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So I`ve noticed lately that I like to RANT.  & I mean, like seriously LONG rants. I tend to go on forever when I start typing on whether it be someone`s wall, comment, message, etc.

I`ve once sent a very casual fangirl message to my friend...that was beyond 10 paragraphs long -.-

...I thought I just went a bit overboard.

SO ANYHOW. That`s besides the point here. The point I`m trying to make right now is that I`ve always thought blogging would be fun. No matter if I had readers, listeners, fangirls, weirdos, whoever it may be reading them, I thought it`ll help me release my inner self and my emotions.

SO. With that established, I think I might start with a self-introduction :D

...Joking. Go read my profile if you want that :)

So my blogs, that is, if I decide to continue would be completely random. Random includes things like me ranting about my life, me fangirling-spazzing all over the place, my kpop theories and thoughts, to things like me just being a fanfiction writer :)

Uh huh ^____^

Okay, so today, I wanted to discuss/explain my history of my fandom. I don`t know about you, but my fandom has gone everywhere in Asia possible LOL. Typically, I completely OBSESS. I mean OBSESS over a group for on average a year(:

So let`s begin this journey, shall we? ~~

I think I was never obsessed about anything until only a few years ago, but in term of 'like' , my first drama was Meteor Garden, which I watched in 2005 and I was just like totally into that.

While I was into Meteor Garden, I was still the otaku & anime freak I was, but YEAH. That`s not important, is it? Before I knew it, I started to engulf myself in more Taiwanese dramas.

From that.

My first boyband obsession rolled along(:

Before I tell you guys about that. I`ve gotta say, I already cutted out a part of my 'fandom' which was the Taiwanese female singer phase(s), which includes like S.H.E , Jolin Tsai, Cyndi Wang, Angela Zhang and etc. I never really thought I exactly liked them anyways xD Just I listened to the song for a week or two, Got over them preeeeetty quick~

SO. My first boyband obsession was Fahrenheit. Yes, Fei Lun Hai(: Gosh, I remember. I was 11 when I got into them & with the 11 year old mind I had, I was like freaking out, " What the hell is happening to me?! I`m liking guys?!?! " Yes, when I was 11, I freaked out about liking-acknowledging cute guys. So innocent LOL.

From there, which was in...2006-2007-ish, I started to engulf myself into fandom and slowly transform into the complete fangirl I am today. I started to watch more of their dramas, variety shows (I discovered the beauty of variety shows), and etc.

By 2007, I was a complete fan of Arron Yan. He`s still so cute haha~ xD I completely loved his voice and just thought he was just SO cute ~ LOL.

SO I spazzed (not exactly the right term, but whattheheck :) over Fahrenheit for almost two years, falling in and out here and there, but managed to be their fan for a while.

BUT the problem with them was that I never actually liked all the members and they go on random hiatus while preparing for their albums and do nothing at all. It was pretty hard for me to still keep fangirling when nothing new was coming out.

BUT. I soon found my new source (:

Just then, I thought I might start fresh in a different country`s entertainment. & so, I picked Japan. I began by watching Japanese dramas since I had decent understandings of Japanese from my previous anime-watching.

I watched Hana Yori Dango (loved it) & then watched Hana Kimi. Now because of that, another celebrity crush formed from that(:

Can you guess? x) LOL. Well, it was Oguri Shun. I absolutely loved him in HYD as Rui. Just freakin` beautiful and hot~ xD Except that lasted...maybe 2 weeks and I realized I needed more knowledge on Japanese idols.

And somehow somehow~ I like to say its fate <3 I stumbled upon a picture of this man named Kamenashi Kazuya. Gosh, I have no idea why back then but I was just...amazed? By that picture. I was just like, " Wow, he is HOT." I soon found out his name was Kamenashi Kazuya & I watched Nobuta Wo Produce right after that.

I swear. I fell in love. ~~ Before long, my fangirl skills started to speed up and I researched (you all know you do it when you want more of an idol) all about Kame. I found out about KAT-TUN, JE, and whatnots(:

I watched all his dramas in no time. ( Yes, I literally spent a day watching Tatta Hitotsu no Koi & I promise, that is still my favorite drama of the 50 billions I`ve watched ).

Anyways. You have no idea. I found everything possibly related to Kame and like I watched all of their concert DVD`s, all his dramas, saved over 500 pictures of him on my computer, memorized their history of albums/songs, and whatnot(:

I felt like a true fangirl && truly obsessed for the first time. I don`t even want to go on and say how scarily obsessed I was LOL But no, not to a point that I was like one of the crazy netizens in Korea. Haha~ xD Not THAT far(:

Anyways, I also need to mention. In between the Kame-era fandom, I also liked other JE idols, Johnny Juniors and etc. Overall, I think I could`ve been considered a JE-fandom in general. Even now, today, I still know all about JE. With my cousin, I like to refer to ourselves as the 'Walking Encyclopedia's of JE LOL.

Not to brag or anything x)

& I still LOVE Kame up to today, my longest fandom yet. It`s just. This MAN is SO PERFECT O: But this Kame fandom was scary, my Kpop phase (still in it) is just as scary. LOL

So its Fall of 2009 and something obviously happened in JE since it completely slowed down and nothing new was really happening, I found myself starting to get into Kpop. I blame my friends. They got me started to listen to Korean music & yeah, I partially listened to them because well, my crush was a Kpop fan xD

So my first Korean song was actually Haru Haru by Big Bang. It was actually better than I thought. Because before I knew Korean stuff, I thought the language and all was REALLY weird, so I never really bothered trying it. xD

But yeah, I started to download random Korean songs (I have over 200 now on my mp3, don`t ask me how). I think my first Kpop crush though it was minor was JaeJoong. He was too beautiful to ignore and his voice was just amazing. I liked DBSK for a good two weeks, though never really obsessed into them.

Then somehow. My newest obsession began. ke ke ke -intense music-

SHINee managed to catch my attention. now you see, I was a KAT-TUN fan and KAT-TUN...they`re actually KNOWN for not EVER dancing in sync (: & when I watched Replay. I just WOW-ed at it. just WOW. They`re amazing dancers LOL. I didn`t know what Replay meant, but it was really catchy and just kept...replaying it~ oh yeahhh~

So I started to like SHINee and all, so I had to pick a favorite-bias member. You know you all do it (;

I began to try. TRY. to figure out their faces though it was kinda hard. I used to mix up Onew with Key. Idk how, but yes. Initially, I was a TaeMin-bias. Idk, he was closest to my age and his smile in Replay was just ADORABLE.

So there I was, trying to be a TaeMin-fangirl when I realized I didn`t really like him alot...o.O Oddly enough, a certain someone`s voice was seriously growing on me.

Ha, you guessed it. Kim JongHyun

Long story short, I love JongHyun<3 Before I knew it, I totally ditched my TaeMin-bias for JongHyun as I found out more and more about this boy. I saw how amazingly ii he can be and how adorkable he can be. I heard his voice, it can send chills down the spine and it could just melt you.

SOOO. JongHyun is one of my biggest obsessions yet. I write about him in every single one of my fanfics & seriously. GAH @__@

I`d continue with my reasons why JongHyun is amazing, but thats besides the point.

&& of course, from SHINee, I dwelled myself into Kpop. COMPLETELY (:

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YES~ And this completes my fandom journey. I apologize for it being so boring >___<

But this is my first blog~ This is Tracy & I hope you read my fanfics!~ :D