Depressed

I'm going to start complaining again but first off I wanna say this: fk off if you are not interested okay? I don't need useless comments who will make me feel worse. I'm a fking badass who will never thing twice about hitting someone so if you want a war, I'll be glad to give you one. If not, go away before I make you.

Sorry to be so rude at the start. Many of you will think I'm rude but I don't fking care anymore. There's no reason for me to care.

To all those bastards out there: I had it with you guys. I fking hate your guts out. All of you are hypocrites. I never scolded you guys but then you come and do such things to me. I love all of you as my brothers but there you go, throwing me aside as if I was your maid all along.

I practically hate those in AFF and the real world who pretends and acts that they know me but they don't. They claimed that I'm their friend but you don't even know me. Well, this is the real me. Get this in your fking head. I'm a badass, a troublemaker, a rude and straight forward person when angered. Don't like me? Go ahead and unfriend me. You know I am talking about you so don't close one eye and pretend that you don't. Don't make me use my fist.

People tell me I can't when I haven started. I tried and I failed and I know why they said so. I feel so useless too. Fk, I hate everything that is happening now. Nothing is going smoothly. I hate my life. I hate my family. No one cares about me. I hate everything. I hate those who try and make my life difficult.

To all my saengs and unnies and chingus: I'm sorry for being such an unreasonable person.. please forgive me..

To my baby( I know you are reading this): I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for not telling you all of this..

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Koalas #1
dont listen to those pabos. they dont matter, especially when you have all your friends here! it's ok to vent your anger, and its ok to be unreasonable. it happens to us all, a lot of times to me, since i am quite hot tempered when provoked... anyway, feel better soon, k?
fanficlover95 #2
aww unnie...dont be sad anymore okay...:3
everythings gonna be okay....
stay strong unnie......
you are the kind hearted person......its okay if you vent up your anger.......im kinda hot tempered too......so....its okay unnie....
ignore all the hypocrite and people who judge and use you unnie....they are not worth it.......and they will regret it......:D
LillTushie #3
:( Dont listen to them. You're awesome! I love your advice on my blogs ^-^ and im pretty sure that you're a really good and (again) awesome person because of all these comments :O
Dont worry!! Be strong!
Hwaiting!~ :DD
HaHaHappyVirus #4
Unnie, I know that I don't know you in real life but you ARE one of my friends from AFF. I've read the information about you already so yeah I sound creepy right now... :) I hope you do consider me as your saeng friend.. If you're sad, ill help you even though I can't see you. :) I like it when you're happy! I remember the rolling away thing. :D unnie, as you know I'm very young and might not understand but I know your pain. I know how it feels because sometimes I feel like no one cares about me.. Yes the HaHaHappyVirus can also be a SaSaSadVirus too. WHATEVER YOU DO UNNIE, DO NOT DO ANYTHING PHYSICALLY PAINFUL!! :o I know that you might be rude but I don't care. To be honest, I'm rude too. Well sometimes when I'm trolling but YOU, unnie are very AWESHUM! Yesh, I said that. :) I like how you are considerate, nice, and forgiving(well to me you are. But yet again I've never done anything bad to you..) ILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU UNNIE! You're very funny too. You might think you're not pretty but I've seen your IG photos, and YOU ARE beautiful! It doesn't matter if you think you're not but you are outside and inside. If you keep thinking you're ugly now, you'll think that forever! SARANGHAE UNNIE! I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!! :D
HwangNiChan #5
Dont be depressed unnie~~^^
you have me! And I can always help you if you want;))
It's war, count me in, just for you! <3
BE STRONG UNNIE!
byeolliceekim #6
No ! Why are you so sad and depressed unnie ?! I hate it when you sad :'( I know that I'm just your FF saeng but based on what you've shown to me. I know that you're a very kind-hearted person. Now, I don't really know what's the problem actually *scratch head* but I know that you are one of my STRONG unnie ! ;) Just ignore all those hypocrite idiot bastard out there. Just focus on someone who loves you ! Even though we never met. But, I really considered you as one my other sisters *even though I have two very annoying sisters -.-''* Yeahh , so, Like how you always said to me. Keep your head held up high and keep your confidence high ! Unnie hwaiting !
leebyungiee #7
Unnie feels bad and there's nothing Ivan do to really help. Oh about the bad tempered thing. I get angered pretty easily by some people. I'm rude at times it all depends who's around me. It's alright though because if you can find people in your life that are worth it and will stay by your side when while you're having a bad day. Then they are worth it. Throw aside the users and hypocrites and just forget them. I hope you feel better soon!
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