Last day!
One last day of "Heal me" staying among the top 3 of AFF front page. These past 20 days were like dream for me. So thankful to everyone who helped this story to reach where it's today, despite not being perfectly written, despite not even being completed.
I actually thought of updating another chapter at the 21st day of it's feature. But I'm currently not in the mental state of writing this story.
And to make it even worse, someone had to downvote it? Lol. The thing "Down vote" has always been so disrespectful in my eyes. I get it, you might not like the story flow anymore, but downvoting hampers the author so negatively!
It's not the first time I faced downvoting. Heal me probably faced 6-8 downvote case until now, which might be the highest amount for my any story. I keep telling myself that this little amount doesn't matter. One downvote can't change the fate of your story. But even now, it's really heartbreaking. It's like a direct blow at my confidence, whereas I'm already insecure as hell and have been the highest amount of insecure for these recent chapters.
I hope I'll be able to write and update a new chapter like in every 7/8 days because I know, despite the ups and downs, there are some readers who would be kind enough to support me, wait for me to update. But can't guarantee anything at this moment.
I'm going to uninstall Aff app after posting this. It's for my mental peace, because fortunately or unfortunately, I know the symptoms of depression. Mental health is the most important.
So, Bye for now. (I'll probably be back within 1/2 days because I'm shameless lol)
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