It’s been awhile since we’ve last talked. How are you? It’s lonely because I don’t often get to see you or even have a moment to talk to you at school. Especially when we’re riding on the bus.

Do you still remember back in grade 5, when we used to hang out and play together? Those were some of the fun times. 

As time went flying by, we were graduating soon. Even if we were going to the same high school, we were separated into two different campuses. You were put into a special class while I was stuck in the mainstream.

We still kept in touch for a few days, however having to go to school, without seeing you every day, I was missing you like crazy. That was when I realized that our bond between us felt like we were more than just friends. 

But our friendship was never the same since that day.

We grew distant from each other as we drifted into our separate paths.  More like strangers rather than friends. 

You and I, we weren't meant to be.

It was funny enough, that I still remembered the exact words you’ve said to me after three years have passed. 

I know, I should've gotten over having to silently, suffer through this constant pain a long time ago.

I still hated you after what you did, though at the same time, I couldn't bring myself to forgive as well as letting go of this unrequited feeling.

And for the fact, I felt guilty knowing that it was my fault that caused our friendship to fall apart. 

Even if you broke my heart, I'm still in love with you.