I think I really found my calling. Sometimes I wonder if I'm really fit for this job but I want to see myself doing this for a long time. As much as I don't like my boss, I want to stay and grow in this company and this career. 

It's not the greatest but hey, I've been doing it for 11 months now and I seem to be improving too. I love that I'm learning more about myself in this career and that I'm actually changing and that's usually not my character but being in this company really helped a lot. I swear, it's not the best company but the people I work with are the best and I love them. I think I made more friends that I will treasure till I die.

It's been 11 months and I'm still here in this job which I didn't even apply to. Congrats, self!