So i made something for my favourite The Romantic & Idol ship....

And this is such a big thing for me because it's a project delayed for 8 years. lmao. don't judge me. or the lack of quality...i'm not up to date with sophisticated programs etc. i'm very basic in fact, my contents are what's important.

The first 6++ minutes just showed some scenes from their reunion in a 2013 radio show both their groups attended after the show aired(no subs but i added rough explanation towards the end of the video). Of course they had to bring it up...but what surprised me was how Mir was the one who kept bringing it up....my ship....and they didn't even end up together...and even had only one date on the show....but if you watch this compilation of moments plus analysis from some scenes on the show in video above....you'll see things you might have missed when watching the show.

Mir was antagonized a lot by viewers for the way he treated SeungA on the show during their date especially....even though on the last episode....she actually chose him as her final choice despite earlier saying there's 0% possibility they would end as a couple...I guess she realized somehow he's still wayyyy a lottttt better than JB that rat

I even include some reasonings from the show's observation on why i believe the one Mir actually unconsciously liked while on the show or at least the one he wanted to end up with was SeungA afterall....and it's not only me who noticed it but also the staff and Jei and hell probably everyone but him(and maybe SeungA) if they're sharp enough....you need to watch the video to reach that part. Mir was such an idiot....at first he kept saying he wanted Jihyun...and then after he started coupling with Jei....he went on about her...when Jei was already paired with 2 guys and showed a lot of interests in both guys she earlier dated, just that on one episode i didn't include in the video....the staff caught Mir on interview and saw him chatting with Jei and asked what they were talking about and he said about how Jei told him she would choose him for sure so it gave him assurance. If you read my Romantic and Idol fanfic....you might remember i included that part in a way...i did include a lot of reality mixed with fiction in my fictions so...

Back then i didn't think much of Jei. i was so busy getting annoyed at JB and also Jihyun....the former who never failed to treat SeungA badly at any given chance and the latter who did say some shady lowkey nasty things about SeungA....in short....how i felt about them on the show was how i portrayed them in the fic....except that in the fic i made them 'nicer' than how i viewed them and gave their characters some redemption arc because i'm nice lol. But yeah now that i rewatched the show here and there....i'm starting to see that a lot of the grief SeungA went through also came from Jei who tried to hold on to every guy she dated on the show....while not letting go of any....so they latched on to that hope...and SeungA was the victim. i mean i guess Jun.K was smart enough to notice it n decided to grab Hyejeong who would be less complicated, even though she initially liked Mir, Mir was the last Jei dated so he was the natural choice for her...while JB the unlucky dumb one but also damn rude. it's alright to have preference but to say it to her n to the camera every single time like she's dumber than him? And to ditch missions when nobody else did that? that's just poor manners. and being a kid does not excuse his acts because there are many kids out there with basic manners n it's not like they're going to get married after the show. so don't gimme that dumb excuse to defend him. my poor girl was the kindest and unfortunately got this ugh....it's weird that even though i didn't like Mir at first....i quickly warmed up to him even when he had just one date with my girl and continuously annoying her...somehow...even from the look on his face when he learnt that JB ditched the one mission, n him worrying about her n thinking of her in every other mission...he's just such an idiot. n finally i made a video to highlight his idiot moments. honestly if Hyungsik had been her first date, she might have had better chance...but we never got to see Hyungsik with any other girl than the one he consistenly get...so he became the dullest to watch.

I'm so excited and happy that i did this video that i'm thinking of updating my Romantic & Idol fic with the video for fans of this ship..,but idk...it's been long and i'm afraid of shocking them if they're still around and get notification for it...lol. I can't say for sure if it was among my fav fics i had written...maybe somewhere up there? but....it definitely was the most fun to write...since it was in the format of the reality show from contestants' perspectives...

Also...these days, my fic Tremor has been getting new subs...maybe because it's subscriber only and because not many write Voice fanfics and Voice 4 just finished....? it kinda did guilt me for still leaving that fic hanging...but oh well...writing hasn't been easy...i did try to continue from where i left, earlier this year but i haven't succeed, even video making has been much slower for me which is why everytime i made a video now, i feel like it's a big deal....and not like those subs comment to help me with inspiration or anything so...i remember my fic S P E C T A C U L A R was successfully completed after a one year hiatus...all because of one commenter that helped me gathered back my determination. 

oh well...i'll stop here...before i get indecisive and delay publishing this which resulted in me cancelling the blogpost like what had happened to my 3746375645 almost posted blogposts...xD