Last day!

 

One last day of "Heal me" staying among the top 3 of AFF front page. These past 20 days were like dream for me. So thankful to everyone who helped this story to reach where it's today, despite not being perfectly written, despite not even being completed.

I actually thought of updating another chapter at the 21st day of it's feature. But I'm currently not in the mental state of writing this story. 

And to make it even worse, someone had to downvote it? Lol. The thing "Down vote" has always been so disrespectful in my eyes. I get it, you might not like the story flow anymore, but  downvoting hampers the author so negatively!  

It's not the first time I faced downvoting. Heal me probably faced 6-8 downvote case until now, which might be the highest amount for my any story. I keep telling myself that this little amount doesn't matter. One downvote can't change the fate of your story. But even now, it's really heartbreaking. It's like a direct blow at my confidence, whereas I'm already insecure as hell and have been the highest amount of insecure for these recent chapters. 

I hope I'll be able to write and update  a new chapter like in every 7/8 days because I know, despite the ups and downs, there are some readers who would be kind enough to support me, wait for me to update. But can't guarantee anything at this moment. 

I'm going to uninstall Aff app after posting this. It's for my mental peace, because fortunately or unfortunately, I know the symptoms of depression. Mental health is the most important.

So, Bye for now. (I'll probably be back within 1/2 days because I'm shameless lol)

 

 

 

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Endzii22 #1
Heal me is such a great story I don't know how someone can down vote it :( anyway I hope you feel better soon, lots of love(づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ
Eriyaa
#2
I hope you'll stay strong. I know few authors who faced the same thing (or maybe worst). Cyberbullying is not a joke. I don't understand why people "love" to demotivate others like they are the most perfect human being in the planet `⌒´

Anyway, stay strong buddy. There's a lot of readers out there cheering for you! Xoxo
Dippy77 #3
Please take your time,i don't know how someone can downvote,but things happen,i just want to say your writing and the way its crafted out is great,take your time !
Sehrawatdiksha8312 #4
I can understand :(( idk why people need to down vote if they don't like something about a fic. I mean just leave the fic & don't read it . You don't need to down vote just to demotivate the author :((
Every author tries to write his/her best. They put alot of efforts to satisfy their readers and do justice to their story. It's okay if you don't like a particular story, we are not obligated to like everything or every story but atleast be considerate to a author and his/her hardwork and don't downvote their stories just bcs it's not satisfying you. It's very low of them to do downvote bcs the story is not their cup of tea or doesn't match their taste.

Anyways Heal me is one of the most unique and wonderful story on this app. Don't bother about those people. Not everyone's taste can be good lol. They don't know what a good story feels like.

And if it's really bothering you then pls do take a break. Write the other updates when you feel better.
Your mental health is most important. Pls take care of yourself. We all are here to cheer you up❤
You're doing amazing
celinesym #5
Dear authornim, I understand what u're going thru and feeling now. Yeah, the more popular a story is, problems like these tend to happen. Like the other readers said, don't bother about those nasty readers. Looking on the bright side of ur story. Getting featured and being loved by all of us is the greatest gift that has ever given to u. ‘Heal me’ is a beautiful story tbh. No worries, I'm sure there are many more readers out there including me haha will support u all the way no matter what. U did ur very best in continuing this story for us all and I did appreciate it a lot. Take care and rest well ya ❤️ . No rush and take ur time in updating. Mental health is important too haha. Love u lots ❤️.
Meeshma
#6
Dear author don't bother about them , and we love your story and we are waiting for ur updates.. But ur health is first priority. So don't worry take ur time..... And come back with lots of update . We will wait for you...... Love you ❤️.
Abcdexolover
#7
Dear authornim, just ignore those es. There is bundle of readers that always support you including me!!! Those disrespectful readers yashhhh -.- really piece me off!!! Just keep on writing and show to them that they means nothing to you. Remember that we will support and love you no matter what!! Get some rest and stay save <3
alexajjang
#8
Don't worry about those readers, you're an amazing writer and we love you! And yes your health is the most important thing so please take all the time you need :( we will wait for your like always *muah*
Scarlet_Sky
#9
Even if someone downvoted, doesnt change the fact that your fanfic is amazing! I usually dont read that many stories because I'm busy with writing, but yours caught my interest and I couldnt stop reading until I reached the most recent chapter! It's really well written, so dont think too much about downvoters!
There are a ton of people who love your work and keep supporting it. <3
pyonsuke
#10
There may be a couple of readers who will not be as interested and show it in their own way but i really agree with you that it is very saddening. But i guarantee you that these people are nothing compared to those who will stay! They're really missing out on something amazing and it's their loss. In the positive aspect, you get rid of the negativity, and stay with the positive ones. I hope you can have some good time to rest and take care of your health. We love you and we want your happiness over ours! I know i always say this but in hopes to cheer you up, I'll remind you that every week, your story is the one i look forward to the most, the one that gets me so excited and that keeps me hooked chapter after chapter. I hope you can find healthiness and happiness. Much love❤️❤️❤️
MiaFox_117
#11
I support you :)))
Just always re read the positive comments.
Snehal4567 #12
Actually..the very first fact is that.... you worth it and you deserve it..♥️♥️♥️ I love your stories and please keep writing... everytime I keep waiting for your updates and I really appreciate your hard work....♥️ Love you loads