oH MY FCKING GOD GUYS I'M SORRY THAT I HAVE TO BOTHER YOU WITH SUCH A BLOG POST BUT GODDAMMIT I CANNOT CONTINUE WITH MY DAILY LIFE WITH ALL THESE FEELS.

I've just finished watching Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, and oh dear... my kokoro can't take this sensation and shock. God know's why I've been thinking FMA manga hadn't been completed yet and that I could go on reading it when I've finished watching Brotherhood, but damn, then it struck me. The anime ended exactly like the manga... it's over.... completely. Oh God. I didn't even have the time to prepare myself mentally. Because I couldn't believe it, I actually skimmed through the last chapter of FMA. And yep, it's the same.

MINNAAAAAA MY KOKORO CAN'T TAKE THIS. HOW CAN THIS FCKING DAMN AMAZING ANIME/MANGA BE OVER? LOL NO THATS NOT A REAL QUESTION. I know that every good story/manga/anime needs an end. It's just because I fell in love with FMA so much, that I can't get over this empty feeling...

Whenever I've finished something (fanfic, book, anime, manga, drama) I always feel like I've lived a whole life and am now dying to be reborn for the next life (sounds weird), and with epic mangas/animes the feeling is the strongest.

Anyhow, let's get to the serious stuff. FMA had amazing characters, each with a background that makes them so approachable and real to me. I cried quite often towards the end. OTL. But I swear, amazing plot (it was kinda mind-), amazing characters, and mostly wonderful deep messages. I loved how all the problems weren't simply solved by fights, but always with a little message.

Oh God, again to the characters: Each and everyone was awesome! l love how not only the main leads have a heartbreaking past, but pretty much everyone. Besides Ed and Al, I loved Mustang and Hawkeye so much (new OTP) and Ling and Lan Fan, and Scar, and their dad, and and and and just everyone!

Okay...  hopefully I'll be able to pull myself together and get my homework done. (I still have to study so much today D:)

Fellow FMA fans, please feel free to spazz to your heart's content in the comment box.

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