Why I am updating so frequently? (Please read)

 

(Please read the whole thing :))

 

Tbh, I'm updating "Heal me" a lot, but there's two big reason behind it.

One reason is, I've planned out the rest of the story, and it's easier to write when the scenarios of the chapters are already decided. Also, judging by the plans, this story will go till at least 50-55 chapters. So, I'm just trying to update more to reach it's end.

Another reason is that, I'M QUITE FRUSTRATED. Especially because of the recent comments on the story. I'm not trying to act like a brat, or being disrespectful, but I'm just sharing my personal thoughts that I'm getting highly frustrated at some recent comments on this story.

I'm constantly getting this feeling that the recent chapters aren't interesting at all, and the thought of this story is becoming kind of dead is dawning at me pretty dangerously. 

It's because, most of the comments are like  "When will Sehun comeback?/ I want Sehun to comeback as soon as possible/ Sehun/ Sehun and lots of Sehun",  my point isn't that I don't appreciate the comments which includes Sehun, I very much appreciate each and every comments. But after writing a whole 4k/5k/6k/7k/8k wording chapter full of bbh, munbaek, mun×babies, bbh×babies, when I get a " Sehun" comment, it feels like the chapter I wrote wasn't INTERESTING ENOUGH  for the reader to exclaim a single sentence for it while they comment about Sehun (T-T). It feels like I couldn't take them to the world of munbaek momentarily where they'd notice their subtle progresses, or whatever I've written in a chapter. Because, after all IT IS A BAEKHYUN story. So if the readers are more interested in a character other than the very main one, then there must be something wrong what I'm writing!

So in conclusion, it gives me a feeling that I'm failing at conveying what I wanted to convey at each and every recent chapters and it's frustrating me out. So I'm just keeping myself busy in writing chapters just after an update so that the comments won't negatively effect me ( I am probably just going nuts, I guess).

I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY if my words hurt someone directly or indirectly! I'm writing this blog on the sole purpose of venting a bit of my frustrations out so that I won't get turned off from this story (because this story is really special for me, I love writing it and I don't plan to abandon it at all). So please, don't take my words at heart or in a negative way, I really appreciate every comment, I don't want to sound rude at all. Please forgive me if I unintentionally hurt any of you with this! 

 

Thank you for reading my rants whoever has read this whole crap. Thank you for all of your supports ( I have a gut feeling that I'm probably going to loose some commenters after this, but I prefer being honest with yall, if possible, please try to understand my feelings and pov).

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Athena66 #1
I don't know. I did mention Sehun in a comment but I did not actually waiting for him. I am waiting for Baek falling in love and having adult interaction with his wifey..hahahaha I love your story don't be discourage ..you are amazing actually..Now I am crossing my fingers metaphorically for them having hubby and wifey moments..hahahah I almost choke when Jongin actually mention a quickie hahahaha.Fighting dear.
southtaeid #2
Hello author! I really enjoy every chapter of Heal Me and am always looking forward to whatever would happen in the next chapter. I like your story because Baekhyun is my bias so I don't really mind about other characters. I am also so thankful that you update the story so frequently. I usually don't like reading on going story but I can patiently wait for yours!! I hope you will always be motivated to write BaekhyunxOC stories!!!
pyonsuke #3
You absolutely do not fail to convey the things that you try to!!! And never think that your story is boring or uninteresting because it's so investing and i absolutely love it!! From the deep of my heart i really understand your feelings and it's only normal to wish for another kind of comments. I dont think that those who ask for sehun arr bored by your story! The opposite! They wouldn't still be there otherwise, right? Its so fun to read about munbaek and my days are the brightest when you update. But i do understand thw curiosity of those asking for sehun. I might be wrong but i feel that they're wondering because munbaek relationship development is going very well, how will it turn out when sehun shows up? Will they get closer? Will sehun hurt munhee or something? I think this is what runs through their head maybe? Because your story is so good i bet they cant help but imagine and wonder. But i truly understand that it must hurt when they do it in such an exasperating manner. Please dont be too hard on yourself and remember that what you write is amazing and brings happiness to many people, stay safe❤️
Baekhyunsoul #4
I think the story is great! I don’t understand the Sehun comments but if I were to guess those people are looking for the dramatic choice they’re sure Munhee would have to make. But I love the way you’re developing this story. I think Baekhyun and Munhee are becoming aware of each other as man and woman and it’s interesting to watch. Please ignore anything else but your instincts for your story. Because you plotted it out, it’s in YOUR head you know these characters and their story. And that’s what matters.
es90 #5
Hi authornim. I just wanna let u know that I really love your story since Baekhyun also my bias! I really love your story line especially when it comes to munbaek & munbaekbabies moment! It's so lovely and give me goosebumps sometimes cause I'm keep on thinking what will happen on the next chapter. I really excited everytime the updates notification pop up but feel a little bit sad if it's not your story ><. Please just ignore those keep on asking where Sehun is (it's not like I hate Sehun as this story is about Baekhyun). Just keep on writing. I love your story!!! Can't wait for next chapter!!! Fighting!!!!
Sehrawatdiksha8312 #6
I totally understand your pov, after writing about munbaek ofc you'd want that we notice all these subtle progresses between munbaek.
You don't need to apologise at all. Because you put so much hardwork for munbaek's relationship and you deserve to be appreciated for that.
And story is very interesting, as a reader I treasure each and every chapter of the story bcs the way you write it is very beautiful and clear.
Even I commented about sehun once but it was just because they were in a relationship and stuff so sometimes we just get curious about sehun's part but that doesn't mean at all that munbaek is not interesting and of course motive of the story was never to show jealousy , love triangle or any kind of action like that. Title of the story "Heal me" clearly tells that it's a heartwarming story of 2 people who will move on from the drastic things that hit their life and will find comfort in each other so it's obvious we are here for the healing story of munbaek .
So you're really doing a great job pls don't think you're not writing interesting enough bcs story is a masterpiece and each and every chapter is amazing ^^
Lastly pls stay safe and healthy
Thanks for all your hard work
Meeshma #7
In my opinion story is getting interesting now .. the way thier relationship progress , the way they try to understand each other. I like it. And abt sehun I know he will come when he should have. So don't worry abt comments... Pls write as u wish..... This Week we got 3 updates , thank you for that. Looking forward for mor munbaek moments.....
alexajjang #8
Don't need to apologize! Tbh I'm not excited for Sehun's return because he's part of Munhee's past. I only want to focus on her and Baekhyun! Their relationship is growing for the better and I love it! Even Munhee said to Baek a few chapters ago, to stop asking about Sehun because it doesn't matter now. She decided to be a wife and mom and have no regrets
leehyoyou #9
I understand you very well, it surely is pressuring. But you should know that your story is amazing! It is the only story I am reading these days and I totally love it! It is marvelous and so well written. So don't get pressurized and go on your own pace, in the end it is your story and we love it because it is yours.
SuhoLoverDebo #10
I understand what you mean and believe me you're not failing.. This story is far from boring.. But I understand those people too.. It is a Baekhyun story and Sehun's just a side character who barely got a part BUT that small part is enough to leave a permanent mark on the reader.. Everyone want drama and action and that will happen when he enter..but that doesn't mean Baek Mun and babies are boring.. I know I said that I want to know Sehun's pov but that doesn't mean I want him back.. I know he won't be back before 2 years.. And I also know BaekMun romance not possible.. It's not even 6 months that Myung died and we all know how much Baek loved Myung.. So I won't be surprised if he don't moved on from her even after 2 years.. That was expected.. Same goes for Mun.. She loved Sehun so much and now she married Baek for the babies.. Falling in love with him was not something she even thought..the only relation she expect from this marriage and Baek is friendship.. So I know it will time for any romance.. Story pace is perfect.. I hate rushing where everything move so fast that I lost connection with characters.. So I am really enjoying this story.. Please be happy and relax.. You are not doing anything wrong..
IcyPrincessJiYeon #11
i found this stories really healing as I read It twice every update before decide what to write. Thanks for the frequent update by the way. ^~^
Bubbleblue1994 #12
I won't deny that I miss Sehun in the story. More like, I'm dying to know his reaction about MunBaek. But I don't want him to comeback yet. That's why I said I miss him, but nah, he have to wait later to comeback. I want Mun to fall in love with Baek first. So, when Sehun comeback, she'll know where her heart belongs to. I used to hate Baek, but now, I ship MunBaek. They're on the right track now, and it's barely six months (if I'm not mistaken) into their marriage. While you made it clear that Sehun will go for 2 years. So, we have to wait 1 year and a half to see him.
And, the story pace is perfect. Baek loves Myung a lot. So, it'll take times to accept that Myung has gone forever, to learn to lives his life again, to accept Mun as his wife, and most importantly to fall in love with Mun. To come to the "in-love" point, they need to open up about everything. And that's what you exactly did in the past few chapters. Baek finally cried in front of Mun. Mun opened up about Sehun. Their finally share the same bed. Maybe on next chapter, Mun finally tell her friends about Baek. One step at a time, not too slow but not too fast, that's why it makes sense.
I hope the comments won't bother you again. Maybe they just miss Sehun so much. Hehehe. I believe when Baek starting to treat Mun better, like a real wife, everyone will forget about Sehun. Sorry, I also left comment about missing Sehun. :D
Thank you for let us know about what you're thinking. Noted! See you! Stay safe!
Rosezee_exo #13
Hey, hey, hey!! Babe, who said you're not conveying the message. There is NOTHING at all wrong with what you're writing. Everything is perfectly like the story needs it to be. The pace, the improvements in characters, the scenarios, and everything. And if anyone is not satisfied because they were expecting something else. Let them be. It's a Baekhyun centric fic after all, and of course we'll see more of Mun Baek instead of Sehun. Sehun is not a part of the plan at all. Infact, his return is definitely going to throw Mun to hell and back.

And last, I love this story and EVERYTHING about it. It's perfectly paced, organized, and one hell of a good story. And people will have to agree with me on this. Don't let anyone's comment let you think otherwise. Your work is great. Many of us love how it's all going. And many of us love MunBaek. Heck, I've been begging you to get them to sleep together.

Don't you dare say it's boring ever again, it's one of the best stories on AFF! And if you say otherwise, then this time I'll whoop your . Don't let any of those comments get to your head. Got it?
baekrus #14
The stories which go at a slow pace and you can feel the development in characters are my fav ones.I love the way how munbaek relationship progressed thought-out the story so don't doubt yourself!you're doing a great job!Thank you for writing such a beautiful story!Keep it up!(^ ° ^) ps: sorry for too many exclamation marks i'm kinda used to them hehe
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