//// what are you like? ////
character traits
Positive: Competitive, Fast learner, Brutally honest, Protective, Fearless, Wise
NEUTRAL: A little bit OC, Sappy, Unpredictable
Negative: Bossy, Cunning, Lazy, No patience, Perfectionist, Savage, Slacks, Secretive, Stubborn
elaboration
► Thoughts are faster than words, yet Aegi's mouth is in sync with her brain. Years ago, she speaks very bluntly, not minding if it wounded someone's heart as long as she has expressed her thoughts. But now, she still speks very bluntly, but makes sure the other woudn'tbe offended that much. She being brutally honest had made her quite a troublemaker, yet she's still adored for speaking honestly. She still can lie (she's best on being deceiving and manipulating others), but the only time she coudn't was whenever her body resist it, and it only occurs whenever her father, or whomever she has been attached lately is with her. Her sassy and teasing attittude makes everyone snicker due to her playfulness (and she'll only tease you when she's fond or close with you), and having that brain and mouth means either providing cure or toxic to someone. And her very much opinionated brain doesn't give a to fight back and double the diss she received.
► Two way mirror. It's really hard to decipher someone whose brain is the same as Aegi. She's really unpredictable, and her choice of emotions her face was showing leads everyone to misjudge her soft personality. She was once a pure, transparent child. Yet, seeing her father suffering and being played by everyone, she builds up a facade, mastering the art of be-intimidated-you-peasant aura. Still, if someone tried to look at the other side of the mirror, a fragile bear that needs to be taken of will be visible. And it was the people around her that could only notice her weaknesses, if only they took time on knowing her rather than judging her.
► Coconut. Hard on the outside but naturally sweat on the inside. She cares about others, even it is not obvious, especially her members because what she had done on the past still hunts her. She doesn't want her loved ones suffer so she'll do anything just to help them but in a more secretive and suntle way.
► Action speaks louder than words. Due to that incident, she's now much more afraid to hurt other's feelings and she really, really has problems on saying her feelings. She's not very showy or wordy to broadcast her feelings but rather, she's quite touchy, using her body language to show her appreciation or emotion. And hugging is the most used body language of all times.
► Nevermind. It was her motto, making sure she was not affected by other's opinion. Even she was called thick-faced, lazy, trouble child, she grew accustomed to it, thinking that she's still the one controling her life and will never allow anyone restrain her. Also, HYYH's intro, Nevermind, really depicted her life and her struggles. Many thought it was about Yoongi's life but no, it was also based on her experiences as she struggles to make her family rise again from those people eyeing her as her family's bad luck.
►Perfect. She wants everything to be perfectly fine and smooth, which leads her to procrastinate and wait for time her brain works. Slowly but surely she says, but when the due time is near (like a project to be passed tomorrow or a new composition to be evaluated later on), her mind magically works producing a masterpiece. She often brags that cramming is what she's best, yet when she's not contented the way things go, she'll stop and sleep, hoping her motivation to come by as soon as she wakes up.
►She's not what everyone thinks. They think she's lazy because she sleeps almost every hour (or everytime there's a chance). But what they didn't know is that she suffers from insomnia in which she didn't seek medical attention anymore because she enjoys training and working by night, which causes her to be lethargic by morning. And she doesn't makes effort if not needed, saying that what she hates the most is tiring her body for useless activties. Also, her serious/blank facade is just an act to intimidate others because she knows she's not very good at approaching and entertaining other people and also for others to not look down on her, and the fact that she knows she can hurt anyone because of her sharp toungue, she chooses to keep quiet to avoid further problem. But once she's attached to the person, she'll be really touchy (hugging arms, hugging the wist, hugging the neck, hugging galore) and her hidden aegyo can be seen if her authoritative powers isn't working anymore.
► Wise and cunning. She's proud of learning the ways of being being a good conman-woman-whatever, stating that not once in her life she was robbed, tricked or scammed (she's not saying that she has robbed someone, however she learned that adding some "exagerated additional facts" while doing some sales talk won't hurt, right?) and her skill comes in handy when her friends are being in trouble. And being wise, her reasoning is really good that she can get out or anyone of the trouble like an educated lawyer proving her point with evidences. Because of this, she became the representative of the trainees if they have some points they want to say to the PD or to their trainers. When it comes to games, there's always two result, 1) She'll win 2)She'll not win, but will never lose. Why? Because of her amazing cheating tactics and she can slip out of the punishment and will snicker while watching the others suffer.
► Head but not a leader. Everyone (even she) thought she'll be the leader, mainly because of her age and her training period. But Bang PDnim knows she can't handle overwhelming stress, and she's a little bit emotional and panicky when times like some emergency happened. He sees she can order around and others will submit to her authority, yet he knows she'll not be able to lead the group well that she'll only be a good moderator. And that fact (and because of her stubborness and poor anger management) lead to a discussion, making her on the edge of being chosen in the line-up due to her messed-up attitude.
► Lazyness level. She's quite diligent for someone who's lazy, but then she'll only do something that's easy, fast or will surely make her benefit. She'sll boss around, making others do her works (e.g. cleaning) using any means. You can't just trust her when she said she'll do it later. Bacause later n her vocabulary means tomorrow of even never.
► Crazy. Scandals are at the number one spot that an idol or a trainee should avoid. But Aegi? She loved having those and fooling other people with it. Her scandals about she and Yoongi dating has been around since trainee era, and she enjoys watching some trainees who where an avid fan of Yoongi (she still can't balieve that the grumpy boy is famouse with girls, but since Yoongi doesn't want those attention, she did him a favor) grow jealous with her. Once a news site (ahem dispatch) rumored she dating Jimin even though they just went home to busan together to visit their families. And when it was revealed, the fans were surprised and just laughed it out, knowing Aegi isn't interested on any men that isn't of the level of her father.
► Busan Yeoja. Growing up without her mother's guidance, she grew up adoring the manliness of her father, and being surrounded by only male friends, she's a little bit tomboy in mannerism that makes fans call her 'hyung' 'oppa'. and 'appa'. She believes she's even manlier than some trainees, making her Jimin (busan namja and the muscle man in bangtan) tease for a wrestling fight (which she unbelievably won, hiding the fact that she cheats and Jimin tolerates it) and boosted her ego much more. She fears noting, just don't let her watch horror movie then left her alone in the night.
background
► Having her mother die out of complication after giving birth, her family was dubbed as "Unlucky" due to the fact that her father and her mother was siblings in law (her grandparents once run a cooperative for their farm business when Choi Yeong Gi, the baby boy they've found by the front of the Choi household came to their lives). Her father was adopted while her mother is the only offsping of her grand parents. As their daughter died, instances such as their field was destroyed by a storm which causes their cooperative to fail happened simultaneously, making them sell it to have fund after the costly funeral. Her father was forced to work as a nurse on Seoul, making her grow up with her grand parents. But she didn't feel incomplete, rather, she's contended having her father see him every weekends. She's very much contented hacing her father by herside and treasure him the most since her mother was gone and he was only the parent she has. She was pampered by her grandfather for he sees his little daughter through her shile she was detained by her grandmother, also remembering her child, but too afraid to lose Aegi because she still blames herself for her child's death. Everyday she'll woke up to go to school and go back to her house– home. Her life was simple, consisting of her grandfather dancing with her when their favorite trot song was playing, her grandmother scolding her for being lazy and boyish, her father lulling her to sleep with his voice using their telephone. It was basic, but she doesn't ask for more.
►But life's hard and with a young age, she learned how the world workscruelly. She saw how her grandparents was scammed, making them in debt of loan sharks. She saw how the loan sharks torment her grandparent unknown by her father, pushing her to work after school. She learned to sell things, exagerate her product's effects a little to make a living, give flyers with falsehopes, helping her teachers (of course with payment), tutor others, joining some contests with money as prize. For a lazy, lethagic child that always sleeps at detention room for being caught sleeping and eating on a subject, she's quite diligent.
One time she competes on a contest and comes home late yet smiling for bagging the 1st place prize in singing when a running person come out of their small house. She was too shocked to absorb the fact that they were robbed, but her grandparents doesn't look like they're minding it. They were even relieved that Aegi wasn't there at the moment (because they knew their grand daughter –who's infamous of beating up some boys that bullies another children– very well). And due to that fact she learned that she's the only capable one of protecting the house, her insomnia starts to trigger because of the anxiety and need to protect her loved ones. By 12 years old, she swore that she'll work more harder to prove to anyone that they'll rise once more, that they'll not be robbed nor tormented by the loan sharks with their highly secured house in Seoul that she'll build up in the future.
► It was when she was visiting her father to the hospital in Seoul to let him sign her A+ marked card when she happends to stumble on some karaoke shop (which gives prize to those who can beat the record of 98). Using her skills to pretend as a worthy buyer, she tried it for free, not knowing a reprsentative from bighit, a newly established company, was hearing her not-so-trained but pure vocals. She then ask her to sing for her in condition that she'll be paid if ever she passed makes her agree in an instant. And there, as she learned that she passed, she can already feel that she's near to her dreams.
► Her father strongly disagrees, saying that she's too young to go on a training that's not even guaranteed. Also, he said that he'll have to stay to Canada in order for their family to pay the debt that's been accumulating due to his lack of income. She cries, very, very hard, thinking it will make her father stop from moving to a very far coutry and hoping that it'll remove the shock and the pain her heart was bearing all along. But learning that her crying will never stop her father from leaving stabs her to the harsh reality that emotions aren't that powerful, that emotions can only be a nuisance and complicates her severely complicated life. That in reality, it was only the person that can control his or her life that no one can control it if the person resists. After her father's departure, she went back to the company to start her training.
relationships
FAMILY
► Father | Choi Yeong Gi | 48 | Nurse | 9/10
They are close– he's the only parent Aegi has. She doesn't feel incomplete, though. Having her Eommappa by her side even he only comes home every weekends is perfect for her. They were really close, but as he went to Canada and Aegi started her illegal training, they drift away, making Aegi a little bit secretive over her life as they talk to each other every between 9 to 12 in the evening through their phones. twice a week. Her father only comes home once because of their medical mission issued by the hospital because a trip to Korea was expensive. Yet, as her father tells her that his savings were enough for him to come home, she makes it a fuel to quicken her debut to make her father come home with her daughter be able to make him feel proud.
► Mother | Choi Ae Cha | 45 | deceased | -/10
Whenever she's alone, Aegi will speak to the locket with her mother's picture, chatting to her like she's going to answer. It feels weird (that's why she does it alone), but she feels like her mother is watching from the heavens and reaches her to calm her troubling heart.
► Grand Parents | Choi Beom Seok & Lee Myung hee | 69 & 67 | 8/10
She fears her grandmother while she adores her grandfather. She was spoiled by his grandpa actually, and her grandmother's blunt words were the ones that keep her in the reality that they were not well-off and everyone needs to work to continue living. She's thankful that she learns everything on the early age, but she's more thankful to her grandpa who teaches him the secret to be able to sleep in less that a minute. It was her grand ma who always drag her to karaoke stations and her grandpa to dance with her everytime the radio is playing making her interest in music started.
FRIENDS
► Friend | Kim Namjoon / Rapmon | 22 | 9/10
If only he's a girl, she might be her best friend for life. It is Namjoon who approached her, both of them being 15 years old, too young for this harsh world. She mistaken Namjoon as someone older than her, then as they realize their quite same aged(she's even older by months), honorifis were dropped down and they talk about everything, more on music. He was the person she had open up, and Namjoon's open and rational mind made her at ease and comfortable to speak her problems and rants. She was amazed by his rapping skills, which later on he becomes her mentor on things about music, rapping, and learning english.
► Friend | Min Yoongi / Suga | 23 | 9/10
Having the same attitude and principles, they become close, even mistaken dating. Every night, when her insomnia strikes, she'll always go to the music room and watch Yoongi make his music quietly. Havng mutual understanding, they can commnucate even without having three worded sentence. She sometimes get learnings and lectures, making her being introduced to the world of composing. The three, being ne of the most earliest trainees, always go outside to eat, but sometimes Aegi uses her skills to force beg Yoongi to eat outside in the middle of late night, thus rumors circulates the two dating which she laughs and pokes joke with the two. Yet, she sees Yoongi as her father in Bighit (not only because of the little similaroties with their names) but because Yoongi's the only one who can scold her.
► Friends | BTS Trainees (Supreme Boi, Kidoh, current Bangtan) | 3-6/10
They're not that real close, but since she witnessed BTS changing line-up, it is normal to be friends with those boys. For composing she goes to Dinghyuk(Supreme Boi) for help, and sometimes for training she asks BTS dancer line for help. Jimin and Jungkook, both from Busan like her, makes her feel home (because of their Satooris). She looks for the younger ones, being a noona, and she's their trainee sunbaenim, afterall.
► Friends | GODDESS members | 7-10/10
At first, they aren't that close. Why, is because of the competition. But after their conflicts with each other were solved, she's much more close to them, having (GENIUS) during composing, (THE MATURE ONE) as her 'other half', (MAKNAE) as her baby, and other members as her sunshine. Yep, she's their strong yet sleepy father that makes their group a complete family.
RIVAL
► Friend | Hwang Eun Bi / SinB | 18 | 8/10
They're really not those rivals that go intense with each other. Truthfully, she sees Eunbi as her little sister, yet due to the unsureness of debuting, she tries hard to beat or even match the dancing machine. Yet, the moment she knows she'll be able to beat the girl, Eunbi eventually left and go to Source Music where she becames part of the renowned group GFriend with Jung Eunbi, or Eunha, Making her think that tiring herself due to a childish competition is worthless.
► Friend | Jung Eun Bi / Eunha | 19 | 8/10
Her another dongsaeng and once a dormmate. She misses her chubby cheeks that she's always pinching. The trio are quite close (due to the fact that the two are both beagels and annoys her by making her smile or laugh) but of course, competition and thirst to debut also made her think that Eunha will be the one she needs to battle for the lead vocal position, yet as the two transfered to other comany and debuts, she really feels frustrated and depressed.
► Friend | The Mature One | -- | 10/10
For her, she's her rival. The moment she saw her, her insides quickly tells her that she's the one she's been waiting to go all out with. But then, her rapping skills made her inferior for the first time, and the moment it's been announced that the leader would be her, Aegi just coudn't take it and spits harshful words that every trainees also became victim. And it was also the first the CEO told her her weaknesses and every flaws she stubbornly denies, making her being scolded but her trainors and her best friends, Namjoon and Yoongi, for her abrasive attitude. And after the time Jin talked to her, she realises everything she has done and begs forgiveness to her friends, most especially to her members. And being the mature one, the leader forgives her wholeheartedly and Aegi vowed to stay by herside as (The Mature One) will be the one whom Aegi tell her problems. Since then, they became BFF's for life.
trivIa
► Likes
➵Sleeping
➵Nagging/Commanding
➵Small animals
➵Hugging
➵Someone cooking for her
➵Winning
► Dislikes
➵Waking up
➵Being nagged
➵Skimpy clothes
➵Doing household chores
➵Noise
➵Feeling hot
➵Being wrong
➵Unable to speak up/prove her point
➵Losing
► Facts
➵She has insomnia
➵Prefers night over day
➵Tends to go solo when practicing
➵Procrastinating and cramming is her specialty
➵Severe case of walking and talking in sleep
➵She once walked on her sleep then finds herself hugging the maknae on the maknae's bed. Since then, the leader needs to assure Aegi not walking and make her way outside or to the slippery bathroom.
➵One time she fell asleep on the practice room, and when Seokjin found her lying on the ground and told her to sleep on the couch, she instantly grabbed his arm and hug him thinking it was just a dream. Since then she can't have a proper conversation with him without making her ears glow red
➵When she's starving severely, she ends up losing appetite that causes her one time to be confined and in the brink of ulcer. Since then, the company manages to feed her every 4 hours.
➵Being the lawbreaker she is, she eats anytime of the day without the management knowing. All thanks to her fast metabolism she was never caught.
➵She pukes everything when in anxiety/thinking too hard
➵Her favorite stretching is when she's lying/sleeping
➵Once she closes her eyes, no one can stop her from sleeping (either she's sitting, leaning or even standing)
➵She fears her grandmother more than Bang PD
➵She always proclaims that her father (who's good at cooking, singing, taking care, being a mother, father and friend at the same time) is her ideal type
➵Also known as Bighit's daughter and Bighit's TERROR ajjuma
➵Her cheating and manipulating skills can make her a good conwoman. Thankfully, her skill is useful only in times her friends are being tricked or the younger members wants something from the company
➵It is not she seldom smilesㅡ people seldom see her smile
➵She has her own body language (e.g. hugging=how are you? | putting her chin to someone's shoulder=what are you doing? | open-closing fast while eyes are roaming=I'm hungry where's the food?)
➵Self proclaimed first fan of BTS (But refuses to buy tickets)(Also using her skills to force Namjoon to give her tickets for free)
➵Really, really thrifty. She'll use her bike instead of paying a taxi (Or just force hey members to pay for her when she's really lazy)
► Habits
➵Going to Yoongi and bother watch him as he composes or do music when her insomnia strikes(But after the scolding event, Seokjin makes food and makes sure she'll sleep on a comfortable place, either on the training room's couch or walk her to her dorm)
➵Stutters and couldn't look at Seokjin someone's eyes whom she finds perfectly cute, abnormally adorable and ethereal looking
➵Biting, tapping or her lips when thinking deeply unconciously
➵Stares to nowhere
➵Using her right sweater cuff to wipe her tears when crying
➵She's usually stoic, yet when singing or doing music, all emotions that she has been kept rushes outside through her body, having the habit to smile as she opens her eyes at the end of every song.
➵Smirks when someone is wrong or whenever thinking/planning something very, very bad
➵Aegyo (and she can't even notice it)
➵Smirking
➵Talking to herself (and/or to her mother)
► Hobbies
➵Sleeping
➵Practicing at night
➵Writing lyrics
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