Wow...just wow...

Ok, so I mentioned a few weeks ago that my mom was getting married....It's been postponed indefinitely.  The guy is being a damn jackass and what not....Both me and my mom are pissed about this because he was given numerous chances to pull out of the engagement before my mom started buying things for the wedding.  She can't send her dress back because it was altered.  My dress was/is being made.  It's almost finished.  I mean really dude? 

And me...well I'm finally getting weekends off.  I still have to work one here and there but for the most part I have them off now.  Plus the company is cutting out all over time, so since I'm not working weekends anymore I will be lucky to get 30 hours a week.  My mom is already telling me to find another job that is 8-5 M-F....

And on the relationship front....Wow...I'm just wow...I met an old high school friend and we have been talking every day.  We finally kissed two nights ago, and I'm completely screwed up.  There was such a connection when we kissed.  I literally could NOT drive my car.  I had to sit in the car and get my bearings.  My heart did all kinds of skipping and fluttering and cart wheels and just wow....

My mom says it's time for me to let Mike go.  That I need to move on and stop dwelling on his death.  She said that it was ok to love again.  She said that I can still find love and keep the love me and him had in my heart and that I would always have our memories. 

I think part of what is getting me with Leo is the crazy chemistry that we have.  Mike is the only person that has ever made my heart skip a beat and made my head literally spin out of control...Now Leo comes into the picture and it's doing the same thing.

Mikes mom sent me for Christmas this Memory Windchime....The last two nights it's been making music.  The air conditioner isnt on nor is my fan on so it shouldn't be moving...but it is....

What to do....