OHMYGOD

yesterday my friend told me she was upset because of a vkook angst fic on ao3 "Meet Me After Dark"  there's 15 chapters and 58k words

so like jungkook is a footbal player (american football) and Taehyung is a tennis player and the two teams hate each other and their both captains

and....

just...if you haven't read it..

-----STOP READING RIGHT NOW!!!!!-------

cause spoilers

ANYWAY

the first couple of chapters were cute af and i'm starting chapter 6 tonight and omfg

like 2 chapters ago (i think) taehyung was like 'jungkook babe we should talk' because jungkook is out yet and the rivalry 

and jungkook gets to taehyung's dorm late and taehyung is asleep so they cuddle and fall asleep and like they haven't been able to do that in awhile because they're so cautious about being caught

but like

the next morning (chapter) they play fight and are just so gd cute omfg relationship goals

but later that night jungkook comes over again so they can talk and taehyung is mad at jungkook for something he did in class

so they have this fight and taehyung blurts out how upset he is that their relationship is hidden and he wants them to be out 

and jungkook is like, being a head

sayin like why would i do that? i could lose so much and i'm over here screaming like

BUT YOU'RE GONNA LOSE TAEHYUNG

and jungkook is like why can't you see i just can't do that

and V is my bias so i side with him (also cause they've been dating for 2 yrs it's time to stop hidding)

YOURE JUST BEING A COWARD JUNGKOOK

plz, you've said so many times how you want to show taehyung off and be with him openly and end the stupid rivarly between the two teams

and ur family, jungkook. if they can't except you they don't deserve u

plus....YOU COULD ALWAYS JUST START A FAMILY WITH TAEHYUNG

and jungkook calls taehyung selfish, which he's kinda being

more fighting

then they're like "why don't we just break up now?"

and i'm like

are you thick????!but also taehyung deserves better but jungkook is..almost..perfect for him??so confused on my emotions

and taehyung just runs into his bedroom, takes EVERYTHING jungkook has ever given him or left behind and gives it to jungkook

then jungkook just ing leaves like a hoe

and taehyung starts crying

then...

a knock on the door

and all of taehyungs things from jungkooks dorm, all of his gifts to him, are right there in front of his door

how ed up man

but what's worse is that jungkook 'accidently' put one of his own sweaters there so taehyung is like oh i gotta return this

so he spends the whole night crying and looking at old memories thinking what could have been

but yeah.....

i mean i understand why jungkook can't come out but i want him to come out???? for taehyung

and also

JUST REALIZE TAEHYUNG IS SO AMAZING AND DO SOMETHING FOR HIM

NO MONEY

JUST FEELINGS

JUNGKOOK, BOY

FIX THIS!!

but i'm super excited to see what will happen in the next chapters, i'm finishing it tonight, idc if i go to bed at 3 am, i will finish this tonight and scream at my friend