Last night, I had a dream about A.

He did not talked to me but started writing on my paper instead. We would do that some times when we were sharing a secret. But, he wrote some unidentified words. 

At that moment, I thought that he wanted us to be friends again that is why he started communicating with me. I was happy. That was practically one of the happiest moment of my life. But.. it was all a dream and they said that in a dream, it is opposite from reality.

Today, I had to go to school for 2 hours. The first hour was my Physics class and the second was History. During my History class, he sits right in front of me and I get jealous everytime he talks to his new best girlfriend. I had no mood to study. I did not want to see such scenes.

I was stupid to think that he actually wanted to be friends with me again. As usual, he continued his life as if I did not entered in his at all.

I'm an idiot.. a big one to actually stop loving him...