hope the rumour is true...:p
honestly...i'm really hoping this rumour could be true...for the eliminated trainees...
of course there are chances for it to not be completely true...
like the last time i saw rumour of eliminated trainees for top 35...there was no dongsu in eliminated ones...but it didn't turn out that way....huh...
if this rumour is true...i'd be happy...bcuz it means all kids i care about in this season would be officially out...which means...i'm saved from this evil....
oh no... there's still yoon jiseong...ugh...but he's popular enough for me to let go i guess...
besides...i can't watch like kids i don't even like just for one kid i fairly like...uhhh no. too dizzying.
another rumour was similar with a little change : https://www.reddit.com/r/Broduce101/comments/6f67ac/rumorspoiler_two_teams_from_the_top_22_for_the/
Still no sight of my kids so...i'm relieved...really...i'm so freaking selfish...but if they're not gonna make it anyway(n i just know they won't...not in this show)....they deserved to be freed sooner than later.
anyway...i'm just in happy mood eversince i heard one of my kids is preparing for his album...(just don't turn out like kang sira who, her fans have heard of her debut but it kept being delayed...the torture they must've went through...when she did released album...the timing already kinda...missed? idk...i'm not her fan btw...)
i can't wait for more good news from all my kids...i'm sure more will come out...
oh before i continue, can you like spare a watch for this? maybe watch again, if you've watched it already? xD : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W__ugoS3-lc
i want to increase the viewcount...no i'm not one of those number obsessed kid to show opparunnir power n popularity...
but they must've felt so dejected by their little votes,...i mean 83 while the first place 500+? ugh...n frankly they deserve better...i want the viewcount to rise so that they could see they're loved n appreciated...
idk if that method works...but whatever.
not like there's other way to save them...i already know they're already out...or most of them...
Anyway while looking for spoilers i found this...
https://www.reddit.com/r/Broduce101/comments/6e5o84/kim_sanggyuns_fans_hold_free_milk_tea_event/
that is just the most adorable thing ever...T^T...he sounds like such a nice kid. his fans must be so happy. his fans were so nice too...awwwghhhhh....they deserve each other...i shippp them(i don't mean any individual fan...but him n his fans who did event for him to let ppl know abt him after the horrible experience he went through earlier....)
i didn't know he was completely ignored during that showtime team event where they're placed at different subway stations to see whether passerby will notice n approach them...and apparently nobody went to him?
how?
to make it worse...he wasn't just a contestant of this show...he's an idol...and his group wasn't even as nugu as most other groups in the show except nuest...must felt really y...(well, tbh if it's not for this show...i wouldn't know him either...but...he's in this show...)
though...if it was me...i might not have the courage to approach him for a signature or sth too...
i mean.......he's too goodlooking...how do you just go approach someone like that? lmao.
even if he's not good looking...i wouldn't find it easy to approach celebrities n kids in this show are more popular than actual celebs right now in sk especially..
and i do find sth bout him kinda...intimidating...hahaha....
but everything i stumble upon abt him suggest how nice he is...contrary to the intimidating aura...hmm...
i love nice kids...maybe not overrated ones though...
this tho...
i don't really think he's a 'big fan' of daniel just from this....more like...he's just being polite n considerate since the fan claimed to be daniel's fan....
i still don't know if all these is enough to make me want to check his group out though...i'm just not convinced i'd like their music...but hey i tried jjcc just for fanfic inspiration...n i'm so shocked that i like most of their title songs...still....idk...group with a lot of members just keep me from trying to get to know them cuz it takes too much effort n i'm lazy....would you find it surprising if i say...even before i watch this show...he's probly one of the most distinguishable toppdogg members to me when i first checked them out way back then during their debut time...besides the one in glasses...cuz i just love kids in glasses n kids with umm interesting/nice hair lol. tbh, i don't remember his looks or anything...but i recognized his stage name...i checked out most groups that debuted back then....it's just that i hardly find those that made me stayed n be fan...even for ZE:A...i did check them out when they released debut concept photos...but i dismissed them n thought siwan in particular looked like...really dull or sth...n then guess who led me back into getting interested in ZE:A? lol...no prize for right guess....
sadly the past few years i've stopped checking out new debuting groups since i've stopped going to allkpop...no..i don't boycott that site...just didn't want to spend too much time there...n i didn't like the messy layout that made loading slow for me...ok that's the real reason lmao.
(you may skip the following part...just my rambling about my fics...really....)
at least now i get some inspiration for kim sanggyun's parts of my fic...
it's been really hard to write heavy fic with no motivation n inspiration...most of the kids were already eliminated....soon enough all will have been eliminated...
my attention span is short...and i'm always moving to newer ideas...
i might even start new one based on how i feel about the newest songs/situation...i just haven't thought of a strong idea n character candidate...
all underdogs deserve a story...bcuz they too have their story to tell...ppl just always only care for the popular ones...
but obviously i can't write for them all...i can only write for the ones i remotely care about/like...
aish...two fics are already hard enough...oh no...why do i feel as i'm writing this...an idea is already forming....nooooo...stop it....T^T
for bug...my determination is strong...i need to complete this. the fic will go a diff path than i originally intended when i started it with hardly any planning...but right now i already have great direction for it to pursue...n i need to reach that destination no matter what or how long....
infact...i would've updated, if it wasn't for amazing day, amazing you....i told myself that after updating bug's 4th chap...i wouldn't continue it until i could update at least one chap of that other fic....but it was so hard....that fic was heavy in the same way as 'spectacular'...which means...emotionally draining for myself...n since there was no reader to let me know how they felt after reading the intro chaps for the four main characters....it's hard for me to get a feel of the direction i want to set for it...since i didn't set any when i started the fic...n just started according to the concept i wanted...which is four separate stories connected in a random way...or sth like that....lol.
that's how i got stuck with bug too now...
aish....being a responsible writer is the hardest n most admirable thing...seriously.
a round of applause for all the responsible n disciplined writers out there...especially those who could keep going on even without any feedback/input/encouragement from readers...or even without having readers....seriously you peeps are awesome!!!
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