Okay so I know this is like....over the top on so many "fangirl is in DIRE love with her bias" levels. 

But I'm just...tearing up right now. From all the cuteness.

I admit, I've even gone on those "what will your baby look like" websites. You know. Where you stick in a pic of yourself and some hot celeb dude to see what your baby will look like. (And of course, most of them are fail because the babies keep coming out looking alike. >.>)

But I found this picture of this girl....and well

(Thats me at the bottom btw. LMAO@ the baby powder on my chest. Yeah I do that. Problem? ;p)

Anyway, I honestly feel like...if Onew and I were to have a baby...and it was a girl...she'd looked like that when she got older. 

T_T

AND IT IS DRIVING ME INSANE.

I WAS SQUEALING AND TEARING UP AND BOUNCIN EVERYWHERE WHEN I SAW THAT PIC. She is SO freakin adorable I can't even. 

Because like...I know for a FACT if I had kids with him, they'd have these squishy, stupidly adorable baby faces. And I know Asian eyes are dominant features just like African American skin plays a huge part in babies.

BUT NOT JUST THAT! The other features too! Her nose is a combo of ours. She has his cheeks (like, the creases with the smile) and she has my shape face. She has my lips but for some reason, her smile to me looks like mine but with a slight mixture of his too. Or maybe I'm justt seeing things. Whats thowing me off is how BIG he's smiling lmao. I know he can't help it.

FNEIHF$*()HNFEIO)NR*)#J#JP BUT YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN THOUGH??? YOU SEE?!?!?

T_T

I'm not trying to be...idk...y? About this? Like I'm saying, "OMG he should totally marry/date me and we shoudl have kids because they would be gorgeous kids" or some like that. Or that this is a reason why we are meant to be together *rolls eyes* LOL I'm just pointing out, what looks like to me, could be a possible outcome if I DID have kids with him or someone who looked like him. And even though I really don't want kids, if I did...

BLASIAN BABIES ARE A MUST!

(^.^)