It didn't take me long to come to this decision, but it's taken me awhile to write this blog…

I've decided to stay, because, very simply, you matter to me. The friendships I've built here are more important than the things that have upset me, so I won't leave, but I am going to be making a few changes.

My life is a bit of a mess right now. I'm currently stuck in an awful living situation, but because of my health problems I have no way right now to financially support myself and get away from it. I can't even begin to say how awful it is to be stuck in a situation where I have no say in who lives with me and what goes on in my own house*. Though it would be really difficult to live on my own because of my health stuff**, I'd like to be able to have the option to if I needed to so that I never get stuck in a situation like this ever again. To be able to do that I have to be able to completely support myself financially again. So I'm going to be spending a lot of my time right now on studying writing (not just grammar and punctuation and the mechanics of writing, but also all the other things that go into writing a novel like world building, character development, pov, etc.) and working on some boyxgirl (EXOxOC) stories.

I'll still occasionally work on some boyxboy stuff (I can't give it up completely because I love it, and baekyeol, too much), but for right now my main focus needs to be on writing things I'll be able to publish eventually.

I've started two account to do this:

EmbersFalling here on AFF for the EXOxOC fanfiction versions of what I'll be writing.

And EAHale on wattpad for the novel versions.

(If you let me know you are one of my OnceUponAnEXO friends from AFF then I will follow you back!)

I'll completely understand if anyone doesn't want to follow them, or continue to support my writing (I know a lot of boyxboy readers don't like oc fics) since I'm making such a huge change, but I thought I'd let you know and give you guys the option to if you want.

I've really missed talking with everyone (╥_╥) and blogging (and being my fluffy, ridiculous self *sigh*) so I'm also going to make an effort to do both more often.

I hope you all are doing well and had a good Christmas if you celebrate it! And Happy New Year!!!!

Love you guys ( ⌒_⌒)-♡

Miso

Oh, and also (^ᴗ^;) I had been working on a fluffy, fake dating, baekyeol oneshot for Christmas, but then some things happened and I got too sick to finish it on time ( ⌣̀_⌣́) Sooooo… would you guys like me to finish it and post it even though the holiday has passed, or save it for next year?

*I live with my parents because of my health problems. A while ago, they let my brother and his family move in with us because they were having financial trouble (mostly of their own making), and basically they have made my life a living hell since then.

**One of the illnesses I suffer from, called Multiple Chemical Sensitivity or MCS, causes me to have severe allergic reactions to tons of things (in the air as well as coming into contact with them). These allergic reactions are the type that cause throat swelling and trouble breathing and can be life threatening. Because of that, I only leave my house for doctors visits that can't be done over the phone. So basically, I have to rely on other people to do anything that requires leaving the house.