I AM IN TROUBLE

Hi guys~

I am kind of pissed and also sad at the same time… I am currently doing my internship at this ‘some company’… I think, my supervisor does not like me. I notice about this since the last Tuesday. Well, let’s me tell you...

Her seat is right beside of me on the right while my left is wall. At their seat, they have their own big screen of computer for them to work while I am just use my laptop. Since I am just an internship student, there are lot of stuff that I should never know since it is confidential, something like the clients of the company and also some other stuff. They also have some this chat group inside of the computer, I don’t know what software is that but I think it is the company’s group chat that contain the staffs of the company from two branch, our branch and the headquarter.

Well… this is my problem are… When I am sleepy while I am doing the work, I tend to stare at the behind of my supervisor computer’s screen. There are beautiful calendar, some quotes and other stuff. But she thought I was looking at her screen since it was quite big and she maybe thought that I read the chat group. Well, I am totally not~ I don’t ever know what she is doing.

I do notice that she changes the angle of her screen, I thought it is because the light from the window. You know, sometime you could not see your screen properly because of the sunlight come from the window. But she actually hide her screen from my sight. What the hell? I never stare straight to her screen… well I did glance for a second or two, but I never know what she is doing inside of her computer.

Actually, our office is not the kind of office that you see in the drama. Our office is actually a penthouse that was transform into office. So, we do have this beautiful and gorgeous kitchen as pantry. Last Tuesday, she takes her Mac Air and walk inside of the pantry. I thought it is because she wants to use the internet, because the internet is kind of fast there, but she actually does not want to sit beside of me because she thought I was looking at her screen.

Then, last Wednesday, she also work at other table, leaving the spot beside me empty. I still don’t realize about this screen stuff. But this morning (Thursday) she told me directly. I just arrive and kind of look at her, waiting for her to give me some task to do. But she told me with her cold tone.

“Please don’t look at my screen.”

I kind of surprise and just apologize, even I do not even look at her screen. Then, the rest of the day, she does not even talk to me. Usually, when it is lunch hour, the staffs will gather together to have lunch inside of the pantry, but because the dining table is kind of small, I usually eat after them. After they done eating, she will come to me and told me to go and eat, but it was not like that today. After she done with her lunch, she comes to the table and give me more work. I eat my lunch two hours after the lunch hour and my food already turn to cold.

Because of I am kind of pissed, I change my laptop’s angle to my left and kind of give my back to her. Since she does not want me to look at her screen, I do that. Usually, she will tell me to go home right on 6:00 pm even I am still working, but today… she left first and does not even care about me…

Before this, she will always ask me whether I am doing fine or not with my work, but today, she does not even ask anything and do not care much about me. On the first week or working there, I thought I could take of her as some Noona that I can lean to when I am in the hard time, but I am wrong…

I still have 3 months ahead of me but my supervisor already treats me like this… This is kind of annoying and I hate this situation. To tell the truth, I don’t even remember the name of the clients that I am working on, but she was suspected me like crazy, like I am going to tell the world about the confidential information of the company.

Mianhei that you guys need to read this. I talk about this with my Noona and she also kind of pissed since she knows me very well. I also want to tell my Prince Charming, but I am afraid that he will get mad.

Thanks~

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Xhihyuxxx #1
U can do it dear! Try to be nice to her and if she continues being bad to you, maybe talk to her personally and nicely! And im wondering why are you afraid ur prince charming to be mad about it when you tell him this? I think he would be more than happy to hear about ur problems!
eunnahaela
#2
3 solutions.
1) Tell her the truth. Use some proper words. Like, "Where did you get that calendar? Itls beautiful. I've been look at it since day 1". Or anything that contains appraisals. Women love that.

2) Totally ignore her. Just talk when necessary. Example, when you arrive at the office early in the morning. "Good morning, Miss. Any work for me today? Anything that I can help you with?". Then, do your job until she start to communicate with you first. Don't ever look at her calendar or anything. Totally face your back towards her. Show her you don't care about her doing.

3) Last but not least. Try to make friends with your office mates. Be hypocrite if you need to. Just to get some informations about your supervisor. Maybe she is always behave like that. So, you don't have to take her actions seriously. Maybe she's immature or having inner crisis or something. Just try to blend in with other people, so if anything happens, they can help you in the future.

Good luck!!!!
SJKRY123 #3
Just ignore her.JUST 3 MONTHS TO GO ON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I will be cheering for you
ELFSonal
#4
You know... tell her that you didn't look at the screen at all and clear the misunderstanding. If she doesn't want to listen, then just do your thing without caring much about her but still, do what she says since she is your supervisor and your work will effect your marks. Just try to endure these 3 months. 3 months will pass soon... Hwaiting!
mikimary #5
Maybe you should tell her that you didn't look at her screen. She may being cautious because maybe there's a very important stuff that she really afraid you know that will cause her trouble if an opponent company know. Sure, you can ignore her because that's how it is in working environment. You're going to meet so many people. But you're in internship, i'm afraid that will effect your marks. This the time you collect experienced, try to endure it. If you can endure it right now, it will help you in the real working life. It's so much more drama in real working life to be honest. Hang in there! Hwaiting! Try to be on good term with her for now since she is your supervisor, try to clear any misunderstood because it will make you stress right.
Motahareh #6
Women can be so sensitive sometimes. So don't take it seriously and don't let it get you down and focus on your internship also you can tell her it's a misunderstanding.
sleepingprince
#7
Just try ignore her and do your own thing . Working life is like that . You'l meet with all kind of people . Dont trust too much , dont care too much and dont talk too much you'l be fine. Hang in there . You can do it
kiba_phoenix #8
Don't worry about it, just do your work to the best of your ability. If she wants to be that way then that's on her, but you keep it business as usual.
sihyuki
#9
don't care about her and just do your work, fightinggggggggggggggg be strong
Lee_KyuWon_Elf #10
Well,just do your work and don't give a about her.Three months will pass in the blink of an eye!aaaaand.....who is your prince charming?is he your boyfriend??i didn't know you had one.