If you want to call it a life update

Hello, all of you~

What should I say. Things are a little bit chaotic at the moment, but it seems like this is life.

Rei and I are sooo damn busy at the moment, I have to work a lot (no real deal, though, my workplace is awesome - hopefully the next one will be like this as well) and Rei as well, and then we have to study a lot and finish assignments etc. The time to write seems to be a little short lately, but we planned a new fanfiction... Bigbang once again, a Werewolf AU and if we can do it, it will be a very long story. We will try to write several prequels to get into the flow and time, AUs need some good planning, huh~

Besides of that Bigbang had their 10th anniversary two days ago and the most fabulous concert on earth yesterday and I'm literally heartbroken because they are just so damn perfect. I can marvel over the fact that Rei chose Seungri babe as her bias foreeeeveeeerrrr and ever. So precious!! And I'm more than relieved that she ING FINALLY has a new favorite band with all ups and downs, tears, heartache and, most important, all the love in the world. I think it's ages ago since we last bought so many CDs in one go of one band.

I am still waiting for some of them to arrive, also some presents for Angel. Idk, something is off at the moment but I can't really grasp it so I wait a little and see what will happen next. I do always feel a little awkward when people are not talking to me, but I don't blame it on her, if she thinks it's better to stay silent for a while in order to avoid fights or whatever I don't really mind it.

What else is there to say... Rei and I are planning the Connichi, a German cosplay convention, our outfits and how we will get there. My work plan doesn't fit until now and I am not sure if I can change my shifts, otherwise I don't see another choice than being sick or something. Who wouldn't do that for important occasions? :'D

It's a litte hard to stay in contact with most of our friends at the moment, we try to write and so on, but somehow it's a little quiet right now. A friend that decided to turn their back on us because we hadn't had much time even went to another friend of theirs, I'd feel awkward as as said friend... It's not my decision, though, just that it's pathetic to leave and come to other friends instead of talking things through or whatever. It's not my choice and I am past the point of freaking out because it's so pitiful, I stick to waiting and seeing what will happen next. The only thing I learned is that there is always something to happen next.

I hope you all had a relaxed weekend! Stay as you are (^_-)*

- Kitty

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karina_kikii #1
kein problem:) lasst euch Zeit:) privates kommt als erstes:)
ibethesunnylee #2
K so I just re-read your about me section.. And now I feel like a giant asshat - I think when I read it the first time (after your first gri fic) I saw twin and thought sisters.. Now re-reading it's actually twin-couple, which I'm gathering like couple and not twin sisters - jesus- sorry please disregard all my blather in my rediculously long post...
On a side note tho- just watching somebody's uploaded copy of the 0to10 live stream from the other night on YouTube and I have to say DJ Ri in a wet, see through white tshirt is a blessing..
ibethesunnylee #3
I'm sad to hear of unhappiness/strife that you're suffering through. I hope it's not to much to bear, but something to grow from. You and Rei are sisters? Right? I don't have any sisters so regretfully I don't have any words of wisdom on remedying unwanted distance between you two, however I agree that space, time and understanding is likely what's needed.
I also am feeling a bit sad after watching the 0to10 concert (at 04:00 in the morning!) via naver V app. Something about having the credits roll without any encore stages really made me feel ...incomplete, maybe that's not the best way to describe it, but I was definitely crying sad tears and not happy tears at the end. Probably because the ending of Sober was unbearably sad and disappointing with the distance between GD and Ri (through the whole show but most pointedly during Sober). Although I have to say the concert was beyond amazing! Completely exceeded my expectations.
When my gri feelings are hurting I find myself re-reading Love me, Ri and Gotta Talk To You? ~ and then I don't feel so blue anymore ;)
Can't wait for your Warewolf AU (usually not my thing) but will anxiously wait for it -I have no doubt it will be awesome.

To both of you: stay close, life is short, you're only young and precious for such a short time -enjoy it.. And keep your chin(s) up. Fighting!
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#4
Ich Wünsch euch viel spass^^
Und Viel Glück mit den Geschenk(en?) für angel^^