This is just going to be a little rant. Sorry, sorry.

So, SM Town is coming to New York in October and I can't ing go.
No it's not because I can't get a ride there (I live in Connecticut).
Or because my parents won't let me miss school & spend a couple days with my friends stalking our bias'.

NO. 
None of that is why.

I can't go, because my father is a ing L-O-S-E-R. 

1. He has no job, no money, no nothing. 
2. He has four kids he doesn't support, one he doesn't even see or know where he is.
3. He lives with his new girlfriend(pretty much my stepmom) and my baby sister(she's two).
4. He lives off of her.

What kind of man can sit and live off of someone like that?
I'll tell you who, my father. 
At one point in my life, I didn't talk to him for 2 and a half years.
I was sick of all his lying and bull.
And the only reason I ever started talking to him again was because Vivian(baby) was born.
Otherwise, I still would have nothing to do with his .

Okay, you didn't need to hear all of that.
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. 

Anyway; my mother supports me and my sister on a fixed income. 
There is no way my mom can pay like $300+ for me to go see them. 

I think I have cried every single day ever since AllKpop put out that SM Town is coming to New York just because I know I couldn't go.

If my father had a job, he could help me out with some money so I could ing go.
But no, he want's to be a ing low-life loser and sit around all ing day.

(&if you're wondering, I don't have a job because my mom told me I don't have to until I get out of highschool **this is my last year** and besides that, I HAVE tried to get a job[unlike my dad] but no one is hiring right now.)

So; my step mom is trying to save money and tryna get some extra on the side so I can go.
She knows how much KPop means to me, and she really wants me to go.

She's not even related to me and she's trying to get me money while my father sits on his lazy all day.
Isn't it disgusting?

So now I don't get to see my Hyukkie. 
Or Ambie.
Or Donghae. 
*tears*
(^I would say Key&Onew but you'll know why in a minute.)

I mean, if worse comes to worst; I'll sneak in.
Yerp.
You'll see me sneaking on stage from the back.
I got it all planed already. 

Rofl.
 

On a better note::

I am going to see Beast, SHINee & 2Pm on October 9th when they come to New York.
But I wouldn't mind seeing Taemin and Hyuk dancing to MJ for SM Town.

Is anyone going to either?
Who are you excited to see??
Chat with me either way please (: