Don't Hate Me - Don't Forget About Me - Any Encouragement Is Appreciated!

Because I have Bipolar Disorder it's hard to stay focused, and I really want to update yall - and it's hard to stay motivated.

When I don't tell people what's going on with me I feel like a failure, and when I just tell them what's going on with my stories I feel horrible, because my mind makes me think all types of horrible things -- Like:  I'm just using the readers to keep my story popular... I would never!  ...OR  I'm such a failure (said that already)....

ANYWHO...  You see how a bipolar brain works.  It either tries to kill my confidence or over-inflate my ego.  I am a nice person, a good person, a creative person who loves to share share share.  And my moods change drastically, literally - I have Rapid Cycling Bipolar Disorder, which means my moods change very frequently, and some times it's hard to get out of bed, and sometimes it's hard to slow down so...  This is me in a good/stable mood and sharing, letting you all know about me and a particular story I'm working on -  Infinity - Vampire SHINee AU.

While I can ;)

Don't be upset with me when I can't deliver news all the time.  My biggest fear is people forgetting who I am all together.  It happens when you fall off the map for long periods of time.  A little nudge here or encouragement there does me wonders.  ^_^  And every one is usually so nice, so for that I'm grateful.

With that said:

What's going on with my SHINee Vampire Fic -Infinity:

(SPOILERS) - SKIP SPOILERS/Keep Scrolling

If you've read the newest chapter (CH3) you'll know what's happened with JongKey, Onew, Taemin and his laptop - and his discovery that his crush, Ae Chan may have a thing with her best friend Casper/Chen and he's not happy about it (but totally in denial), and Minho and Jonghyun have gotten in to two fights in one chapter, and Key is furious at Jonghyun for going shopping with out him.  Let's just say that the next chapter ups the anti's - adds more drama, and Jongin comes to visit Taemin - and Onew meets someone new (a woman - wink wink).

***  (SKIP SPOILERS) Go to Chapter(s) [1] [2] [3]  !  [Plus Images Below]

In Chapter 4 (No real spoilers) Taemin Picks Jongin up at Suho's airstrip and they catch up, have fun - What type of mischief will they get in to?  :D

      

In Infinity:

Taemin looks like this -  

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Jongin looks like this -     

                                                                             Read Chapter Two to find out about Jongin's

                                                                   Tribe/Past/Mate/Past History with Taemin's Tribe.

                                                          (Of course you'll learn more in later chapters as well).

These two are best friends, and like real life, are a lot a like.  Like, Platonic Soul Mates - and they have a kind of Paternal Taemin/Son Jongin-ish dynamic as well.  Without the creepy uous context.  Taemin helped him gain confidence and he learned well.  KKKKKK!  You'll find out what I mean in Ch 4, when it's posted.

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Onew Meets A Woman 0.0 in the newest chapter (Ch 4.  Not Posted Yet)!  He meets a human woman - a blind human woman...  (And of course there has to be drama).  I swear I'm unintentionally writing a day time series drama for realz.

Not to mention the expression on his face when JongKey's relationship cause Pheremones to invade the air.

 He looks like this - 

                                          Not to mention Jonghyun and Minho's Dynamic:

Jonghyun forces him to go in to the sunlight to go shopping for his love.

He looks like this -   

Minho and Sunlight  

 

Minho looks like this -  

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Kibum is having a romantic crisis - otherwise known as denial.

He looks like this - 

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I also plan on bringing members of Exo in to the main story.

Like:

Chen -   &  ChanBaek -   

 

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Yixing -    &  Junmyeon - 

 

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Others - to come soon!  I'll do a new post.

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~ Demitria_Teague (Author)