Please join this JongHyun support group on facebook. Although our Kim JongHyun himself will probably never see this in person (seeing that SM probably blocked internet for SHINee), its one of the only things in my power I can do to make myself feel a bit better.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Shawol-Blingers-Support-Our-Kim-JongHyun-No-Matter-What/172906166057968

I wish I can go up and to him and say this calmly to his face, " JongHyun-oppa, you don`t owe SHINee Worlds any kind of apology. You owe yourself an apology. Stop being so hard on yourself because you know. . . true fans only cried because they were worried about you, but never stopped cheering, loving, and caring about you. It`s just that the last thing we want to see, hear, and live with is a sad and hurt JongHyun "

Sadly though, As much as I wish the voices of international fans can be heard by the idol we love half way across the globe, anything I do isn`t going to have much signficance. I can`t even call myself a true fan . . . fail x_x

-sigh- Kim JongHyun, you win. you`ve taken over my life ~ seriously, this is killllling me . . .