i must say i'm quite pleased with the results...

although i'm a little miffed that some fan favs like kim yongguk/takada kenta didn't made it...nope, not because i like them...because this means i'll continue seeing their fans rat out on some other specific easy target trainee about how that place should be for their oppar...hohum...(though frankly i'm more surprised abt kim yongguk than takada kenta...considering his growing popularity...but when it's between him or lai guan lin for the last spot...the result is kinda obvious...actually i don't see the big deal...not winning can be a greater thing anyway...if their companies know how to take the next step n in good timing...anyway...random but i just saw a bunch of pics of kim yongguk with fellow trainee from his agency that dropped out of the show early on...n they're so cuteeee n dorky i want to ship alreadyyyy~~ even though i'm not even a fan...)

but maybe...i won't have to see those boring trashtalk the one trainee everyone already trashtalking....i know you know...who i'm talking bout/even though i don't even care bout that dude...it's so boring n lame n annoying seeing everyone ganging up against one target to say their 48574857 oppars deserve that spot...uh yeah....because you can trade one spot with 48574857. right.

because....

i'm happy to announce...i can officially drop this show now!!!

no more lingering attachment~!

all the people i root for and care about are officially no longer existing in the show...

although i do fairly like yoon jiseong...it's not enough...

anyway...if i see anyone overreacting surprise that choi minki made it in top 20...i'm going to barf at you...come here...it's obvious he'd make that far at least...should i be surprised nobody argued whether he's really good enough for top 20 like a certain other guy who got roasted for it...while nobody say anything bout yoo seonho, lai guan lin, etc,etc. who aren't all that? cmon...choi minki might not be really bad...but that's the thing...i don't see how his abilities shown surpass many that have been eliminated...yet nobody speak a word. nope. it's all on favoritism...

anyone surprised samuel's ranking rise up? nah...it's already one of my predictions...it worked...ha sungwoon's rise is the surprise.

but i just saw tweets abt the new song parts assigning....oh boy...this kim jae hwan dude main vocal again...it's getting really dull...sure he impressed me the first time but then 2nd n 3rd times came n there's nothing new, no depth or layer or surprise...he should try taking on a diff kind of part...even in season 1...kim juna was more than qualified to be main vocals all the time...but when she had to go against stubborn greedy member, she gave in n showed how to shine even without being main vocals who belt out the highnotes...and then she even took on rap parts...versatility...and even as a rapper...she could still show of her vocals...n a new side...

and kim jong hyun leader again....yaaawwwwwwnnnnnnnssssssss,,,,

ok done.

well, again i've to remind myself of the good news...that...i don't have to be bothered by all these anymore...

yaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

dropping the show now.

still gonna watch this newly released ep to get final glimpses of my remaining kids now eliminated.

just sad that they're going to be made the concert backup team now.....ugh....dhfgbeujbheghert

it better be just a concert or two n not full commitment for the entire two years....they deserved so much better than that.

anyway...

i'm kind of really glad to see kim sanggyun out bcuz he's been looking dead in showtime n it made me uncomfortable...not dead as in not showing spirit...but as if...squeezing the last juice of his existence(idk what that means don't ask) to do a great show even if he looked like he's suffering or sth...i noticed it from the first i watched showtime, he's full of energy like the others, but sth in the look of his eyes were just off...n it made me sad...i know he's not gonna make it to top 11...so it's good that he's out now to get some well deserved rest n live a little more like human again...but i must say i'm so freaking impressed that he's mouthing everyone's lyrics in his fancam ver...even in actual perf...when he really just need to memorize his own rap parts...i'm just...wow...that dedication. much respect. i decided i'm gonna be a fan even after this show... :) you did really great Kim Sanggyun.

(tbh...in showtime...i really like the sound of no taehyun too, i mean he's always popular for dance but this is the first time i'm noticing his voice n i like what i heard...but he's out as well, too bad...i think he did really well too in fitting into the vibe of that song that wasn't easy to fit in...bcuz it's so highschool talent show vibe...n naturally, samuel,lee woojin n yoon jiseong would fit in the easiest...n to some extent i feel bad for the rest of the members other than those three...bcuz they looked like they're struggling to fit in the song...but taehyun n sungwoon were really positive...i'm starting to like them a little...n woodam n sanggyun don't seem like the type who'd complain n would just endure n do their best for what they got...even though i'm a lil hurt whenever i see moonbok rejected...but i guess i should be glad...i know you know team has accepted him so adorably...i can't imagine any other team who'd deserve him...)

and of course...

my (newly adopted) team, Boys Under The Moonlight...bowing out together as a team...

somehow it kinda made me happy in that little twisted way...at least there'd be no imbalance feelings or jealousy among them...

same team, same fate. all the way. the most idealistic way to be eliminated....;')

Great job, Kwon Hyunbin, Jang Moonbok, Kim Taedong, Kim Donghan, Kim Donghyun, Kim Yehyeon, and of course our splendid main vocalist, Seo Seonghyuk. i'm proud of you all. even though many of you weren't even kids i initially pay attention to at all(simply cuz my kids were even more underdogs than y'all), and Hyunbin in particular was someone i even disliked for awhile in his previous stages...he did the greatest reversal for me...from someone who constantly annoyed me to someone i looked at fondly. the whole team was wonderful n it was a great perf, and the only one performance that made me smile from start to finish, not just bcuz the perf itself was fun...but bcuz i could feel the members genuinely having fun.

 

now let me end with this little beautiful thing...that made me feel that...

is this how love feels? (i mean the idealist delusional version of love)

goosebumps.

even the piano ver...this song wins...for most beautiful sound...

 

so beautiful n heart fluttering...

that now i want to start another new fic...hahaha...

excuses...i had already been thinking bout it from couple days ago...

i'm so dead.

 

and i hope you don't think i'd entirely stop talking bout produce 101...maybe after this...i'll just talk about the things in previous eps that i missed out...

i love that seong hyunwoo showing love to jang moonbok.... again...this ship is already so sailing...

 

actually...the next fic plan will kinda have a pairing-ish...you know i can't write much of romance fic...because for me...feels is a huge factor in romance genre...n if i can't really feel it...i'd rather avoid writing it...and those who notice will see how long i've avoided...but that piano thing is so beautiful i'm getting feels yaknow.....goosebumps. 

can you guess who's gonna be main character in next fic?

bet ya can't...xD

wait...why am i wasting time blabbering non existant fic here...

gotta go write sth productive instead of these lame blogposts...

 

i know you know even made me watch reaction vid...

i don't usually fancy all those reaction vids on regular basis...but i just need to see more love for my newly adopted team...