrilled when she announced that she wanted to continue her schooling in korea.
Best friends/Friends: yoojin really has one other friend besides luhan -- son naeun, her hoobae in college.
friend / son naeun / 19 / 3 / yoojin and naeun aren't best friends, but they are rather good friends. the two are almost completely opposite in personality and naeun looks up to yoojin for her artistic ability and very unique character. though yoojin wants naeun to stop being so formal around her, naeun still continues to call her "sunbae" instead of "unnie".
— school
Major: art, music, international studies
Clubs: art club and photography club
Sports: soccer
Job: assistant curator at a local art museum and part-time assistant to the head of the art department
Classes:
Math (x), Literature (x), English (), Chinese (), Japanese (x), Science (x), History (x), Health (), Phy Ed (),
— question time!
— " I'm Your #1 Fan! "
oo1. How did you feel when Luhan rejected you? Did you get over it and move on?"
↷ i was hurt, disappointed, and broken-hearted, but in no way was i surprised. it's not a big jump to assume that i was also angry and that's why i closed myself up again. this is why i keep to myself. once you open yourself up, you're bound to get hurt. go ahead, call me cynical. call me pessimistic. but don't you dare tell me that that isn't the truth. i did what i could. i have no regrets. i gave it my all and i guess that wasn't enough. i got over it, eventually. i did stop talking to him for about two weeks, but i realized that having him as my best friend was better than nothing at all. i've learned my lesson. i can't have it all, but if i can have luhan by my side, even just as a friend, so be it.
oo2. What did you do when Luhan told you to stop hanging out with your boyfriend?
↷ i was annoyed. confused. angry. and slightly... happy? i was annoyed because he had rejected me but now told me i couldn't date someone else. i was confused because i thought that he didn't like me, so why was he being a jealous jerk? i was angry because i hate being told what to do. and i was happy because he cared.
Boyfriend;
- nichkhun / 24 / gentleman, kind, patient, angelic / he is actually a mei hua graduate and was also an art major / yoojin met him at the art internship she had over the summer before her junior year. he was working full time as the curator of a popular and successful art gallery in jeju island and yoojin was assigned to be his apprentice
- jaejoong / 27 / strange, four-dimensional, mysterious, humorous / he is also a mei hua graduate and was a business major / yoojin met him through her job. jaejoong is the wealthy son of a ceo who owns the branch of the art gallery that yoojin works for. when jaejoong came in for a visit, he found yoojin to be very intriguing since she was more focused on her job than on him
- doojoon / 23 / tough, compassionate, funny, loyal / he is not a mei hua graduate / doojoon and yoojin met by chance at a coffee shop that they both visit when in jeju island. doojoon is a rising soccer star and had moved to jeju island to train. the two accidentally had their orders switched and when doojoon noticed that yoojin was wearing her soccer uniform (she was heading to practice), he struck up a conversation when he went to get his coffee back
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Comments: i hope you enjoyed my application. i tried to make my character slightly different since i have a weird dislike for characters whose face doesn't match their personality, ie. "she's super feminine and has a girly face, but in reality she's a cold-hearted ". sorry if i sound a little harsh! i'm also terribly sorry for the length of this application. thank you so much for taking the time to read it though. i hope i wasn't too late. if there is anything i need to fix, please don't hesitate to tell me.
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Scene request: a luhan-yoojin fight scene. yoojin has been with her boyfriend for several months now and she's enjoying the feeling of being loved. luhan, however, does not like her boyfriend and he has no idea why. one day, he goes to her dorm room to see if she's up for a game of soccer, but her dorm-mate tells him that she's on a date with "that handsome angel of hers". when yoojin gets back to the dorm at around eleven, luhan is still waiting at the steps, asleep with the soccer ball in his arms. yoojin can't help but think how cute he is and wakes him up by draping her leather jacket over his shoulders so that he won't be cold. when luhan wakes up, he makes her put on the jacket and gives her a hug, pouting that she had ditched him. yoojin raises her eyebrows and points out that she has been talking about the date for over a week. luhan, at this point, tells her that he disapproves of her boyfriend, saying that he isn't right for her. yoojin, now angry, snaps back at him, "well, who do you think is right for me?!" luhan is about to reply, "me!", but holds his tongue back, surprised by his own thought. yoojin takes his silence as the end of their argument and stomps up the stairs to her dorm. before she goes to her room, she says to luhan, "you can't have it both ways, luhan. you can't just say you don't like me and expect me to look at you forever. you of all people should know that i don't hold on to people easily. good night, i'll see you tomorrow."
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