it's not just cuz of produce 101 perse...

i'm writing a fic with some of these kids as part of main characters n i know nothing bout them lol. (cuz they're eliminated in first elimination n even if not..i doubt they're among the chosen ones by mnet anyway to get much of anything)

so...finally...the lack of inspiration n my determination to not abandon my two new fics made me decided i need to do sth to help my inspiration...

why not get to know their group...one song would do....bcuz normally i'm too lazy to check out groups since most end up disappointing me anyway...so i've grown detached from mainstream kpop...only if i found a song by chance n like it...i'd listen to it...but follow any groups or get to know the members....nah...

so...i decided to go look for their official channel n give them a try....yay...

and though it looks cutesy...the song is actually pretty cool....lately...the songs i've been trying out from random nugu-ish boygroups have been nice...although most by the hyped popular ones just make me go blerh....overrated.

i keep seeing comments in mansae team 2 that all members are rappers...though i'm suspicious bout chanyul since he didn't look like a rapper at all n he carried the song vocals alongside main vocalist yongjin(who's a rapper btw...or so they say...hmm)...i noticed that.

and this video (n looking for their profile) confirmed it...that indeed he's a vocalist...

thanks fake infos from produce 101 geniuses....-_-....

i don't think i'll ever have enough energy to stan any boygroup ever again....i'm stuck in 2006/2007...and Battle will always be my bias n that's it...haha....ok maybe ZE:A has quite a special place too since they're among the newer groups i actually manage to stan hard...for as long as they existed...

but...i'm always welcoming lovely songs....

i'm mostly a fan of songs now...the groups are all either too generic or overrated...or maybe i've just been too long into kpop nothing impress me anymore...well, except for songs that impress me...all groups always have same formula...even the members' personalities n so on always feel...like they're assigned to fill certain standard roles in kpop groups(like divas, 4d, eat all the time, prankster, evil/scary/powerful maknae, mother-like member, etc.etc., whatever crap)...n not just for boygroups but also girlgroups...you'd think they're special n unconventional...but that's only cuz you haven't seen 547585866 other groups that had same thing going on...n are supposedly special...i'd rather groups you call bland/no personality...cuz those are probly the genuine ones not being 'programmed' by their companies...

anyway, back to JJCC...i've heard of them when they debuted...but never tried their stuffs(or maybe i did but had forgotten cuz their song i tried didn't appeal to me or sth)...but i feel so bad for them being an idol and being part of the unchosen/rejected ones during first mission in produce 101...no wonder hadon reacted so negatively about it initially...i could understand that feeling...that hurt pride...people are oversympathizing nuest for nothin'....when they're the group benefited the most from this show...right from the getgo, n they already had popularity that would help them survive even without this....while there are many other groups that really had this as their last/only chance, unknown n still unknown n lost all chances.

i also read that hadon was the maknae but they made him the leader to teach him be more responsible...lmao...well, that's new....xD...reminds me of a girlgroup i liked that already disbanded...jqt...the maknae was also the leader and also  badass rapper n also a kinda lead vocalist...lmao. that's real power maknae they had...but later on they changed the leader to the oldest member who's also the main vocalist.......

ok a perf...(i actually ended up watching a bunch of their perfs...they had better ones....just choosing this one since...chanyul <3)

conclusion: the song is so catchy...and chanyul is so pretty.../get slapped/...especially when he smiles...to think he didn't even get screentime/focus on pd101....T^T...and hadon looked like he could've been popular too with distinguishable features...i feel like i'd be able to notice him anywhere even without the group name tagged...

i'll remember to check out their next release n hopefully ....like the song so i can keep having interest n support them...

although it might be hard...i hope they'd find the light to make it bigger...in an industry where new stuffs come out everyday and chances to make it is slim when you missed your timing...cuz it's always bout shiny new things except for those that already have hypes/come from big company/big fandom from getgo...(actually i already had a bad feeling i might grow to stan them more than i planned to if i keep watching random videos of them...errrk)

afterall...hadon and chanyul are part of my fav team ever in produce 101...my mansae team 2...you know what that means....?

they're my kids. 

you don't mess with my kids...

also...i checked this out...

because i miss jeong dongsu so much....T^T....and i'm also sad i never even got the chance to get to know kim namhyung more n idk..appreciate n love him more? even from watching his sorry sorry team's perf the first time...i already found him captivating/interesting...at that time i didn't know he n dongsu were from same team...at that time...it's the hat he had on...lol...mnet completely sabotaged this guy(namhyung)...he's A rank kid who never got screentime/focus...

i also tried their perf...

just so i could try to look which ones are dongsu n namhyung...but i still had a hard time to recognize them...except for dongsu's voice...of course...he's one in a ...umm...universe...

but it freaking annoyed me how most of the comments all talk bout zico...it's reallyso....darn...annoying...so what if he produce them?,...do you need to repeat things already said by everyone....boring...and i never see ppl gushing over producers in vids....when they're some nonidols....this is one of the many reasons idolfans(especially popular idols' fans) are so annoying.

also...check this out...

what the....dongsu....hahahahahahahah....seriously...i'm shook....

and...

dongsu and namhyung T^T...true bros here...

apparently namhyung released new song...but i'm not really into those rap stuffs so...

and....

i miss my kid yongjin so much too...T^T...

but wait...wasn't he singing here? thought he's a rapper. hah...another fake info?

so apparently...i went to check his former group's profile (Underdog)...did you know he used to be in same group as joo wontak(mansae team 1)? though idk if they ever coexist at same time considering the group had a hella lot of member changes...and yongjin was a former member...while wontak was there as final lineup before the group disbanded...i tried a song of theirs n it's awkward n there's no yongjin so...not sharing here...haa...

and yongjin was originally a vocalist...haa...i guess he's considered a rapper now bcuz that's what he currently is training for in the new company he's in....

but come on...i love my yongjin's singing...let him be main vocalist n also rapper....actually i hope he'd just debut solo...but i guess it'd be hard since the society was so looks n hype centred...unless he let go of idol dreams n become some underground singer or sth like how it looks like with dongsu/namhyung....i'd still support him regardless...i mean he's my kid.

seriously guys...i just miss my kids...T^T...

yongjin...dongsu...comebaaaaaaccccccckkkk T_T

ps: i guess out of these songs...i'm still listening to that jjcc song...i guess i'm just a simple person who loves her pop music ....although i do listen to a lot of indie stuffs...more towards rock though...none of those hephap things...

conclusion: never believe the infos you see by those online experts...not always facts.