With everything going on right now, I can't promise to even be online once a month..

However, I do intend to work on stories every now and then when I am able to. Updates won't be consistent at all and I can't tell you what story will even be updated first.

I do have chapters written for several stories on both of my accounts but I don't feel like they're at the same potential as the chapters posted so far..

For now, my plan is to just get back into writing again. No pressure. No agenda. No forcing. No planning. Purest writing. Thought to phone. No edits. Writing only for the sake of what comes to mind and enjoying that feel again. I think all of the stories I have out now have been weighing on me to finish them which pressured me to write them and what made me ultimately lose all motivation to write and not enjoy it as much. So I'm going back to my roots. I won't try and plan out something different from the norm of fics or something super elaborate. Just writing whatever I feel or come up with whether it makes sense or not. . Romance. Comedy. Whatever. I won't even think about the main genre. I'll just let it flow and keep going and see where it takes me and then write some more to really get the momentum going again.

I was so caught up in having to do this and that and remembering to message here and there and the list kept going that I wasn't here for only writing anymore. I still love and appreciate everyone I've met here and all that I've received, but I think it's time I take a step back for myself as I recollect my thoughts and as I'm currently trying to get my life back on track.

So, writing. Purely writing again whenever I want to and feel like. Of course I will still message everyone lol idk all I'm saying is that I really need time for myself after these past grueling months that I honestly felt like I was going to die through.. I just need an honest break and I hope you guys understand even though I'm not making perfect sense ;×; I can't put my finger on it tbh with you. All I know is I need to write again. I miss it. Raw writing without comparing it to other chapters or other authors or whatever.. I started this account without a care if I had any friends, subs, etc. Then it slowly built and i guess that was the pressure to write more. I started thinking to write more of what people enjoyed reading from me instead of more towards what I wanted to write? Idk. Sorry I started venting; shutting up now OTL

You get the gist right? XD I'm...going to write and reply whenever I can basically? Lmao sorry I'm still incoherent. I quit xD

MOVING ON.

As for the Red Light District Multishop, I still want to keep it open and running for whenever someone needs help with whatever after I sort out everything with who's staying in the shop and who still wants their request done. I'm thinking of making it completely free without the entries and let the entries be optional that'll give people bonus requests. Something like that. Not sure yet. If anything there is the secret shop project I was working on at the same time and I would really like that to be open sometime this year as I think it would be more helpful and nice for both authors and readers alike while still keeping up with the spreading of kindness theme.

I suppose that's it for now? If there's anything more to add, I'll type it below.