It's all about me

The basics.

PERSONALITY TRAITS:

//+// strong, persistant, caring,intelligent, encouraging, nurturing, funny, trustworthy, confident with her skills 

//=// self relient, blunt, sweet, innocent, "unreadable face" (can't tell what she is thinking at times..runs in her family), 

//-// persistant, sensitive/self conscience at times, naive, unresponsive when deep in thought

PERSONALITY:

Hayun's personality is a bit onthe different side. She seems like a calm and indifferent person when it comes to how others think about her. The truth is, she is a shy girl. She likes to make friends but doesn't know how to start conversations which makes her seem uninterested. Because of this, she doesn't have much friends. The friends she does have and hang with know how she truely is.  She is shy yet outgoing when with those she trust and cares for. She is sensitive to most things including how others view her and their emotion they feel when with her. She is also tough. She has a tough front on with thick walls since in multiple instances through out school, was bullied. Her flaw back then was she trusted to easily. Since she has been working towards her future, something she is passionate about, she stood out as a young child. She was also bullied because of how she acted. She was innocent and although she always wanted to make friends, no one ever wanted to approach her. Others seemed to like her but since she was also an uljjang, they could never approach her because of an intimidating vibe she started giving off from being bullied. 

As she got older, more and more people began to dislike her because of the responces she'd give. Although a few people would confess to her, she would politely decline to them saying she wasn't interested in dating. To everyone who watched the confessions or heard about it from others, they started to have perseptions of Hayun. Some would end up saying she was stuck up since no  one interested her and her tone was nonchalant. Others though, thought it was admirable to still get confessions but try to politely turn others down even knowing what they'd say. She gained fans from everything she did and antifans as well. She started to build up walls from this and learned to only trust when it is earned. 

She has some trust issues from this since becoming her friend is tough. Although she can be blunt at times when others least expect it, she is truely a nice person. She does have some anxiety though before major things such as exams and  performances. At times she has stress where she overdoes things or not eat well (forget to eat) but the day of those events, she does her best to relax. 

She learned to stand up for her friends and herself..not caaring what others think of her now. When she dances though, it's a different story. She has graceful movements and is always confident even if she does a step or two wrong. She gives her all in anything she does, whether it be dance, school or work. Although at times of weakness, she does want to break down but keeps going knowing it'll eventually pass. She has a tendence though on collapsing from her persistance and perfection to what she wants to achieve but again, she is doing what makes her happy in the end. That always makes her smile seeing it all become worth it.  

BACKGROUND: 

Hayun was a normal girl who loved to play with dolls and dress up in girly and frilly clothing. She is the 1st born of her family of three children. Her mother and father met in their first year of college and fell in love automatically. Love at first sight is what they called it yet the other didn't know about it for awhile. About 3 months after meeting and becoming friends, they began dating with hope it can turn into something more. After dating for a few years, they married and moved to Seoul to start a new life together. They worked hard after college, her father as a doctor and her mother as a nurse at the same hospital coincidentally enough. Although they were alwasy busy, they always made sure their family was #1 in their priotiries. Hayun was born exactly 2 years after they married in 1995. Once news broke within the family, they went to viit a tthe hostpial and their house to celebrate the new addition to the family. Once she started growing up, her cousin Lee Hyun Woo whom is said to be Hayun's cousin from her mothers side, decided to take care of Hayun since she was a baby compared to him in his eyes. Since they were both children, they both would look after each other and act as brother and sister. They like to call each other brother and sister instead of cousin since they were close. As they started growing up, there were two more additions to the family, Dahye the middle child and the only boy of the family Jungmin. Although the siblings were close, Hyunwoo became like the 4th sibling. They got along well and would do everything together especially in boys vs girls games. 

As Hyunwoo made it clear he wanted to start acting, Hayun would go with his family once in a while to see how he was doing. During one of those trips, the producers asked her parents if Hayun would be an extra since a few of the children in the scene weren't going to make it. That was her first taste of being on a sort of stage which she can only remember now if her family points it out in the scene of the movie she was in. She started visiting her cousin more on sets and realized how happy he would be when he'd be filming or just running lines with other actors. Seeing h im happy while acting made her want to persue something as well to make her happy. Her mother signed her up for dance lessons as a start to see if she would enjoy it. That one  moment changed her life forever as she realized during her 1st year at dance classes, she loved dancing. Hyunwoo and Hayun's family would go see her perform and realized her passion for dancing while she was onstage. One day when she was practicing dances as home, her sister Dahye ran to her crying and asked her if she could sing a song for her. Dahye was scared of thunderstorms and it was pouring down hard outside. Her brother was at work with her parents on that day since he got out early from school and they were left at home with their aunt as a baby sitter. Nodding internally to herself as her sister's cries were getting louder and for her aunt to not come running into the room, Hayun sang which made Dahye calmer and able to fall asleep in Hayun's arms. She realized then that she also wanted to become a singer if it meant feeling happy with how her voice had a calming effect on her sister. She felt at home on stage dancing and since singing made her sister happier and calmer, she wanted to become a singer and a dancer to make her sister smile more. 

She soon told her parents about her goals of becoming a singer and dancer and although they were skeptical since she was still a child, they decided to help her to see if it was something she really wanted to persue. Hyunwoo, when he wasn't busy with work or had time, would go along with Hayun's familly and be with her through auditions. Audition after audition, because of her age, she was shot down and asked to come back when she was at least a few years older. It hurt her alot but she kept on practicing her dancing and singing skills to try and accomplish her dreams. When she became 14, she auditioned to JYP and was chosen to become a trainee. Shortly after getting chosen to be a trainee in JYP, Hayun's schedule became busy due to school and practice at the company. A few months past and she started noticing some small issues happening at school. She begain getting bullied in subtle ways from threatening notes being left on her desk to her getting pranked on in public school areas to even being sent text messages that insulted her. She would come out of school frustrated but usually would releave stress at practice. She learned in one of her trainee classes to not listen to others and keep your head held up high. She did just that. some of the pranks and bullying stopped but others kept on trying to break her since they were jealous. Jealous at Hayun for getting in a popular company and jealous from her natural beauty. As it became a year of bullying happening to her, she started isolating herself from her friends and family since she didn't know what to do. She did what was told from her company to do, ignore it and make it seem like it doesn't affect her. She started feeling like maybe what one particular girl said was true...that she didn't deserve everything she had but she was always telling herself that she was just jealous of her since she has been wanting to do this for most of her life. She still excelled at school and practices but without knowing it, she started having slight attitudes with ones close to her. Since she felt alone, she thought people who wanted to be her friends were doing it out of pity and those that liked her since she was younger, wanted something to but didn't know what. She began ignoring everyone including her family as she tried to get over this feeling and try to fix herself. It wasn't till about half a year later that she had an outburst at the company while practicing that in turn led to an anxiety attack. She was taken to the hospital in a rush as the company called her family to met them there. After a few hrs of waiting for results and tests, Hayun was diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression. When visiting hrs were open, Hayun got all the help she needed. She was able to let her loved ones and her friends (from school and from the company) what had been going on for the past year and a half. She had ended up realizing that those at the hospital were ones that truely cared for her and with that, she smiled and felt truely happy for the first time in awhile. After being released from the hospital a day later, the company ended up sending her to therapy to help her out emotionally and fix what others have done to her in the past. She still went to school but had her close friends around her and they stayed with her, confronted the bullies and helped her bring normalizam back to her daily life. Although everything started to look up in her psychological, emotional and personal life, her company life wasn't gong that well. With everything the company had to do to help her get the treatment to help her emotinal state, her debut wouldn't be happening any time sooon. She was scheduled to debut 6 months after her release date from the hospital. Since she was doing what she needed dto get better, the company had the difficult issue at hand on whether to drop her and ask her to reaudition after all the personal issues were fixed completely or keep her in the company and her future for now be unseen since the next girl group wouldn't be made for quite some time. They brought Hayun and her family in to talk about the hard decision. While they talked the whole day of whaat would happen, They ended up coming to the comclusion of Hayun leaving the company. They did have a long talk about her disrespectin herself, others in the company and the choreographer himself. They still wanted her to  get the therapy and help she needed from the company until she thought she was 100% fine but her future was up in the air on if shed be able to reenter the company in the future or not. of course she was heartbroken from how close she was to her dream and the fact that her outburst was uncalled for but was a cry for attention for help.. The company in turn gave a statement saying it was personal issues that made her drop from the company. Although she knew she'd be able to reaudition in the future, she felt like she already did too much to the company. She spoke to the company about how she felt undeserving about being able to reaudition because of the amount of regret she felt with leaving the company and her outburst. They in turn gave a proposition to her. If she tried for the next year and still didn't get into a company, she can try to audition  with them again. it would not be a garuntee in but she'd be able to audition again in the future. She agreed to it and gave her thanks to the company and to all her friends, trainers and Everyone there. She of course was heart broken from what happened (who wouldn't be with being so close to her dream). She did mope for a bit but With Hyunwoo's guidence, he pushed her to audition at an company with upcoming auditions. Although she didn't feel like she did deserve much, she put that in the back of her head and started practicing for the audition she agreed to at Starship Entertainment. After passing all 3 rounds, she was handed a the official paper and started silently crying as she thanked them multiple times for choosing her. She went to her whole family showing them the paper and cried happy tears with them all. They celebrated that night.

LIKES:

✩ music. singing, cooking for fun
✩ dancing,fall season, coffee, giraffes and slothes
✩ sleeping, coloring, sudoku, making jigsaw puzzles, flowers (especially sunflowers and roses)
✩ eating, drawing, choreographing dances (her own and others dances)
✩ arts and crafts for herself, friends and family members

DISLIKES:

✩ selfcentered people, bullies, 
✩ mean and overly obnoxious people
✩ mice and incects, cheaters
✩ anaimal abusers or anyone who mistreats animals
✩ not a dislike but she is scared of ghosts and heights

HOBBIES:

✩ sleeping (if she could, she would sleep aaallll day)
✩ meeting up/hanging out with loved ones since she can't see them most of the time
✩ learning new dances/other group dances for fun
✩ cooking and eating (although she is considered somewhat lazy, she likes to cook)
✩ watching pokemon, dragonball z and all of her favorite childhood tv shows. (she is still a child at heart) she does watch other shows (cooking shows, drama, criminal shows, etc) as well but mainly her favorite cartoons and animes. 

HABITS:

✩ a bad habit of hers is she bites her nails when she is nervious, stressed or self conscience
✩ over sleeping (she is a deep/heavy sleeper and needs multiple wake up calls to fully awaken)
✩ can be on her diet but once it's over, she pigs out on junk food or makes homemade food for days.
✩ a hard worker and practices until she thinks it is acceptable (perfectionist)
✩ although can eat alot, she has good eating habits to balance everything and have a good diet

TRIVIA:

✩ Can eat a whole pizza by herself and can do aegyo even though she doesn't think she has none. She has natural aegyo
✩ when she was 4 years old, she won a dance competition in her age range even though it was her first time performing
✩ hasn't had a boyfriend before but has had crushes on a few people. 

✩she likes when others do aegyo and blushes when certain idols do it as well
✩ she doesn't have much of an ideal guy but if she had to choose, she wants someone who is taller then her, funny, hard working, passionate, sort of awkward yet comfortable to be around. she wants something like her parents had. falling in love at first sight yet they are also your best friend.
✩ uses SNS but not as often as others would like. She usually posts on her members or friends page more than her own...a habit she is trying to fix

✩She likes arts and crafts and bakes alot of things. She also loves to sleep with a teddy bear or stuffed anmal.

Those who helped shape me

Relationships

FAMILY: 

✩ Mom/Dad - Park Dongho and Park Yein (50 and 48) / Father is a Doctor while her mother is a nurse at the same hospital / Although they are a little tough on their children, they only do that becausae they want them to do well in life and to keep moving foward. They let them persue anything they want so they can be happy in the long run. They are dedicated parents and are always there with and for their family. They are family oriented above all else even though her father is a doctor and mother a nurse.

✩ Siblings: Park Dahye and Park Jungmin / Sister and Brother (1999 and 2001) / They are both loving towards their sister and support her no matter what and vice versa. Dahye wants to be a nurse like her mother and Jungmin wants to be a Chef. Although Dahye is quiet at times, she is generally friendly and charms people easily. Jungmin on the other hand has a "Blank" face which to others is hard to decifer. He usually gives signes though, if you pay attention to him, to his feelings and emotions he feels at that moment. He is a nice person who always defends his family and the ones he loves. 

✩ Lee Hyunwoo / 23 / actor and cousin / he has a fun loving and go getting personality. He doesn't let things get to him and does his best no matter what. he treats Hayun like a sister and calls her dongsaengor yen which is a loving term. They are closest in the family.

FRIENDS: 

✩ B1A4 CNU, Gongchan, Baro, Sandeul, Jinyoung(24, 21, 22, 22, 23) / WM ENT idols / They are fun, easy going and humble people. They are sensitive but also very caring towards everyone. / best friends with Hayun because of Hyunwoo

✩ Chae Hyungwon (21) / sincer and dancer in monsta x / super nice to her and takes care of her. He shows he cares for her in random ways and is seen with her at random places. Since they have been friends since predebut, they have been liked to each other but only say they are friends. 

✩ IU (22) / singer, actor/ shy at first but after you get to know her, nice, talkative, sweet and easy going person. / Hyunwoo introduced Hayun and IU to each other when he worked with her the first time. They are close to each other and always keep in touch when they can. They meet up when she is in town and at concerts (she invites her to them) Hayun made a small apperance as a back up dancer wit IU before debut. 

Rival:

✩Jimin of AOA / idol / Small back story"

They wanted to be best friends since before Hayun debuted and were in good standings with eachother. They met at dance studios before and She was happy when her friend was debuting. It wasn't till Hyungwon, IM and her were having a conversation on who their idea/ultimate bias was that things got weird. Hyungwon said he liked Jimin and she told him she knew her from her  predebut days. She told him on how they became friends by chance when Hayun stayed late to practice at a dance studio. Jimin came in one day and they both hit it off. they became best friends and talked whenever they had time. Of course when Jimin was debuting, they couldn't keep in touch often. They still had small and short conversations but after awhile the messages stopped. It wasn't till Hayun was about to debut that they were able to talk. It was around the time Monsta X debuted and Jimin asked if she know Hyungwon. She wanted to meet him since they were friends. She set it up and bfore they knew it, Hyungwon and Jimin were friends. The conversation IM, Hyungwon and Hayun had hurt her unbeknown to Hyungwon and she left not long after. IM followed her making an excuse that he had to use the bathroom to fine Hayun. Once he found her, he noticed how sad she was and realized she had feelings for Hyungwon. Although she liked Hyungwon, she told IM she introduced them so he could be happy. Seeing them together hurt her since they got along so well but she couldn't do anything about it until Hyungwon realized his true feelings. When he met Jimin, he was happy and infatuated with her since he liked her previously. When they kept talking though, he realized he only liked her as an idol and friend. He realized he only truely liked Hayun and told Jimin the truth when she confessed to him one day. She vowed to make her life miserable though from that day thinking she stole Hyungwon from her.

Cancer

Aquarius, Leo

STAGE NAME: Jang Mi (which is Rose in English)
PERSONA: The 180 Doll.

she was given this name since she is like an innocent flower but when asked to dance, her personality changes. She can go from cute and charming to y and alluring in a second when dancing. Yet when the song and dance is over, she becomes a her naturally cute self as if the dance never happened. 

TRAINEE YEARS: 6 years. from age 14 to debuting age at 20
TRAINEE LIFE: 

Hayun was a JYP trainee for a total of 2 years. Although she was close to making a debut in an upcoming girl group JYP was preparing for, she was eventually dropped because of some ongoing personal issues which affected her ability to perform well in practices and on stage.Her cousin Hyunwoo helped her through some of her toughest times and was able to gently push her towards another audition Starship was having not long afterwards. She ended up passing all 3 of the callbacks  she was called for and quickly became a trainee at Startship Entertainment. With her families love and support, she was able to bypass all the negativity she had in her life and start anew in a new company. With her mind clear, she was able to practice, train and perform at her best even when she thought she couldn't go anymore. She became friends with most of the trainees at Starship as well as her sunbaes. They would help her at times when they would see her struggling or  when she asked for help on specific things.

Since she was a trainee at JYP, she became one of the more known trainees even with just 2 years there. She already had fans prior to becoming a trainee because of her days in multiple dance schools.

/21PREDEBUT:

✩ Hayun was used as a back up dancer in Sistar's "Give It To Me" Music video and dance practice
✩ Was in a movie as a child along side her cousin but was an extra.

✩ considered to act in a movie along side her cousin and to be in Boyfriend's "Don't Touch MY Girl" MV but her then company JYP was against it because of her upcoming debut which didn't happen. 
✩ Was in B1A4's "What's Happening" MV as the main girl lead behind the doll mask and in B1A4's Lonely Music video

✩was in her friend IU's mv and dance video for Red Shoes and was also in Her song 23 before debuting.

SCANDALS:

✩ New popular JYP Trainee dropped from company after only 2 years (2012) / True

Due to some personal issues, Hayun will  be dropped from the company for now and will be able to reaudition at a later time once issues are delt with. We hope everyone will give her and her family much needed space and time to themselves as they help eachother through this difficult time. 

✩ Popular Group Member CNU Dating a Trainee from Another Company??? (2013) / True

With a rumor going on about are they dating, a source has come out to say they have been dating for aprox. 6 month. Hayun and CNU became a trending couple even with no confirmation from either company.. With B1A4 being a rising idol group and now upcoming Starship trainee, Park Hayun, have been reportedly seen going on dates, meeting each other at parks during all hours of the day and night, and at his concerts. With only nods from both when asked about their relationship, we can only hope they can be the new it couple. 

✩ Hayun in another dating scandal? Dating Monsta X Hyungwon. (2016) / False

With a statement being released from their company, Starship stated,

"Hyungwon and Hayun are close friends. They became friends when they became trainees for our company. They sometimes go eat lunch with each other and other trainees for our company but we have been reasured by them that they are only good friends."

RETURN TO THE STORY

soni-rose ✩ soni or pikasoni

LAST COMMENT: i hope i wasn't giving too much information with back ground and such :x I did what i could and hope it didn't seem rushed or if i was repeating things. 

 i hope you liked Hayun and her profile^^

SCENE REQUEST: 

✩ filming a haunted scene for a tv show and her getting scared and holding onto a group member(ex) the show, running man, etc

✩ Running man with Cosmic Girls and Monsta X

✩ when they get their own show where members surprise other members with inviting their family over for a day

✩vacation/bonding time for the members

✩ anything you would like to input^^

PASSWORD: B1A4 , Oh My Girl , IOI