13 | THIRTEEN ... 김희연/THE SM TRAINEE
PERSONALITY TRAITS:
-egoistic -insensitive -prideful -perfectionist -vulnerable -honest/direct -strong willed
-tsundere -compassionate -resillient
PERSONALITY:
Heeyeon has a self-centered facade and she always seems like she is prideful and egoistic. She does that as an illusion to herself that she really loves herself. But the truth is, Heeyeon is insecure and fearful of people having high expectations from her because her brother is Heechul, and her skills can't be 'sub-par'. She is strong willed and will do whatever she can to achieve whatever she wants to get. Though, she is well aware that she is blessed with uncommon visuals.
She is also brutally honest and direct. She feels that being right/ getting the facts right is important. She will constantly be found debating her way through things, and unsurprisingly, she's really good at it. She feels that teenage girls today are way to sensitive and emotional and she wants to break that stereotype of young girls being 'easily damaged'. Being. aware of that, she behaves in a way some would describe as 'bratty', 'y', or what she prefers - 'savage'. She speaks her mind and is seemingly unafraid of making mistakes.
She does have a compassionate heart for people even if she doesn't like to show it. She gives anonymously to charity organisations and does volunteer work a few times in a year even in her busy schedule. Ssince she's not very good at expressing herself, she tries her best to provide for these organisations through monetary means.
She is strict with others and way too hard on herself. Being a perfectionist, she wants all things to be perfect for others and more so, herself. She doesn't want to show her vulnerable side to anyone because she is afraid to be hurt so she chose to be strong and seem scary.
On top of being Heechul's sister, her visuals alone are already eye catching. Her seemingly harmless small frame often cause others to underestimate her. Her sharp tongue has broken hearts of many men and for Heeyeon, she's too driven in her life to fantasize about being in a romantic relationship. She's just growing herself till the day she shines.
BACKGROUND:
She grew up being "Super Junior's Kim Heechul's sister". Loved it when she was 12, hated it when she's 22. She was an accident and her elder brother is 11 years apart. Madness. Her parents weren't young and Kim Heechul left to audition for SM when Heeyeon was young. Life wasn't easy for Heeyeon and she most definitely didn't enjoy leading a boring life in Gangwondo. What can she do, grow potatoes? The slower and calmer lifestyle in Gangwondo didn't suit her diligent and workaholic character. She didn't want to live a life in the same cycle as everyone else.
Would it be a shock to hear that the Kim Heeyeon gets bullied too? Well, surprise she was. She studied in a small art school in Gangwondo. All her teachers and classmates had high expectations for her. Why? Because her brother is an idol. She should be oh so fantastic in dancing right? Wrong. Dance was never Heeyeon's forte. Though she did have a considerably good voice, plays the acoustic and electric guitar, oh and also the piano, she couldn't dance. She.couldn't.dance. She was somehow always lacking strength and slightly off beat. And she was really shy and afraid of others' judgement. The eyeballs that wouldn't leave her made her so conscious that it was hard for her to perform completely. People spoke behind her backs and eventually spoke in front of her, commenting on how she'll never be good enough. Though she felt affected, it didn't affect her training harder each day. Just that all these negativity shaped her into this crazy that many are all afraid of, exactly like the ignorant Kim Heechul.
In 2012, she auditioned for SM while Heechul was serving the nation and of course, SM accepted her. When Heechul figured, things didn't go well... Heechul got really mad and the thing is, he only knew she was in SM when he passed by a studio to see his sister floppingdancing in there. As expected, he barged in and wanted to drag her out of SM. But Heeyeon is no longer that sweet innocent shy child Heechul remembered her to be. She didn't budge.
TRIVIA:
✩ She can't stand the heat and sweats easily
✩ She hates being sweaty so she changes her clothes at least once every few hours
✩ She doesn't actually starve herself. She just forgets to eat.
✩ She is vegan and she thinks animals look like people.
✩ She doesn't really bother about food, she thinks she eats only to stay alive.
✩ But she secretly likes matcha anything. Other than that, she doesn't find food extremely appealing.
✩ She has a soft spot for corgis
✩ Owns a corgi called Ramyeon
✩ Made a rap about Ramyeon during 1 of the evaluations apparently they liked it.
✩ She reads a ton and that's her way of relaxation
✩ She's mildly short-sighted but she refuses to wear spectacles because it 'ruins her perfection'
✩ She can't cook.
✩ She has the biggest crush on EXO's Suho but she's concealing it very well
✩ She never dated anyone :OOOO
✩ She still has a Gangwondo accent and she's unafraid to flaunt it
✩ She finished grade 8 piano
✩ She plays the electric and acoustic guitar, fairly well but not extremly good.
✩ Enjoys watching horror movies alone and laughsscoffs at the failed attempts of scaring her (Probably why she ain't got friends)
✩ If you ever want to make her scream, anything insect that files would do the work
✩ She avoids going to amusement parks with people because she doesn't want to lose her cool - she's afraid of heights lolol
✩ If anything, her greatest fear would be being idle because she's a workaholic
✩ Is a strange human full of opposite charms
RELATIONSHIPS:
✩ big bro - Kim Heechul (33 as of '16) / singer / ctrl-c ctrl-v of Kim Heeyeon / 90% / Just like any other siblings in real life, Heechul and Heeyeon have a love-hate relationship, or actually, they love each other yet it seems like they are killing each other because they both are bad at expressing true love and care for each other. Even with his sharp tongue, Heechul would say ridiculously mean things about Heeyeon, but behind all that, he is seen casually adding money to Heeyeon's bank account and buying her food while she's practicing.
✩ crush - Kim Junmyeon (25) / singer / smart, friendly, responsible, kind, unfunny, genuine / 70% / Heeyeon is a mess but apparently, suho is the only guy that seems to be able to tame her. He admires her hardwork and sees a fragment of himself in her. On the surface they seem like close platonic friends but Heeyeon never treats any man like that. Heeyeon hardly has any close friends and Suho is the only friend that knows all about her.
LAST COMMENT: Thank you for creating this story! Hope you love my y and savage kid!
SCENE REQUESTS:
✩ not knowing how to make friends well
✩ kindly teaching other trainees how to sing with a better technique but gets critical
✩ other trainees being afraid of her
✩ revealing the truth - Kim Heechul is my brother
✩ connecting with shy/bullied trainees because that was her in the past
✩ making sarcastically funny comments and being a savage
✩ Netizens hating on her because she's a brat
✩ rumours about her being a bully circulate, leading to her explaining herself and breaking down
PASSWORD: 13elieve/6elieve //Believe in this moment (gugudan)
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