I leave in a few hours to head to Wisconsin. 

I'm going to spend a few days with my boyfriend who is dying.  The doctors are giving him about 10 days.   He has a very rare form of cancer and isn't doing too good. 

So I'm going to spend time with him and say my good byes.  3 years ago this month I also said good bye to my daddy who died of cancer.  I don't know how much more bad news I can take.

It kills me.  It kills me that I have to say good bye to the one person I loved with all my heart.  He's so young and has a 4 year old daughter. 

So I will talk to ya'll soon.