Birthday grettings, long sweet messages

I don't really know if i should send him a lsm since he doesn't even really liked me plus it was HER fault *let give this a name tey* *irl she's a promise yall* it was tey's fault that im messed up now. She thinks every guy likes her! Wtf.. she LOVES attention.. she only wanted to "help" with the guy. Like you werent even my friend at the beginning now you wanna be friends after what you did? you don't even liked to be friends with me! I smelled smth fishy with the screenshots but like the guy also was at fault. So guys i need your help so much should i revive the lsm for him or not? he made a long message for tey's birthday which was yesterday. Tey screenshots it then sends it to ysa *ysa is the "new" friend i gained* so ysa felt sorry towards me about my so called "relationship" and shows me the screenshots then the previous blogs happened *go check it out if you haven't to see what happened* so me and oona talked about the situation and yes kirby is one good guy, oona told me he wouldn't do(use me)  that to me cuz i was his friend and . Now my feelings are so confused. I still want to give him the lsm since he meant so much to me. But now i have doubts about him. I guess im really not for him?? :( do i deserve better? what if he is better? TT  SEND HELP ING 911 TT 

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VanillaSugarARMY
#1
girl, you deserve better orz
based off of all of your blogposts, i think you should just cut yourself off from him for a while and see what happens?
tbh, i'm not the best person to ask about this tho
no matter what you do, i'll still support you
JaeKnight
#2
Idk the whole story. But ive stumbled upon a couple of your blogposts but your situation is very familiar. For me, long message isnt the way. I mean based on experience and also from others XD. Sure, you could write the message to release some psychological/emotional stress inside you. I feel you, ive done the same mistake. But think about it not twice, but 100x(!) before sending it. Keep reading it until you find it stupid...or not. It’s still up to you.
For me, if you arent under a label. He doesnt deserve your long messages esp if he makes you feel like crap. But then again It’s only my opinion.

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