you'd think after one post of Rainbow and one post of KARD...

maybe...my VAV phase is over?

hmm...no no my friend no...(and i only didn't post their inkigayo vid last sunday cuz sbs always block their contents in my country anyway...but i still managed to download it...xD)

well...that being said...Rainbow isn't one of my phases (they're TRUE LOVE lol) and kard is just...something i like but not true love and not phase either....while...VAV...i'm still figuring it out....bcuz i've just recently got really interested and they're still promoting...so i can't say if this is a phase or if it'll end up TRUE LOVE lmao....okay...but even true love got phases for me...lol...i used to think ZE:A and even KARA was/were a TRUE LOVE...i'm still wondering if they really are/were or not since for ZE:A...i've been indifferent since they disband/showed lack of passion for their own group...and for KARA....my interest just went down with Nicole n Jiyoung left and replaced with Youngji n i just wasn't a fan of Mamma Mia...but their songs overall were still pretty much KARA...just that...those were the groups i don't feel their love for their own group after awhile so....yeah......but...i definitely spent a lot of money for ZE:A especially...lol.../creys/ but no regrets...twas good old times...)

anyway, the paragraph above was totally irrelevant...sorry...

i think how VAV goes or end up in my personal rank will depend on how they love their own group...and the music they continue to release from hereon...though so far...i've been really pleased with their recent releases, enough to be so interested that i bothered to learn who's who...and have very high possibility of buying their albums(when they release physical albums with the recent songs) n stuffs...since i feel they're worth the money...

so far...things are looking good...i don't think they'll end up just phase like produce 101 and so on my previous phases...lol.

Random but speaking of produce 101...do you know this Ryan Jhun dude? i first heard of him in produce 101 season 1...one thing i liked that show for is how they highlight composers during the concept evaluation....though i didn't really like his song(i think it was...fingertips? i don't remember which song he composed for season 2...but i think he's involved too)....also...i remembered him fanboying kim juna when she performed don't matter so i was like yay...someone appreciated my girl though she was kicked out from fingertips team by her members...she's perfect in don't matter anyway...and apparently he also produced for a lot of popular groups...latest probly being exo...though idk it's title song or not since i don't really follow....he posted a screencap of exo song charting and some rude exo stan actually went to his post claiming it wasn't a big deal since exo oppar always would chart high cuz they're exo...ugh fking nasty...this is why i hate big fandoms...full of annoying nasty rude peeps...overshadowing the nice ones...sadly.

 

ok so back to this guy....he's actually......the CEO of..... VAV (i think, maybe eversince their agency changed from AQ to A Team)....haha, yeas, let that sink in...once he liked my comment at a vav official account's post...so i was thinking why would this dude cared about posts here...and even before that i've seen VAV members sometimes mentioned/tagged him in their posts...i knew he composed for their ABC(Middle of the Night)...but i didn't know he's more than just their composer....so apparently...he also produced n composed for Venus(Dance With Me) and Flower(You)!!!! omg....i'm stanning this guy right away!! lol...ok maybe not but as long as he gives VAV good songs i will. and he posts a lot of their stuffs too on his instagram...so...stalker mode on. (and i love how VAV songs now have a trademark/pattern of style in the titles...notice? xD)

 

wait,...i think i haven't said why mnet is a jerk...oh yeah...

well...VAV comeback stage on mcountdown was last week...it was their last comeback stage i think....but mnet didn't upload it on youtube that day...they only picked a few to upload...so i waited...thinking maybe they'd upload it late....but this week came and i notice that they still didn't upload from last week...and now...again, they play favoritism n only picked a few(mostly the big popular groups)...to upload...jerk mnet!

while i'm sure VAV isn't the only victim...and there are other groups they didn't care to upload at all too...of course you're mostly concerned for the group you care about...

 

here's what you might have missed...

omg!!!! i love how they're not dressed up at all...these look like clothes they could've worn for practice or sth....so badass that they don't even need fancy dressy stage outfits!!! xDDD....now this is proof to how good they look...that they don't even need fancy clothes n styling to show it...omgomgomg!!! 

and i love the fanchants! xD and again...their perf wasn't cut...so mnet wasn't being totally jerky...at least they don't cut the song...yay....i love you mnet, please don't be petty and take revenge on vav...forgive this expressive immature fan...and please upload all vids instead of being lazy n choose a few to upload so that nobody will call you a jerk...yupyup...we love you (i'm bad at up ain't i? ugh)

idk guyz...i've just been their fan after they released this song though my interest was first brought upon by Flower...which still made me sad that it wasn't promoted...T^T...it's their best yet probly...would definitely be popular if it was by any overrated group...T^T...but yeah...watching each and every of their perf just make me happy...their perfs gives that happy dose that makes me happy...

wait...what the hell am i trying to say...uhh nothing...

but really...it's songs like this that makes me feel kpop worthy to stay in...when everything else is trying so hard to show some edgy side...this is what i live(in kpop) for (and before anyone saying the similarity with Astro song...no, to me it's not the same...since Astro song coudn't even get my ears to remember the song after listening to it...so...it's not the same)

 

okay...

uhh have a bonus...

this is so freaking adorable...Lou being a nervous wreck to show off his english...xD...but i've learnt that Lou = adorable aka too cute for this world (without even have to try)...so what's new right?...xD...and Baron when he interrupted St.Van's long winding explanation = me...lol. that was literally my thought all the time st.van's going on and on...lmao. Ace as always as...an angel. Ziu surprisingly was quiet and seemed to be elsewhere in thoughts...and Ayno...mischievous as always...

speaking of that...today Ayno posted a vid of him trying to disturb Cobbie(Jacob) who's seating in front of him in their vehicle...like he always did to Ziu...but this time, diff victim....and Cobbie...had literally... no reaction...lmao. i totally expected that from him,...that's just classic Cobbie reaction...hahaha...speaking of which...if Cobbie was in a more popular group...i'm sure he'd be so popular...i mean...i rarely like to talk about idols and their looks since let's face it...all idols are good looking at least to an extent and i think talking bout their looks is kinda...pointless...but really, his visual is kind of really amazing...

And back to the video...Lou's english is pretty amazing...why he no use english more often? T^T...but Ace's written english is really good if you look at his posts...Ace...why u no speak english too? T^T...and Lou why u no write english too?T^T...

 

ending this post with...yet again...

how it all started...Flower!

i remember i encountered this song in the mid of my produce 101 phase/craze...but this song still shined...

and i remembered at that time...i thought Cobbie and Lou looked like some produce 101 contestants...lol...i don't think that anymore...they're way cuter...ha xD...

and how i thought Baron was the visual cuz he's kinda really pretty...even though i think he looks even better in ABC and especially in Venus...and he starts all three songs...so he has to be the lead vocalist, no? idk...but what's interesting about this group..is that...i'm confused at their position...St.Van/Baron/Ace/Ziu all have a good amount of parts, sometimes...diff members have more parts in diff songs...i wonder if they're like Rainbow who had two main vocalists n two lead vocalists...or one lead vocalist n three main vocalist? idk...

and i remember how much i thought of Ace reminded me of Heecheol(ZE:A's vampire)....and i still think so to an extent...no, it's not exactly looks or attitude or voice....okay, it's kinda the voice...and the whole vibe...even though in some aspects, they're the opposites...

 

i would love to see a movie with...no forget movie...can someone write me a fanfic with Heecheol and Ace in the same town...where they kinda look a lil similar...or remind people of each other...but Heecheol has this unfriendly scowling grumpy mysterious vibe...while Ace is the opposite as the angel....and then strange/creepy things start happening in the town...maybe people get murdered in gross gore-ish sick scary ways...or sth...and some clues led the people to find that Heecheol was the culprit...only for readers to find at the end...Ace was the one...and in the fic...nobody ever found it out...haaa....and may i have Baron as a side character who's also one of the strong contender for the murderer suspect...cuz his evil vibe is pretty awesome lol....actually the more suspicious and unlikely suspects the better...though the endgame had to be Heecheol captured/punished...and Ace being the 'angelic' real evil one. that'd be so awesome...though now it's already a spoiler for me...pleaseeee...write me...and to add some female suspects...maybe we can have Stellar as characters too...(and some other girlgroups that i love-a town with all male population would kinda be...uhm, illogical?)...bcuz their song/mv kinda creeped me out even though i really like and want to talk about them too...

 

whaaaat....nobody gonna write that for me? ....say what? i have to write it on my own? uhh..../looks at the disgusting amount of my abandoned fics/....no thanks i guess...T^T...

 

and random but i came across some news of a BTS member being chaebol or something n it reminds me of a random knetizen comment in some article about how we don't need to worry abt idols cuz most of them are from rich family...well, maybe not most of them...but it makes me think that maybe every group really have rich members...like in ZE:A...there's Hyungsik(and i heard Heecheol too)...it made me wonder what about VAV....my bet is on Lou and Ziu...not sure about the rest...but they do have this princely rich vibe to them...not sure abt Cobbie...but from my previous observation...foreign members tend to be the rich one as well...lol.

 

and another random...i was watching a random VAV vid the other day where they went for an MT after promotion or sth... and i saw St.Van cooking and he really is like a pro...i mean even the way he cut the potatoes n veggies were so impressive jawdropping for me...i won't be surprised if anyone tell me that he used to work in the kitchen of some restaurant or sth...and that part when everyone endured eating nasty stuffs(well, not everyone...the unlucky ones..some were lucky enough to get real edible food) to win food but Cobbie pretended he got a nasty cookie when he actually got a real one...and said he overreacted for fun...and everyone was so shocked that he's acting out of character and tricked them that the staffs demanded he do it one more time and this time he got a real nasty one...and straight away vomited it out even though one of St.Van's cooking was at stake for that round...lmao....tsktsk Cobbie...

maybe i'll share the vid another day yeah...

okay enough for now...

 

 

and lately i've been finding myself lingering at VAV's e-shop...and...why do i feel like my money is dangerously threatening to leave...noooo....save my moneeeyyyy....but really the merchandise were so cool...they actually look like something i can continue to use out in the open...without feeling embarrassed even if i'm over kpop or sth...or don't want to look immatured/childish...bcuz let's face it...liking kpop is considered kiddish n i'd be judged real hard and as an insecure adult...that is quite a concern....lol.