Hey all!

It's been a while, hasn't it? I hope everyone is safe and well with what's going on in the world these last several months. Please remember, your health and safety is what's most important, always. 

I just thought I'd post a quick update since it's been so long since my last official one. I have recently been going through some things in my life, I have been struggling a bit and have kinda...closed myself off to things. I'm not much on social media, don't talk much to my friends, it's just something that I needed to do to for my own well being. It is...draining, to say the least, I've been listening to music and trying to have fun and relax a bit and it's helped some, but I'm not sure how much longer it will last.

With that being said, I've decided to focus a lot on my writing and have been able to come out with several new chapters of my ongoing (really ongoing, 6 yrs to be exact, too long) long-form story which has worked wonders. When I was going through my parents' divorce years ago, writing and rping is really what saved me and helped me to get through, that and my late friend Erin. Those times are a bit of a haze now, but I remember writing and rping and talking to her until all hours of the night and it making it just a bit easier. Now is no different except for the rping and my friend being gone, writing helped me then and it's helping me now. If anyone reading this is interested that isn't reading "Falling For You",  I humbly ask that you consider doing so, you may enjoy it. I feel there has been a fair amount of growth in my writing since my Young Saeng story with the various other visuals and short stories I've written in the meantime which has helped to make Kyu Jong's story much richer, at least in my opinion. I'm always improving and as always, still have a long way to go and a lot to learn. I know SS501 is considered "old school" but Kyu Jong is sweet and kind and his friendship with Kayla is the same. I hope you'll think about following their story!

I have also (finally) started the next installment of the "Indulge Me" series a year after finishing Ravi's story and it is posing a bit of a problem as I knew it would. I don't want to go into too much detail for fear of potential anger by some, but let me just say I am working on it, slowly, unfortunately. Since it's taken so long, I have decided to put a few teasers at the bottom of this blog, so for those who happen to be reading, stay tuned at the end! His story will be unlike the others and the one to come after, in that I can take a few more liberties with him than I can with the others. You will see things in his story, learn and hear things that you haven't and won't in the others, which is simply because everything started with him. His experience is different from everyone else and his mindset/frame is also different from the others and for good reason. I hope those who are reading are looking forward to it, I cannot and will not promise a quick turn out because I can 95% guarantee that it won't be, but I hope you will continue to be patient and I will look into periodic updates and teasers so that you know I'm still progressing. 

Lastly, welcome to my newest subscriber! I thank you for your interest and for your willingness to come alongon this journey with all of us, I hope I don't disappoint and I hope you continue to enjoy!

That's all for now, thank you for your continued support and patience, it means so much to me you have no idea. Take care everyone and stay safe and I'll be back soon with another update!

MO~

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Teasers!

“You dare deny me? Well, I’ll show you what I can do,” the woman smiled, lifting her hand suddenly, six black chokers appearing in her palm.

The guys backed up, their eyes widening.

“Everyone tells you how handsome you are, how no one is good enough for you, you think you’re better than everyone, don’t you?” She said, glaring hard at him, slowly making her way over.

They all stared at her, their eyes following her movements as she made her way in front of him, the coldness in her eyes filled the room.

“I’m here to tell you how wrong you are, looking down your nose at all the women who want you, but feel they aren’t good enough, well, you’re nothing compared to them you hear me? Nothing!”

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“And so, it starts. Stand up, all of you!”

He felt his body starting to rise until he was standing.

“Lift your heads.”

His head lifted and his gaze immediately found her.

“Congratulations, you are now all my servants and you will serve me thus. From now on, you are all slaves, my slaves to do with as I wish and I wish to use you, the way you use women. You will do whatever they choose ually, no matter how inane, how vile, elaborate, or disgusting, you will perform for them however they want. Biting, slapping, hugging, touching, kissing…whatever, however, she wants for as long as necessary. You will demean and humiliate yourself daily because that is what your life is now. You cannot escape and you cannot be freed.” she smiled.

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“You don’t love me, then I’ll make sure you feel the pain of heartache, I’ll make sure you suffer,” she whispered as she turned to look at him, tears streaming down her cheeks. “Go on and be the slave you were destined to be Lee Hongbin.”

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Just then he saw the gold bracelets forming on his wrists, surrounding in that dark blue mist and he dropped his head, his next mistress had been chosen. His heart ached suddenly, a tightness he’d never felt before spreading throughout his body as he felt an unexpected anxiousness, as if this were the moment he’d been waiting for, what moment that was he didn’t know.

Slowly he moved forward, going to his knees, placing his hands in front of him as he bowed down, lifting his head, he opened his eyes, his vision swirling to a dark, navy blue for a second before returning to normal and he lowered his head again as he dissolved into smoke and the room was empty.