Freaking Friday

Everyone believes that Friday is a day to finally relax and take a break from school, sleep in to the weekend as well as doing whatever they would like to do whether it be at home, or someplace else. In fact it's a rather 'Fantastic Friday' or 'Fabulous Friday'.

But on my point of view, today just happens to be one of my least favorite days of the week.

 

I freaking hate Friday. 

 

I come back home after another exhausting day of another 8 hours of school adding on to another two hours of band practice. Everything just feels dead silent to me. My parents are at work, leaving me to look after two younger siblings. Not to mention, I have another assignments I need to catch up and hand over on the next week.

But I couldn't take it, I was too tired and too frustrated to even cope with the dilemma I'm going through. What's even ironic is that it's hard to sleep at night, thinking about all the thoughts that consumed in my head. Thoughts that just happen to really upset me that it's impossible to cry over.

Last Friday, I came back from school camp feeling rather depressed. It was fun throughout these last three days however, it somehow didn't feel right. Although 'we' seem to act close together as a group, it feels as if I don't fit in like one of those irregular puzzle pieces in the picture. I felt rather excluded. I guess it's because I don't really talk to people around me since I'm quite shy and quiet. Even my parents would pressure me to make new friends at school. But that would have to be another story.

Today, I had to go to a field trip along with other student to rehearse for an upcoming music festival at school. The weather was quite hot, and I ended up getting a headache. I arrive home having to find out that I had to partake in a group project this weekend. Not to mention I had other things to do back home. Even my parents are too angry to even help me deal with this stress. I can't even reach out and talk to them at least.

And guess what, it just had to be on a freaking Friday!

Fridays are supposed to be fun, friendly. But instead, it just happens to be frustrating.

 

I freaking hate Friday. 

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sleepingprince
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I hope that things get better for you . Sometimes it's understandable to feel what you are feeling. With school work , pressure of exams and etc , responsiblity at home it's not easy to juggle everything . I guess it's all part of growing up . All you need is to balance your time so that you are not too stressed up. Take one thing at a time. During the weekend, try take some time off for yourself to do something that you like , recharge your energy and mind alittle and maybe some family bonding... Then you can try share and talk to your parents about how you feel and etc..