So idk where you guys write and store stuff but for 6 years or longer I've done mine in microsoft onenote, it has never crashed or betrayed me until ytd when due to unknown reasons it malfunctioned and i was recommended to clear cache and risk losing files that werent synched... I went ahead fearless believing all my notebooks have been updated but nope, everything is SAVE FOR MY ENTIRE NOTEBOOK FOR THE VERY FIC IM WRITING AT THIS MOMENT.

IM IN DESPAIR WTF

Like, if it was just a notebook with the uploaded chapters than I dont really care, hell all the minor changes aren't recorded in the onenote copy because I tend to proof read on AFF. But in that notebook was ALL my pre-planning, inclusive of character development (from all sorts of personal back story s down to even how their dress style evolved wtf). And ALL the drafts, be it abandoned or waiting to be expanded on. ALL the freaking phrasing of words, and small chunks of what I believe is very hilarious and I'm gonna include it (yeah I always enjoy my work fight me). And ALL the quotes that I've collated that will probably be used through stalking of my fb and blog.

And of course, the 5 exact chapters of over 2k words each that I've written out after the end of my internship and I was gonna proof read and upload at one go to compensate for the long haitus of when my world no longer stops for you.

I just wanna cry

GIVE ME BACK MY WORK GOD DAMN IT I DONT WANT TO REPEAT EVERYTHING AGAIN T______T

I've never put in this much effort into any fic in my entire writing life (mainly because I was young and foolish with works like Bittersweet, and afterwards I turned lazy and only wrote oneshots instead of chaptered) and now my heart is breaking.

And well yeah thank you for the BGM bts. I really need to be saved.