Rant.

I hate life.

Love is complicated.

Am I in love?

How in the bloody hell would I know?!

I have no experiences in this department.

Why couldn't life be simpler.

I need to go back to the basics and start back reading so I can update my stories on my fanfiction and wattpad,even here, accounts.

I need more inspiration.

I need to out logic someone.

I hate not knowing anything, and acting like a complete dunderhead.

I try to be civil but I just can't.

I have to maintain a friendship ,I just need my best friend.

But where is she?

I don't know , a hole? the sky? mars?

She has no phone?!!! wtf...o.O

I like a guy, but his best friend likes me, he told me today and I was like O.o...wth.

His friendship means the world to me, but we can only be friends, I don't like him like that.

Even if he is one of the sweetest people in the world.

I have no real relationship experiences.

The concept of relationships scare the living christ  out of me.

I just....I really need to cry right.

My depression is acting up, these emo thoughts and feelings has my mind reeling.

I dare not do something stupid.

Starting today at this moment, I am staying off of facebook until Christmas.

The 21st is approaching, frankly I'm a little tense.

My friend is coming down from Canada on Monday so we can meet up in the mall next week Wed or something.

She is like my little sister, so I'm a little happy.

Today is Xiah Junsu's 27th birthday in Korea now, as  a Cassiopeia, I have to wish him a birthday...so Saegil Chukahahae.

~Mel