It's complicated.

I come with an idea. Trying my best to finish what I've started. Always messing things up in the end.

Since I've started writing, I've also been reading realising that I could've done better from my first draft.

I somehow felt that my story was either too rushed, not enough elements, or even just not enough words to fill in a chapter.

And matter how many times I've reread the storyline, it makes me want to simply start over from scratch all over again.

It's complicated.

I've felt that I changed so much revising the plot by having to reuse my drafts as well as adding new scenes in the plan.

Because there are readers who subscribed to my story. And I'm thankful for the support.

But I'm worried that if I make one, simple mistake...

I'm scared that I wouldn't meet their expectations. 

It's complicated.