Dreams

        I always have random dreams and they are usually very stupid and don't make any sense, for example I once dreamt I had Pikachuu as my pet and had super-powers... If this is a dream of a 19-years old girl it means I'm normal but I doubt it lol.

        Some days ago - I'll have to mention first that Choi Seunghyun is my bias #1 bias - I dreamt that I was in the same school with him and he invited me to his birthday party. I had a crush on him and I was amazed that he had invited me because he always ignored me but, then again, he had invited the whole school. I went with some friends and had fun and when he broke the party I was prepared to go home when he grabbed my hand and asked me to stay. I wanted to say something but I was speechless and when I opened my mouth to talk he stopped me with a kiss. I remember that I woke up in the morning in his bed and he was looking at me smiling. I was so I think we all know what that meant and he looked happier than I was. I smiled back and he said "You have no idea how happy I am. I've liked you for a long time and I got to love you. I can't stop smiling now, this is the best present in the world." *KYAAAA!*

          That was such a great dream but just now I woke up and this one was EVEN better. Taeyang is also one of my biases in k-pop, I have lots but he is in top 5 and I love him a lot. I'm going to use this dream for the story Wedding Dress, I just have to think how to incorporate it. So, I was going on somewhere, I didn't know where but my body just moved on it's own and I met Taeyang. He hugged me and kissed me, I was very happy to see him, somehow it felt very real, I was very happy to see him, like I was used to him around me - so I thought we were dating -. He took me to a building and we entered an apartment. We entered and I felt like I was belonging there. The whole apartment was filled with blue and pink stuff and I knew, the pink ones were mine. Taeyang had a little brother that came running to me and jumped into my arms, that's when I made the connection: I was living with Taeyang and his little brother. I was so happy, we were sleeping together on the couch and even though it was a small place, we were very happy because we had to stay very close to each other. It was perfect. We went jogging in the morning and watched movies together in the evening. But I don't remember why - I hate when I forget important parts of my dreams - he got mad at me and I was mad at him and he asked me to move out because he wants to be alone. I picked up my stuff and left. Seunghyun offered to take me home because it was late and the streets were full of strange people but I refused - I think he was the reason Taeyang got mad, he liked me and Taeyang knew it but in the dream I didn't care about him, I only cared about Taeyang -. He was walking behind me taking care of me from afar. Some days after, we met again and his brother was happy but he didn't even look at me so I did the same - I guess I'm stubborn even in my dreams -. Taeyang's father was with them and took me for a walk. All his friends tried to convince me to get back together with him because he's a mess without me and I would have been the happiest to do it, because I was a mess too but I was waiting for him to say it. During the walk Taeyang's father told me some things about him - I don't remember this either - and asked me to go back to him because he only wants me as his daughter-in-law. *awwww* and I woke up... F**K.  I tried going back to sleep to see what happens but I couldn't. T___________T so I guess I'll be writing it from my imagination haha. This made me so excited to write the story because right now I love Taeyang the most lol.

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BIGBANGENIUS
#1
woooooooooooohhhhhh such a an amazing dream u must have bin devastated when u woke up i no i wouldve
almostblue
#2
Hahaha I'm definitely not Asian. I guess it's good but it can be quite bothersome at times.

Lmao I only wear dresses in the winter so I can use sweaters and stockings. I'm not big on revealing too much either!

Yeah that's when my style started changing, when I was in college. I totally agree! I will always choose my combat boots over heels! :3
YuxieWuxie
#3
Well that's good, for a non-Asian girl to look younger than her age. [It's a special quality only if you are not Asian, if you are I just guess you're normal XD] I'm so jealous on Asians, they ALWAYS look younger than their actual age XD When Dara is going to have a teenage girl, people are going to ask her if she's her sister x3 I'm so jealous.

I don't think I'll wear dresses XD cuz I don't like exposing my body, I hardly wear short shorts cuz I'm chubby. But I wear make-up and I like cute stuff but it's just that all my clothes are tom-boyish and I can't change them all but as you said, baby steps. Maybe I'll change my style when I get into college because all the way through highschool I've been a tom-boy and if I change my style all of a sudden my classmates will think there's something wrong with me.

But no matter how I change my looks, I'll always be a tom-boy at heart. XD
almostblue
#4
Hahaha don't worry, I was like that too.
Once I turned 19 though I became more girly and actually liked wearing dresses...even though I wear the dresses with army boots XD (baby steps!) I didn't wear make-up before, but I do now! Little by little I'm embracing my girlishness XD
I'm 20 & people still think I'm 16 OTL
YuxieWuxie
#5
Hahaha XD I'm glad. <3 :3

Well, people tell me I have a cute face but I'm a tomboy. I wear hoodies and skate shoes, I can't walk on high heels I sometimes think I'm a fail as a woman XD I'll be 19 next month and people mistake me for freshman in highschool x3
almostblue
#6
You are my new favorite person! XD
Come to Chicago, I'll teach you! kekekeke

I agree! Bad girls are the best ;D
I can't write cute girls, it's probably because I'm like G.O; I don't have any aegyo lol
YuxieWuxie
#7
Woah! AWESOME! A baker, so cool, I wish knew how to cook.

And about strong women, I like them too, just like you I can't stand those cute girls that can't take care of themselves and need someone to constantly be by their side. x3 Bad girls are so much better.
almostblue
#8
wahhh stop T.T I'm really not all that!
Thank you :3 I'm relieved to know you can relate so easily. I sometimes worry that it might not be so easy to do. I do my best to make the female lead a strong woman, because I can't stand reading about pushovers, that shouldn't be the type of woman girls strive to be :)

I wanted to be a writer, but I'm actually a baker. I do this as a hobby XD
Kamsa :3
YuxieWuxie
#9
So that's why your stories are SO amazing! I love that most of them are "you" stories and I can really relate to the characters and I love that the girls in your stories are strong women. You're a great writer, you could do this as a job if you don't already do!
almostblue
#10
Why is every one scared of G.o?!! hahah he and SeungHo are my main biases.

B2st was the second group I really got into! Bigbang was the group that made me like kpop! :3 I don't have a bias there since I love them all!

I do that too! Like I'll watching something or start daydreaming and suddenly get a great a idea with the perfect person for it.
YuxieWuxie
#11
Wah, haha, G.O scares me! lol I had the same reaction when I had that dream with T.O.P hahahha.

B2st are my favorite group ever <3 I like K-pop because of them and they are very special to me even is my bias are from Big Bang and Mblaq haha

Yeah, I always connect to the story, I usually write stories after things like this when I like the character the most because the story comes out very good. Like in This is war, Seungho was my #1 bias after the MV and I wrote the story immediately haha
almostblue
#12
Hsjodjrrdjdkjdjddjjj I have dreams like that too! I once had a very adult theme about G.o, I woke up like "omg wtf was that?" I also had a dream that all the beast members had a crush on me in high school T.T

But incorporating dreams and experiences into stories is good. It means you're connecting to the story.