I ALREADY KNEW HE WASN'T GOING TO BE IN IT

I KNEW THAT EVEN BEFORE I WATCHED THE TEASER

BUT WATCHING THE MV AND ACTUALLY INSPECTING THE DAMAGE?

NO

MY ING HEART IS BREAKING OUT IN HIVES

 AND ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS MY BB IN THE HOSPITAL BAWLING HIS ING EYES OUT

I DONT CARE IF IM OVERREACTING

I DONT ING CARE

THIS IS SO ING STRANGE

AND YOU WATCH IT AND YOU ING KNOW WHAT PARTS WERE JONGHYUN'S. YOU HAVE AN IDEA OF WHAT HE WOULD BE WEARING, WHAT HIS HAIR WOULD LOOK LIKE, HOW HE"D SMILE AND MAKE HIS SIGNATURE FACES. YOU WATCH IT AND IT IS SUCH AN AWESOME VIDEO AND YOU KNOW IT WOULD HAVE HAD EVEN MORE POTENTIAL OF BEING AWESOME IF HE WAS IN IT

I AM SO ING DONE

/lies down and crys

/no really