VESPER : YUDAI.

 VESPER 
THE UNREALIZED
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BIRTHDAY: 02/16/1998
BIRTHPLACE: Osaka, Japan  
HOMETOWN: Osaka, Japan 
ETHNICITY: Japanese
NATIONALITY: Japanese
UALITY: Straight

市田悠大 / いちだ ゆうだい 
There will come a point in your life when you must learn to be callous solely to protect yourself.

OTHER NAME(S) : 이치다 유다이 is how his name is spelled in korean 
NICKNAMES: 

↪ Daidai/Yui – Some typical nicknames for him
↪ Senpai – Cringe fans call him that and sometimes s when they wanna be annoying
↪ Yakuza Boss – s would refer to him as that when he's being scary so it became a joke within the fandom
↪ Cold Osaka Boy – Another nickname he got after being emotionless and quiet in interviews

LANGUAGE(S): 
↪ Japanese – Born and raised in osaka speaking kansai dialect – 100%
↪ Korean – Knew some because he was a fan of some korean bands back in the day but mostly learned during training. he still struggles a lot with understanding it and speaking it – 40% 

FACECLAIM: Yuto
BACK-UP: Lien

HEIGHT: 185cm

APPEARANCE: Yudai's height makes him stand out. He has a nice build because he enjoys working out and has tan skin. Often times his face doesn't match his neck because the makeup artists make him shades lighter than he really is. He finds it funny when fans edit his pictures to make him look so pale when he's far from it. He thinks he looks best with some kind of bang and doesn't find himself particularly good looking.

STYLE: He has a simple style, not much in his closet honestly. He just likes to look neat and be comfortable.

PERSONALITY

(+) humble, responsible, organized, polite
(/) shy, private
(-) reserved, awkward, cold, compliant

Yudai is shy shy shy. That one friend that people are scared of because he's basically mute unless spoken to and look serious all the time. He lives up to the name Cold Osaka Boy indeed. But he really isn't that scary, just reserved. Like even in the craziest situations he would have a deadpan look. No seriously a earthquake could be happening and he'll calmly maneuver to make sure everyone is safe. He gives off responsible dad vibes like the dude that'll clean up after everyone without anyone asking.  

He's so awkward someone help him pls. He's there and you know him but no one really knows him. If he's given the mic in an interview he'll give straight forward one word answers that really don't keep the conversation going. Not much for reactions either, especially since he can't speak korean well his reactions are nonexistent. When he chuckles s make a big deal out of it saying they finally made him laugh. It's the same with any emotion, he doesn't show them much thinking that it's a private matter. They're there, just pushed down.

Yudai holds back a lot, whether its his emotions or what he wants to say man just holds it all in. People would think that he's blunt but he isn't because in Japan the society is encouraged to act according to social norms. It's normal to go along with the herd and anyone that's outspoken is seen as weird so he usually comes off as polite. He's really private and keeps his opinions to himself unless you're a close friend. The only way he could truly express himself is through music but it's been a while since he's done that.



BACKGROUND

Born in Osaka Japan with two parents and a younger sister, Ichida Yudai is the oldest son of a family of 4. His family was anything but warm, if they weren’t his family he might as well have lived in a house full of strangers. Yudai grew up not knowing what the word family meant. He can from a seemingly normal family, Yudai had good grades and never acted out or stepped out of line. He was too scared of his father to let his grades slip because he wasn’t shy of slapping him when he did something wrong. He blend in with the rest, never doing anything to stand out too much and fit into society well like his parents wanted.

He could go for months without talking to any of his family while living in the same house. They all just lived together but no feelings were attached. Not even his parents showed affection for each other, he can’t say a time that he saw his parents kiss even on the cheek. When he was younger his mom would try to make small talk about school but the conversation was never lighthearted or comfortable, it always ended up in a lecture about the future and how he has a lot of expectations as the only son. His father had a talent for making everything tense and uncomfortable. But after a while the only time they’d talk was when his mom would ask if he’s coming home for dinner and that wasn’t all the time, she’d mostly just put his portion in the fridge. To say that he ever had a deep conversation with his family, he can’t.

He fell in love with one ok rock in 2010 and that fueled his interest in music from a young age. He always had a pair of headphones on his neck and listened to music wherever he went, for him it helped break the constant silence that lingered in his house. It became a clutch for him whenever he felt some type of overwhelming emotion, sadness, anger, jealousy, music fixed all of that for him. When he got old enough he would go to a local club where live bands played instead studying with his friends like his parents thought he was. In highschool Yudai formed a band with his friends called Hyouryusha (漂流者) meaning castaway. They performed cover songs that soon turned into their own songs at those small underground clubs that he used to frequent. They were only in highschool then but had their own little fanbase. Being in the band was like therapy to Yudai, when he was on stage it was like all his problems didn’t matter at that moment. He felt free, singing what he was going through allowed him to let out his feelings instead of holding it in.

After 2 years of being together Yudai had to leave the band because his dad found out he was performing instead of studying for the college entrance exam. He set fire to all the songs he wrote and smashed his guitar. Music is a waste of time, he said. You’ll never be a singer, he said. Stop dreaming and be realistic for once, he said. It didn’t take much arguing for Yudai to fall in line. He didn’t expect to be a millionaire from singing, so far he didn’t make a dime off of it and he didn’t care because he loved it. But his dad was right, love doesn’t get you anywhere in life.

Hyouryusha didn’t stop after Yudai left, they just replaced him. It caused a ripple between him and his friends who wanted him to rebel against his father but he couldn’t. Later that year he took the college exam, did well as usual and got into Osaka University for computer science. He lived a regular life while at college, still living with his parents it was much like highschool just with more studying and he was legally able to drink (though that didn’t stop him from drinking before). He made new friends that were fellow computer scientists that had no interest in music, more like gamers and anime fans that went to conventions. He never once stepped foot in one of those underground clubs that he used to frequent because it was too painful. He had a girlfriend for a year but she cheated on him then blamed him for it because he was too cold so his love life was going great.

After 4 years of college he graduated with a 4.0 and found a job as a data analyst in Tokyo right after he graduated. He said bye to his family and moved out there to a one tiny one bedroom apartment that his job provided. He spent his days commuting to work and staring at computer codes all day then drinking with his coworkers and doing it all over again. He was living the life his parents expected of him, a normal job that paid well but he was miserable. How can someone do everything so right but it feels so wrong. There were days he found himself blasting music and screaming the lyrics to get his mind off of how much he hated his life. It helped for a bit until the neighbors banged on the wall practically cursing at him.

Auditioning for Prism was a total accident, maybe it was divine intervention from who knows what. He was scrolling on Instagram and saw an ad for boy group auditions. He didn’t follow idols and never saw that kind of ad before so it was weird. He noticed that he made the cut off age and lingered on it for a second before saving it and scrolling past. He didn’t know why he saved it because he knew he wouldn’t try out anyways.

Later that day while he stumbled his way back home more drunk than tipsy after one too many rounds of drinks with his coworkers. He saw a perfectly good guitar on the side of the road laying there like it was trash. The sober Yudai would walk right past it but tipsy Yudai was intrigued. He picked it up and started drunkly playing on his way home, singing all of his favorite songs as he walked home not minding the stares he got from passerbys. When he got home he decided to record himself playing the guitar and drunkly singing a song. The last time he played was when he was in his band so he was all smiles participating in the activity that he once loved. Pouring his heart and soul into singing we are by one ok rock until his neighbors knock him out of his trance by banging on the wall again and he ends the video.

Drunk Yudai lay on his bed half asleep and clicked the wrong button to his saved posts. He found himself staring at the audition ad once again and decided to apply. A spur of the moment decision that must’ve been made off pure instinct because after Yudai clicked send he knocked out and woke up the next day with no memory of auditioning or getting a guitar.

It was a month later he received an email titled Congratulations Yodai! He was totally confused until he saw the video he sent in the email and cringed. When he looked at the form he cringed even more that he spelled his name wrong, it was a miracle he put the right email. He immediately knew it must’ve been the drunk night that left him with a headache all through work the next day. By how smiley he was singing with his eyes closed there was no way he was sober. He tried to send an email back declining the offer but it didn’t send. The thought lingered on his mind the next few days. He’d been given a chance to follow his one true love and ditch the miserable life he was living now, he’d be a fool to let the opportunity slip through his hands.

TRIVIA

↪ super awkward with skinship
↪ he's a hairy person, his facial hair grows back by the next day. he also has chest hair
↪ the only time you'll ever see him shed a tear is when he's getting waxed
↪ He never actually learned how to cook he’s just good at following instructions
↪ He likes taking pictures of food so he can try to make it on his own
↪ His ideal type is someone with a bright smile like Yu Aoi
↪ He hates when there’s too much clutter and messy places especially when he’s frustrated
↪ He likes reading, currently he’s reading The Silent Cry by Kenzaburo Oe
↪ His favorite foods are takoyaki, kitsune udon, jjajangmyeon and tiramisu
↪ He had an Instagram before joining Prism but barely posted on it. He was just followed by people he knew and mostly posted on his stories. Since joining prism he deleted it though. On the group IG he posts the least but likes mirror selfies the most
↪ One ok rock is his biggest inspiration. Some of his favorite artists include dean, off on off, day6, cnblue and ftisland.
↪ He’s currently learning how to play the drums. He likes how loud it is so he can tune everything out. So now when he listens to music he has a habit of imitating the drums while listening
↪ He listens to his music so loud that he can’t hear anything else going on
↪ If he can’t sleep he’ll take a shot or two of strong liquor but usually he just has a beer at the end of the day
↪ He was used to drinking everyday from stress so he has good alcohol tolerance. He gets a bit more talkative when drunk but he doesn’t get drunk easily.
↪ He likes watching random documentaries but mostly crime documentaries
↪ His room is always neat. If it isn’t then he cleans it later that day
↪ He smokes a lot but reduced it to at most 3 cigarettes a day. Could be more if he’s going through it. Since he lives with other people now he’s resorted to e-cigarettes so the smell won’t disturb them but he still prefers cigarettes. E-cigarettes are more like a substitute for when he’s around others.
↪ He likes to play soccer since he was on the school soccer league in middle school and highschool
↪ He actually likes being around people that are boisterous and envies them because he can’t be that way. Most people would think he’d be annoyed by that kind but that’s the kind of person he tends to go back to and hang out with

RELATIONSHIPS

Ichida Jun / 1962 To say that Yudai isn’t close to his father is an understatement. Their relationship is weird, he doesn’t like him yet still wants to prove him wrong yet still wants to impress him. He despises his dad for how he was raised and wants to blame him for making him such a hard shell but he knows that it’s his life and if he wants to change then he has to himself. Jun has no idea what’s going on in Yudai’s life, he doesn’t know he’s in Korea as a trainee and never asked. Anything he learns about Yudai is from Haruna. So for all he knows Yudai is making money in Tokyo as a data scientist. – Hiroyuki Sanada

Morimoto Haruna / 1964 Haruna tries. She tries to be a loving mother but there’s an awkwardness that’s stopping her from reaching her full potential. It’s not that she doesn’t love her kids, she does, she just doesn’t know how to show it. Cooking is the main way she shows her love. Since becoming a trainee Haruna has been wanting to go see Yudai in Tokyo but he’s been coming up with excuses since he’s no longer there. He can talk to her a lot easier than his dad but still wouldn’t willingly tell her everything. Their conversations are usually just small talk with her asking if he’s healthy and eating and if he found a girlfriend then hanging up without saying the I love yous. – Hitomi Kuroki

Ichida Yuka / 2004 Yuka have a typical sibling relationship, the sarcastic comments and making fun of each other. But they’ve never been the shoulder for the other to lean on. They really don’t talk often at all or tell each other anything. Yudai knows absolutely nothing about his sisters dating history or friends. She’s your typical teenager that gets annoyed easily and doesn’t make the best decisions. Her parents being strict helped her become sneaky too. Part of him wants to get closer to her and be there for her more but he doesn’t know how. He thinks it’s too late for that. The only time they talk is if she doesn’t know where something is in his room that they still haven’t changed or if there’s a meme that reminds her of him. – Kira Yamaguchi

Hayashi Benjiro / 1998 Yudai has no idea what Hyouryusha is doing at the moment or how successful they are (you can choose) but one thing for sure is Benjiro would be salty seeing Yudai be so successful if Vesper made it big. To Benjiro Yudai acts like this strong guy but he's scared of his own shadow and not cut out to be a musician. Something he wouldn't be afraid to say no matter how many fans Yudai has. They used to be best friends but Yudai giving up on the band so easily was the ultimate disrespect to him. – Takumi Kitamura

Nakamoto Yuta / 1995 Yuta is the person that got Yudai all these friends in the first place. He approached him after learning he was Japanese and immediately added him to the Japanese groupchat. Yuta is the frat boy friend that dates many girls and parties when he can. The ultimate ladies man that apparently knows everything except how to keep a girlfriend long term since he doesn’t want to. But Yuta is a good friend, he’s an affectionate guy sometimes a bit much for Yudai who can’t help but cringe though he’s pretty sure that only makes Yuta do it more. Out of all he hangs out with Yuta the most.

Hirai Momo / 1996 Momo is the closest to Sana and out of all of Twice besides Sana the closest to Yudai as well. But his relationship with her tends to be based on how well his relationship with Sana is doing. Twice has a gang mentality, either they all love him and are making fun of Sana whenever he’s around and treating him like family or they’re all glaring at hime. Momo is just like that. Even if she’s not mad she still tries to be supportive by ignoring Yudai too. But she likes them together so she wants them to succeed and do well, which is why if Yudai messes up she’ll make sure to call him stupid and tell him why so they could make up before ignoring him all the way too. But Momo can be kind of slow witted so she’s not always the best of help.

Myoi Mina / 1997 For someone that doesn’t say much Yudai finds her terrifying. Maybe because the few things she does say just happen to be threats about treating Sana well. She’s really observant to the point that she pops up random places without him noticing. Everytime she glares at him he could feel it from a mile away and tries not to make eye contract. They’re both quiet people so without an extrovert to get them to talk it’s pretty awkward when they’re alone. But when it comes to her friend Sana her well-being she gets real talkative and violent real quick.

Im Nayeon / 1995 Nayeon is older than Yudai but sometimes acts like a little sister. She’s close to Sana so she enjoys making fun of the lovebirds with Momo and roasting everything that Yudai does. The nosy kind of friend that has no problem asking way too many personal questions about the relationship that Yudai definitely doesn’t feel comfortable answering but she also shows no signs of backing down. It’s not that he’s scared of Nayeon like he’s scared of Mina but she’s just so randomly loud sometimes that she startles him often.

Miyawaki Sakura / 1998 Sakura is a comfy friend since they’re the same age. His relationship with her is how he’d expect having a sister to be like, supportive with a hint of fun making and passive aggression. She’s actually a really thoughtful person and gives good advice, usually the one to help Yudai get out of trouble with Sana unlike Yuta that typically gets him into more trouble. But Sana gets jealous by their relationship, since he got along with Sakura the most out of all the girls first she saw her as competition. Though Sakura doesn’t see Yudai as even a little attractive and Yudai is at a point where he forgets she’s a girl.

Mizuguchi Yuto / 1999 Yuto is the calm one, way stricter and often the voice of reason. He cares a lot what others think so he’s not as carefree as Yuta. But enjoys laughing at Yudai and Yuta's bickering. He can't hang out with girls without being paranoid that Dispatch will be on his but usually goes along anyways. 




Osaki Shotaro / 2000 Shotaro is the opposite of Yuto, he’s more naive and optimistic. He looks up to Yuta so he’s always down to go along with anything he does. Typically the one that influences Yuto to do dumb things and a frat boy in training.


 



PRISM ENTERTAINMENT

STAGE NAME: Yudai
POSITIONS: Vocalist
TALENT TWIN(S):
↪ Vocalist - 2pm Wooyoung
↪ Dance - EXO Chanyeol

PAST EXPERIENCE(S):
↪ Piano lessons from 5-15 years old
↪ Ex lead vocalist of the band Hyouryusha

TRAINEE LIFE: Yudai trained at Prism since the summer of 2020. He handled training well since he was already disciplined and was good at following rules. His personality didn't allow him to get close to anyone, he spent a lot of time on his own. Mostly from his inability to speak the language and especially since he joined late people already had their own cliques. Since he was so quiet others found him pretty scary. As a foreign trainee he had no choice but to dorm and even then he stayed in his room and did his own thing without getting to know the others much. 

He had no experience in dancing so he mostly worked on strengthening that. His singing was great with amazing tone and he never once struggled with pitch, just pronounciation and emotions since he didn't speak the language well and he was basically a brick. He'd love to say that he magically learned that he's an amazing dancer but no he and is terribly slow at learning. His brain gets it but his body doesn't translate it well. He wanted to prove that he deserved to debut because the last thing he wanted was to go back to Japan empty handed after quitting a pretty good job. He spent many nights practicing on his own watching the video over and over until he looked somewhat presentable doing the dance. Part of him doubted that he'd debut, there were younger trainees better than him. But he guesses that the staff saw something in him that he didn't see.

MEDIA PRESENCE: Old fans of Hyouryusha might recognize him but he highly doubts it since they weren't popular. Although, anyone that does remember him would know him for being a soulful performer.

HEADLINES: Ridiculous things about his attitude and assumptions about his character. Rude Korean fans being like “does he know what country he’s famous in” blah blah

CAREER ASPIRATIONS: Expresses himself thru songwriting?? idk man. You can choose how it all plays out and what happens, the only request I have is that he releases the song Shinunoga E-wa as his first solo song, its a love confession to Sana. It could just be on Veseper's album or maybe a solo compilation album for the boys. If or when he goes solo please make his discography twin Fujii Kaze.

MINATOZAKI SANA
LOVE INTEREST

BACK-UP LOVE INTEREST: Hirai Momo

DATE OF BIRTH: December 29, 1996
OCCUPATION: Sub vocalist of Twice

PERSONALITY: Sana is your typical ENFP. Some people have a fake persona on stage but real Sana is actually stage Sana like she doesn't hide much. She's easily outgoing and very loyal to her friends. She will help anyone that needs her and is the friend that you can go to whenever you have a problem, she actually loves when people go to her for advice because it makes her feel useful. She doesn't hide the fact that she's clingy to all of her loved ones, everything she does she wants to do it with someone she loves. While it can be a good thing she does struggle to be alone though. She tends to throw caution out the window when something peaks her interest. And when she's down you won't hear about it directly but instead there will be hints that she's upset until she just explodes. But her anger never lasts too long anyways.

LOVE STORY: Yudai met Sana through Yuta. Well, she spotted him backstage before and thought he was cute so when Yuta introduced them she was like a kid in a candy shop. Yuta invited Yudai to meet some other Japanese idols, since there isn't many of them they tend to stick together. Of course Yudai knew who Sana was, he was familiar with all of Twice's Japan line before he even became a trainee. Being the quiet guy he is, he didn’t say much to them though. It was Sana that approached him asking him all kinds of questions about himself. They bonded over their shared origin of Osaka and he admits that he did chuckle at her forgotten Kansai-ben. He thought that would be the last of their interactions, he wasn’t a good talker so it was mostly her moving the conversation along. But little did he know that was just the tip of the iceberg of what their relationship would become.

Sana was interested in Yudai before she even met him, from afar she claimed him as her target to her members who wished her and unknowingly him good luck. When Sana wants something, she goes for it so that’s what she did. Now that they were acquainted she found every reason to talk to him. Faking many of the coincidences when they bumped into each other just so she could get one step closer to getting to know him. Yudai remained oblivious to her efforts though, just dismissing them are mere coincidence and moving on with his life. But to Sana these little moments made her day.

Their relationship gradually went from them talking occasionally whenever they saw each other to her texting him more often. Everytime it was her that initiated the conversation, not enough to call her obsessive and annoying but enough to notice that he did talk to her frequently. With how fast she responded he concluded that Twice wasn’t as busy as he initially thought. Either that or she’s really always on her phone. Never once thinking that she’s putting special effort for him because once again, why would she? It’s not like he’s drop dead gorgeous. While Sana spent her times gushing to her members about him asking what she should say next.

The next phase of their relationship was hanging out. Since Sana was incredibly famous it didn’t happen as often as she hoped but she did invite him out whenever she could. When the Japanese crew hung out all together she stayed by his side, not in an obvious way but enough for her to remember her presence. Basically everyone knew that Sana was crushing except him. They tried to leave him subliminal hints like asking who he thinks is the most attractive girl in the group or hinting about inviting Sana out but he never got it. Sana made everyone promise that no one would tell him because she wanted to do it on her own terms and they did.

Their first kiss happened in a childish way, after a few rounds of drinks they decided to play truth or dare and Yuto dared Sana to kiss Yudai. He was about to complain about him going overboard with the dare but Sana grabbed his face and gave him a smooch with no hesitation. It honestly left Yudai blushing more than Sana but he blamed it on the alcohol. After that Yudai drove Sana home and he apologized for the dare. She just laughed in response and that she kind of liked it. Before leaving she gave him another kiss and Yudai was frozen in his seat for 10 seconds.

Since it was her first display of affection he finally caught the hint that she might’ve liked him. From then on she became more bold by clinging onto his arm even for a few seconds or brushing her hand against his. When he went to Yuta and Yuto to tell them what he noticed they struggled to act surprised. Yudai would be lying if he said he didn’t have feelings for her too, she was such a day of sunshine it was hard not to like her. He slowly became more intimate too like give her a pat on the head once in a while or actually hug her back instead of the awkward half hug he used to give. Despite this it was her that beat him to the punch to ask him out and that’s how he ended up dating a Twice member.

But instead of a smooth sailing relationship, it turned into an unhealthy anxious-avoidant cycle. Sana is the kind of person that needs constant reassurance, love and affection but Yudai doesn’t know how to do any of that. She’d go out of her way to text him and tell him about her day yet he wouldn’t do the same back. Part of him isn’t used to spilling all of his deep emotions and troubles to someone and part of him is also scared that she’ll eventually leave him so he’s holding back.

They have times of high highs and low lows. One minute they’re amazing and talking everyday and the next they’re fighting. The more she demands from him the more he withdraws thinking that the break up is coming. He isn’t wrong because they broke up and got back together numerous times. The only time when he can kind of say how he feels is when she leaves because he has nothing to lose then. Sana finally getting the emotions she wants out of him and goes back in hopes that he’s changed but it’s the same thing over and over again. They both have to figure out how to break the cycle.

TRIVIA:
↪ Whenever they fight it’s usually Sana screaming at him and complaining while he’s just quiet. She usually ends up crying though
↪ He isn’t big on PDA but she is. He can’t even kiss in public because of how he was raised he’s really awkward at it. But it’s a wip
↪ He thinks she’s cute when she gets whiny
↪ She has a shopping problem and likes buying him clothes just so he could wear it once and she steals it. She especially likes taking clothes that he’s practiced in because it smells more like him
↪ She loves sitting on his lap
↪ She’s constantly slapping him with her hair
↪ He gives her foot rubs backstage since her feet hurt from heels
↪ Yudai is good at giving practical solutions to her problems but sometimes she’d wish he’d just shut up, let her cry and give her a hug
↪ His love language is sending gifts which she likes but sometimes she wants more than another pretty bag
↪ He secretly likes to be the little spoon
↪ She’s always jumping on him or biting him
↪ They speak Japanese when they talk to each other and Sana gets whiny when he makes fun of her for forgetting some Japanese
↪ When she’s feeling anxious she gets jealous easily and calls him often but really just some words of affirmation and a hug could make her feel better though he rarely does that because he’s hard headed

CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Strangers
ENDING RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Up to you

MIA

COMMENTS: i have stepped away from my usual happy characters and present you with yudai owo i'm afraid he's too ordinary with no growth but oh whale enjooooooooooooy him author-nim!

SCENE SUGGESTIONS:
↪ he gets his ears pierced for the first time and another member keeps almost touching it and he's a clos to punching him in the face
↪ yudai going to twice dorm to clean sana's room and cook for them

DISCOGRAPHY SUGGESTIONS: i'm a gg kinda girl but
↪ wayv – love talk
↪ victon – what i said
↪ ikon – apology
↪ verivery – velocity
↪ wanna one – always
↪ wanna one – wanna be (my baby)

IN THE SCENARIO THAT YOUR CHARACTER IS NOT CHOSEN, DO I HAVE YOUR PERMISSION TO USE YOUR CHARACTER SOMEWHERE ELSE IN THE STORY?: yes

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