mess

before i start : https://pannative.blogspot.my/2017/06/whoa-did-you-see-no-taehyun-crying.html

that is just adorable...no tae hyun even had the biggest dramatic reaction when ha sung woon made it at #3 before the final round. i've had thoughts of stanning no tae hyun n check out hotshot whenever i see him bcuz he gives me really good vibes n i like his voice after hearing him sing in showtime...but i guess the one thing that blocked my interest is how they're already the popular debuted kids in the show next to nuest...even though i never heard of them before this...but they got instant fame from the show...since they're kinda highlighted from the getgo of the show...though maybe not as hardcorely promoted in yo face as the popular kids...but they have solid talents to backup their popularity n rank n they seem really nice n funny people...i can't even dislike them...it's just that i can't find the motivation/interest for them yet...but tbh...other debuted kids seem really close to each other n love each other too like offroad kids(not to mention they're incredibly talented too)...it's all in whether mnet would choose to show them or not. all in the editing...so far...out of the kids who came as group...n having debuted....only nuest n hotshot that don't make me feel like getting into them/their music n stuffs...yet. anyway, i saw some nuest fan even saying sungwoon got in bcuz exo n bts who are his friends promote him n their fans vote for him...like...ugh...sourgrape much? if we look at talents alone...out of the top11...he deserves to even rank #1...so...if those popular groups promote him....good for them.

and did you see articles abt petition for justice for samuel n jonghyun? /facepalm/....even saying knetz being racist n all that samuel didn't make it...?...whut...then i guess somi didn't exist. ladies n gents...that's i-netz for ya...

kids, you can't always get everything you want you know...some people never got even one thing they so wished for...what makes you feel unjustly not getting all you want?

 


 

now...on to the real intentions of this post...

 

 

firstly...

why is he so pretty????!!!! i can't even see him as pretty boy...but a pretty girl....he seems to really struggle with his headset microphone and his wig getting in the way and his 'paws' lol....how he keep trying to adjust the mic...with his mitten thingy...only made him cuter..aaaahhh...what is this. opparr...not really...he's a kid that needs to be protected...ok not really that kiddy but still...

and i really don't want to sink deep into another ship(i mean i'm freaking too old for this shiet!!!)...but it doesn't help that they look so good together everytime they're in same screen(i don't mean in this vid specifically but in every other vid) n that undeniable chemistry, the way one of them looks at the other...and then i was watching them talking bout ideal type...and this kid totally fits into minho's ideal type that i didn't even expect(short and cute...even though he's not that short n to begin with...minho isn't that tall either lol...but still....freaked me out how it kinda matched him...i mean the members always point to him when they're asked about cute, innocent n lovable member)...like...tell me this is just a coincidence...that'd be better for my mental health...

i fear it'd even affect my fic writing...now i'm supposed to update bug...i tried to get in the mood by rewatching mansae team 2 perf...and bunch of jjcc songs...but i just want to watch pureboy perfs....aaaaaaaaahhhh....this is not helping...

writing a story of relationships are definitely way easier than a story with different kind of focus...whoever say that's not the case...i call you bluff...jk...but really...if relationship or romance aren't some of the easiest to write...why are most of the fics of them....easy to write can also mean...easy to motivate/drive your inspiration to write...

one more important thing...or rather reason for this post...

 


 

i'm thinking since i feel so much for pureboy these days...and i want more people to notice their sad existence...when i watch them performing passionately in very sad condition like 20 people in small audience or inside crammed eatery without even stage or space to move...i feel that this is the kinda group that can reawaken my stupid unpaid overly invested immature promotional agent sense...whew

forget acting my age...i'm going to act my heart...at least i can do that here right...and don't ask my age or even think of it...i'm not that old...just not a lil kid.

i'm most likely going to make...Pureboy Series...to help you get to know them in uhm...ways that would fit their unconventionally messy state of a group...but you know the funny part....? i don't even know them or know how to get to know them to introduce them properly in series...but...i still want to do it...so most likely i'll do it my own way...

 

But i just have a question i wish you could answer through the poll...

Do you think it's better to do the series in blog like i always do previously with ZE:A Series, Rainbow Series, or the prematurely abandoned Kevin Series...or do it as 'fanfic'....even though it's not a fanfic...

 

To help you consider the choices...

 

Why do it in blog?

- well, it's not fanfic.

Why not do it in blog form?

- it's harder to organize them since there each blog is separate and can't be compiled unlike chapters in fanfic...all under one title...and it can only be traced according to tags

 

Why do it in fanfic form?

- easier to manage n organize, readers can get updates easier...like by subscribing n so on...

Why not do it in fanfic form?

- it's not fanfic. 

 

Please vote in the poll, thank you.

here, another seokyu fancam to end this...

 

 

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