ENFP, Free-spirit, Curious, Observant, Friendly, Creative, Adaptable, Inspiring, Open-minded

Ambivert,  Emotional, Sensitive, Selfless, Perfectionist, Independant, Idealistic, Not Practical

“No matter what people tell you, words and ideas can change the world.”

Dori is imaginative and open-minded, seeing all things as part of a big, mysterious puzzle called life and always looking for a deeper meaning to everything. She is warm and enthusiastic, living in a world full of possibilities and can become very passionate and excited about things. Her enthusiasm lends her the ability to inspire and motivate others, always making it her mission to bring out the best in others. She's a natural people-pleaser, but thankfully has already balanced the need to be true to herself and her need for acceptance from others, making her very well-liked by most of her peers. She tries to understand others and resembles a 'chameleon' in how she changes her way of speech and actions in order to achieve a satisfying conversation with other people. This, though doesn't mean that she is 'fake' or 'pretentious' as Dori truly finds herself most satisfied when other people are. Dori however, also has her own moments where she wishes to spend some time alone, shocking most people to how calm and peaceful she could get at times. She values deep conversations compared to shallow ones. That's why even though she gets along well with almost everyone, she keeps only those who matter close to her heart.

"I want so much that is not here and do not know where to go."

It is actually very easy to cause emotional turmoil in Dori, especially when addressing a part of herself that she is either very proud of in a negative way, or addressing the parts that she's very insecure about. The reason is because she is already aware of this, or doesn't feel accepted, and it's like rubbing salt into a wound or denying her the right to be herself. Dori is unlikely to go push other peoples buttons like that, and will most of the time feel really guilty and  apologize for it. For that reason, she can overreact when someone  point out her flaws or what she perceive to be a personal attack in any case, as she would never cause anyone willingly that kind of harm.  She is a perfectionist and hates to admit any mistake she makes; this causes her to stick along to bad situations longer than she should have. She believes anything is possible to be done as long you put effort into it, making her blame herself for not putting enough effort when she faces with failure.She also loathes being micromanaged and restrained by heavy-handed rules, wanting to be seen as independant of her own self. If you ever want her to rebel against everything you say, just tell her what to do. I dare you. Look down on Dori, shake your head disapprovingly and tell her that she's not being 'proper'. I promise you, the reaction will be worth it. I'm just not sure you'll be able to handle it. She isn't one to do well under any authority.

"The wildside of the world found and consumed me, and then spat me out in fear of my mad point of views."

Dori was content with her life until she started messing up just recently this year.

She knew she was smart and it was possible to do anything just as long as she put her mind to it, so something was definitely wrong when she realized she was struggling in school. Procrastination became her worst enemy and she had to hand in almost all of her homeworks late compared to everyone else. The enthusiastic and energetic self was soon replaced by a tired and exhausted student. She hated the fact that there was no one else to blame but herself when it came to her results and homeworks.

She honestly hated school, but she still wanted education. Everyday was a struggle for her to balance her time as she found herself biting more than she could chew with her commitments. Plus lately, she wasn't feeling like herself anymore. Well, she still acts like herself but she can't get the thought of her messing up her whole life out of her head. Not to mention, the little things she used to enjoy are no longer appealing to her. Nara has noticed her unusual personality but chose to not mention it anymore as Dori requested privacy when asked previously. Truth is, Dori doesn't want other people to know her thoughts and her weaknesses, she wants to figure things out by herself and quickly cover up whatever mistake she had made. She's honestly very embarrassed when people start to notice how her grades are dropping so very badly and how teachers have to always chase after her for late assignments. She's a good student who likes to learn but it just seems as if she could never catch up with her current studies, there are just so many subjects to care about! Everything seems to come at her at once and it's really overwhelming, even for her.

She seriously feels unsuited for schooling environment but since everyone is doing pretty alright, she couldn't just give up and call it quits just like that. Plus, when she told her parents about her thoughts on hommeschool, they simply started talking about how other kids in public schools could manage and how she should be able to manage as well. The fact that her parents compared her to other people hit her womanly pride real hard. So, she endured and continued to struggle with school, hoping that she could actually reach the point where she finally get her life straight. Until that time comes, she'll continue to drag herself to go through a never-ending cycle of exhaustation.

“I won't let schooling interfere with my education. It's okay, I shall either find a way or make one."