Future Plans and What Happened to Me

First off, hi hello ♡ (if you still remember me lol)

Truly, I thought about everyone all these months I've been away. There was never a day I didn't think about the guilt of disappearing so suddenly without warning and the consequences that would follow.

I really and honestly feel terrible, however, it was impossible to avoid.

So, I really hope with all my heart that you may all forgive me.. I will explain everything - perhaps not in heavy detail on what's been happening in my life - but a hopefully brief summary of it all.

Of course you don't have to read any of it lol but this blog is mainly (and more importantly) to discuss what I will be doing on this account here on and what I have decided to do about my stories, shop, and contest.

There may be some repetitions of apologies and reasons for decisions, so I'm sorry. Please bare with me.

 

Please find the section/pages related to you or your questions before messaging me. I have a lot of people to message already to say sorry and whatnot OTL so it may take me some time to get to your message.

Thank you in advanced for your understanding.

 

Important Notes:

  1. No, I will not be leaving aff! No worries!!
  2. My laptop is officially dead. I'm stuck on mobile for now. More explanations on that will be on its corresponding sections (mostly all of the sections OTL)
  3. I'm still severely ill. Please give me some time to get everything in order, message everyone with concerns of the shop and contest, etc. More info on this will be in corresponding sections.

 

Sections of this blog will be the following (not in order):

  • Why I have been gone from aff
  • Shop Plans / Pending Customers
  • Contest Plans / Plans for Contestants
  • Plans for my stories / Collaboration Plans
  • FAQ (maybe)
    • If I receive multiples of relatively the same questions, I will post them all in this section
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I'M BACK! (Kinda..) Which story are you most anticipating?

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chroma
#1
It's no doubt that you've been through a lot of struggle and pain, and I really admire you for your strength and positivity (meanwhile I can cry like a wee baby just from a mere fever ugh). I do hope that your current therapy will show a positive result ^^
cass92
#2
I hope you're going to be well. I wish you the best and I hope only good things come your way <3
Take care of you and your health.
Aryaprava_1993-
#3
I really pray that you get well soon and do take care of your health..
bon_xo94 #4
You're truly awesome. You really are.
To remain dedicated and strong willed throughout your suffering is a massive feat you have conquered and WILL continue to conquer in your life.
You should be extremely proud of yourself!
You are full of compassion, loyalty, love and light. You will come out of this a winner. You WILL!
You will, with the help of your family, friends and your unwavering determination and willpower CONQUER this physical, emotional and psychological challenge in your life.
You just need to keep believing in yourself! And the self healing qualities you possess within yourself!
Nothing is ever incurable and you know it.
I just want you to know that this is not how it goes. You have a full, joyous and loving life ahead.
No one is going to take that away from you... No ONE.
Just like EXO always greets, WE ARE ONE! The pain you feel. I also feel. We are all connected in this cosmic universe because we all came from one thing :)

Keep believing and hone your self healing qualities
I leave you in the love and light of the One Infinite Creator.
hzhfobsessed
#5
also legit like the contest can be on hold ;;;;;
hzhfobsessed
#6
!!! you don't need to apologize!!! bro that sounds terrible just looking at your descritions rhgjhrder and tbh if there's anyting we can do for YOU let us know ;;;;;