I AM IN TROUBLE
Hi guys~
I am kind of pissed and also sad at the same time… I am currently doing my internship at this ‘some company’… I think, my supervisor does not like me. I notice about this since the last Tuesday. Well, let’s me tell you...
Her seat is right beside of me on the right while my left is wall. At their seat, they have their own big screen of computer for them to work while I am just use my laptop. Since I am just an internship student, there are lot of stuff that I should never know since it is confidential, something like the clients of the company and also some other stuff. They also have some this chat group inside of the computer, I don’t know what software is that but I think it is the company’s group chat that contain the staffs of the company from two branch, our branch and the headquarter.
Well… this is my problem are… When I am sleepy while I am doing the work, I tend to stare at the behind of my supervisor computer’s screen. There are beautiful calendar, some quotes and other stuff. But she thought I was looking at her screen since it was quite big and she maybe thought that I read the chat group. Well, I am totally not~ I don’t ever know what she is doing.
I do notice that she changes the angle of her screen, I thought it is because the light from the window. You know, sometime you could not see your screen properly because of the sunlight come from the window. But she actually hide her screen from my sight. What the hell? I never stare straight to her screen… well I did glance for a second or two, but I never know what she is doing inside of her computer.
Actually, our office is not the kind of office that you see in the drama. Our office is actually a penthouse that was transform into office. So, we do have this beautiful and gorgeous kitchen as pantry. Last Tuesday, she takes her Mac Air and walk inside of the pantry. I thought it is because she wants to use the internet, because the internet is kind of fast there, but she actually does not want to sit beside of me because she thought I was looking at her screen.
Then, last Wednesday, she also work at other table, leaving the spot beside me empty. I still don’t realize about this screen stuff. But this morning (Thursday) she told me directly. I just arrive and kind of look at her, waiting for her to give me some task to do. But she told me with her cold tone.
“Please don’t look at my screen.”
I kind of surprise and just apologize, even I do not even look at her screen. Then, the rest of the day, she does not even talk to me. Usually, when it is lunch hour, the staffs will gather together to have lunch inside of the pantry, but because the dining table is kind of small, I usually eat after them. After they done eating, she will come to me and told me to go and eat, but it was not like that today. After she done with her lunch, she comes to the table and give me more work. I eat my lunch two hours after the lunch hour and my food already turn to cold.
Because of I am kind of pissed, I change my laptop’s angle to my left and kind of give my back to her. Since she does not want me to look at her screen, I do that. Usually, she will tell me to go home right on 6:00 pm even I am still working, but today… she left first and does not even care about me…
Before this, she will always ask me whether I am doing fine or not with my work, but today, she does not even ask anything and do not care much about me. On the first week or working there, I thought I could take of her as some Noona that I can lean to when I am in the hard time, but I am wrong…
I still have 3 months ahead of me but my supervisor already treats me like this… This is kind of annoying and I hate this situation. To tell the truth, I don’t even remember the name of the clients that I am working on, but she was suspected me like crazy, like I am going to tell the world about the confidential information of the company.
Mianhei that you guys need to read this. I talk about this with my Noona and she also kind of pissed since she knows me very well. I also want to tell my Prince Charming, but I am afraid that he will get mad.
Thanks~
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