So...i got visual-shocked....or whatever...(please don't launch into any grammar lesson now)

it all started with clicking a tweet's link of instagram picture...

and one thing led to another...

I blame it all on Chris... thank you very much. ugh.

So...it started at his instagram account since i'm following his twitter(i don't really have instagram...yet) : https://www.instagram.com/chrisjungmusic/ (Chris is maknae of my favouritest idolgroup ever, and he's now pursuing a singer-songwriter career/thing/whatever...and his music really impressed me, for being so distinctive...just go check out his youtube where he post his original works and also his cover perfs and some perfs from his shows)...and since other members whom i follow haven't been active...mostly probly have migrated to instagram...

While browsing his stuffs...i found something that struck me so much for damn familiarity. : https://www.instagram.com/p/BOHFWnoAIFD/

You know whaaaat....that's a shot of MY video!!! omgomgomg!!! okay...so to be exact, my subbed video of their song...not like the translation was mine anyway, i did with credited translation of other fans' translations back then before i found that i could have the courage to translate on my own too...but still...i won't translate stuffs that have been translated and shared online bcuz i feel it's a waste of energy.

Anyway, omg, Chris shared my video complete with his fangirling squeal hahaha(fangirling his own group haha)...and...he tagged the other members who have instagram(of course, who'd be missing if not Mr.loving-his-privacy-thankyouverymuch-aka-alwaysMIA Lio.)

So...off i go to stalk the members' instagrams...

And yes, i got visual shocked. I always thought they're among the best looking idols when they debuted(i'm biased but can't blame me when their Crash image were so cool)...but 10 years have passed and how the heck did they looked nearly the same but better...like no different but upgraded...and of course, more than their visual...what cause the greatest happiness stalking them is finding that their bond is still as fabulous as ever...despite all the hiatus...and i love that none of them acted like Kihyun ever quit the group...i don't think anyone even feel it even though in profiles, they might be listed as five with one ex members....i'm sure to Destiny they're always six. (this group must have had the most anticlimactic member-quit in kpop history bcuz it's just like...nothing changed at all lol)

So this was the full video of the one he fangirled...

and yes i'm aware i'm using the word 'fangirl' instead of fanboy...obviously if you hear him...xD

The song is probly their cutesiest song(even though they only had 3 singles...i think their genres/song styles were pretty diverse)...but looking at Chris' compositions that he shared on his youtube...he seems to be quite into cutesy stuffs too so...no surprise he shared his fangirling moment of this one...

Then again...idk why i got so excifted when these already happened...

Though i am well aware this is the normal/standard thing idols would say/respond(if they even bother to do that, that is) and really doesn't make me some special snowflake...isn't this the kind of thing that'd make fans sooo happy enough?

like....OPPAR NOTICED MEEEE~~~

hahahahah....

I never once consider Battle as oppar though...i always see them as my children that i want to see rise up well, i spazz about them but my love is not in any fangirly way i guess...

though I feel like i've achieved a fangirl's(or even just a fan's) dream...lol. being noticed by oppar (he even said THEY LOVE ME lol)...yeah yeah...i know it's not to be taken that seriously...fangirls don't care...if we dig deep into the subject of sincerity n meaningfulness...we'd probly be horrified to live in this world and to discover our own inner monsters. It's not that deep. at least as far as fangirling celebrities (should) go.

Anyway for some other Battle songs i love...here: http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/1110207

From my visual shocked visit to their instagram accounts...like i said...i saw things that made me sooo happy...so many pics of their numerous outings/hangouts together...yeasssss Battle bond lives on...even with like...8 year hiatus or sth...

And because Lio has no SNS or none that we know...it seems the others also got excited when posting his pics...xD

Without anymore delay...

Feast your eyes...

^ 4/6 - Lio n Hwichan missing...

^ 4/6 - no Taehwa n Chris

^ lol Taehwa calling Lio, Lio-Sama aka prince) not all in the picture were the members though...but i'm not sure if their manager was there or just their friends...i only notice kihyun lio n hwichan here...

^ this one is almost complete 5/6...Chris missing...

^ maknae-line. i love how Chris has that bromance hashtag lmao.

^ Hwichannie saying somehow he likes his hyungs. pfft...of course he does. He's like Battle's biggest cheerleader/fanclub president. and yay, i see my Battle OTP...xD eldest/granpa/hyung line...

^ Hwichannie stating everyone gathered but he couldn't get a group picture so he took pic of main character...of course, the mysterious/exclusive Lio. lol.

^ Kihyun n Hwichan...pretty overload ><...i still remember getting worried seeing them harshly insulting each other back then on a show...turn out i worried for nothing...

^ lmao. Kihyun taking this pic of Lio n Hwichan n calling them his two lovely girlfriends. Ever the funny guy...

^ at a wedding, there's Lio, Taehwa, Ryu...someone tell me why is Ryu such a visual shock?

There are more i'm just too lazy besides, i don't think anyone's interested anyway...i just need to let the spazzing out of my system lol.

Anyway, solo visual shock time (please be noted that i'm not good at choosing pics...and they have tons n tons of visual shock pics...i might be choosing the tame ones...don't wanna cause any heart attacks yknow...

no Lio pics since he don't have SNS....that i know...

will start from maknae->hyung

^ not as new as most pics here, this was from 1-2 years ago but don't he look cool? gah, that's my lil bro there...

^ i can't believe he got a butler role in drama when his visual is totally prince level. in fact, i demand a prince role for him...haa....

^ he has more visual shock pics...i just choose this one cuz i love seeing ppl in glasses...lol. this was his look for a drama/movie or sth i think...he also does theatres...of course, our theatrical leader...:)

Ending this post with another cute song/MV from them. since i'm in cutesy mood at their cutesy loving bond.

If you're not into cutesy...you can check out the link above for their other songs...they have Crash/Flying Up/Big Change(strong beats/rock/hiphop), Icarus/Broken Heart(ballads), Step by Step/Luv U(typical catchy kpop beats)

And their live perfs are always so amazing.

I really want them to at least make one comeback together again n have proper closure if i can't have continuation...bcuz as a fan i feel cheated (not by them, they might feel cheated too)...the company put them into endless hiatus...letting them go into army one after another...probly until their contract end or until the company just disappeared without a word...they're left hanging there...and not like they have the popularity to make other companies take them as Battle. afterwards...they all pursued their own paths...whether getting into acting n theatres, singing, modelling(the tall members are really tall anyway), going to Japan n China to try their luck there, or going back to US to complete studies in maknae's case. But stil....one thing remains...and that is this, their heartwarming bond that have yet to change eversince their first meeting as rivals back in 2005 during Battle Shinhwa audition competition days...and later becoming group members from 2006 until now...

and to end this(again? not ended yet?)

During their latest anniversary...

(Other than Chris posting the Hey Yo fangirling session as posted up there....)

Kihyun posted this: https://www.instagram.com/p/BOG1zzFDtqS/ (i love his caption 'We love Destiny ><)

Hwichan posted this: https://www.instagram.com/p/BOFb9_XjJq3/ (an old pic, this was from their visit to Thailand...they're quite popular overseas back then compared to in SK i guess, getting invited to do show at China n Thailand...but not my country T^T)

As long as Battle members love being Battle...and love each other...i can keep loving them fully as my #1.

Actually, maybe even when they don't...i might still be able to do it.

But i'm thankful they're making it a much more beautiful feeling to keep loving n rooting for them.

A happy Destiny signing out. 

(wow...when's the last time i refer to myself as fandom though....that sure feels awkward...considering how i hate being in fandoms...but didn't i say it before...that i want to be in this fandom forever? (or maybe, realistically...for as long as  care abt anything kpop/entertainment)

ugh...cheesy much.

/runs out in horrying embarrassment/